Some people might wonder where I find materials for 10-line see also May 16, 2008
). As I confessed before, I got a psychotic depression in 2003. From mid-summer 2006, I made up my mind and started to take part in communication workshops to change myself. Since then, I've learned various things from different points of views. Recently, we did a new work: Write down the name of five people whom we want to give thanks to and the reasons for each person
. I wrote down five people whoever came into my mind -and to my surprise, the last one I wrote was one of the people at my place of employment in 2003 -who had been the direct cause of my mental disease back then. Because I've learned various things as I was tring to get over the disease.
It might sound ironically -of course it still takes courage for me to believe so -
but I partly mean it. Nonetheless, if I can think of such things even a bit, the time is coming closer when I get over my mental disease completely.