I finally came to admit that I have been in a bad mood for a month or more. I've been refusing it but I felt a certain kind of irritation that I had when I was seriously depressed before. Then, I thought "ok, this is the point I should recognize it and take a good care of myself." I am very srubborn(Oh, I did not know that there are so many Emoji!!). I should have admitted it a bit earlier.
Bad things usually come together. I was suspected as having ulcer last year. I haven't had any problems for about 8 months but again my doctor gave me the medicine for it.
In addition, because my medicine for pain disorder is not working very well, I have an option of taking one more tablet a day. Hmm, I am so addicted to medicine, eh?
Meanwhile, I did not sleep at all in one of my classes another day. I always slept in class like 5 to 10 minutes. Just by not sleeping I was happy all day.
I hope I can survive this semester. All I have to do is getting D- for all the classes. And then I can graduate. I rarely in my studio this semester. I need to make something to graduate.