I'm happy to be writing my dairy here,and for all those who wish to read it.
For me every day I have a choice,but often my choices are not always in my best interest and come from past fears and failures and also taking the so called easy way. Yes life is meant to be fun and an adventure,and somehow along the way i have lost the capacity to feel really motivated towards overcoming my short-falls. But as long as I have this life I will endevour each day to make that little effort towards being and feeling complete,no matter how small an effort it's still highly valuable to me and in the end I want to feel satified with myself and what i have become..