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September 24, 2004

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カテゴリ：カテゴリ未分類

金曜日だぁ☆☆☆
金曜日はアリーのお手伝いさんがお休みなので大抵その日は買い物とか一緒に付き合ってあげるんだ。
放課後どぅするぅ？って今日聞かれたから、迷ってた。
シンシァに聞けばわかるかなって思ってたけど、放課後彼女がすぐ帰っちゃったの。
彼女最近ボランテイァで忙しいから仕方ないょね☆
まぁー今日はアリーと夜遅くまで一緒にぃました♪

色んなブレスレットャネックレスをいっぱい買ったんだぁ☆
ほとんどの友達も知っているかもしれないけど、私は白黒メインの洋服を着ているからgothic大好き☆

買い物する前に近くのデパートのロッカーにカバン入れといたから取りに行ったの。

信じられない。。。会いたくない人なのに。
しかもカバンとか取りに行くのに時間かかるのに、何でそのあと又その人に会うことになるのぉ？！！信じられない。。。何か私がついて行っているみたいでぃャ
ってか何か映画館から出てきた感じだったから、一人で映画見てたのかな？ちょっと寂しすぎなぃ？まぁー別にいぃけど。

帰りのバスは一人席の椅子に座って音楽聴いてたの。
そしたら３０歳ぐらいのお兄さんがバスに乗ってきて通路の向こう側の席に座ったの。
本当は椅子に座るときは前を向いて座るのに、
その人はずっと私の方にずっと向いているから本当に焦りだして。
しかも私のことずっと見るから本当に怖かった。
what the hell is your problem sir?って聞きたかったけど、聞いたらキットすごいことが起きそうって思って。。。だからずっと私はぁわせないように頑張ってた。
窓の反射でその変質者を見てたんだけど、その人ずっと携帯を私に向けてたの。
何か私をカメラで撮ってるぅ？！！って思った。やっぱり私を撮ってた。ずっと携帯見ながらニヤニヤしているし。。。変態。。。

そしたら彼女から電話かかってきて、逃げなさいっていわれたからちょっと早足で逃げました。
あぁー怖かったぁ。。。。本当になんだったんだぁ。。。

お母さんとお父さんが帰ってきたのは１０時過ぎ。
浜崎あゆみさんが来ていた上着同じのをお母さんに買ってもらったんだぁ☆嬉しぃ～♪
今日は家の親が中国にいたので、自分達で学校に行きましたｗ

でも駅でパスポートサイズの写真を取りにいったの。大会とかで必要になるからさ。

私が写真を撮っている間、妹が待っててくれたの。
妹の友達の親が子供に３回もひっぱたいたところを妹が見たらしい。
それって駅の中じゃん？！！大勢がいる中ジャン？
その親本当に頭おかしいんじゃないの？
子供が何か悪いことしちゃったかもしれないけど、暴力なんて本当に信じられない。最低だょ。
しかもそれが妹のクラスメートだったなんて本当に信じられなぃ。

高校３年生になって、結構毎日忙しいです。
大学のこととか。。。家族のこととか、もちろんテストのこともね☆
でも私は今学校のVP（vice president）になるのが目標。
再来週の水曜日に投票が行われるんだけど、今頑張って応援を集めています。
本当に応援してくれる人アリガトウ☆☆☆絶対負けなぃぞぉ
男友達にもスピーチのときのアドバイスとかもらったので結構元気付けられました☆

イヤーブックも今年頑張らなきゃ☆
きっと新しく入ってくる人photoshopの使い方わからないと思うからきっと大変になるかもぉ。。。ってか何でphotoshop使い方知らない人が入るのって感じだけど、まぁーいぃさ。
あぁー今日本当に楽しかったぁ☆

damn I am really eager to be the VP of the school.
well first I was thinking about being either Secretary or VP, but then now I am trying my best to just be the VP. no matter what - I have to be on that position.
well one guy was giving me several advices on how to cope better in these kinds of situation. thanks man.

friday night is the most freakiest day ever.
i was going out with alli until late at night.
i ate dinner with her. and went to the lockers at festival walk becuase we left it in there before we go shopping.
and we met a school student - i knew him, i was interested in him at first - but then i hate him so much.
he was kinda surprised that we met him that time.
but i did not bother to say hi to him - i just looked at him and made a gesture. (what ever that means)
and we went to the locker and get our stuff, it took like 5 min.
we went out and decided to leave the department.
but then i met that guy again.
as if we are following him or somthing - what the hell.
i felt like hiding in some kinda whole - if there is one.
alli's bus stop was in the department - i had to leave her - but then that guy is still infront of us - fuck.
i decided to just stop and talked with alli for a while - is he still somewhere near us?
well 2 min later i left alli and decided to walk to my bus sto - still feeling uncomfortable.

in the bus, i sat at the back of the bus and listen to music because i did not felt good.
a 30-year-old man looked at me as he went in the bus and just kept looking.
i felt like telling him - what the hell is your problem sir? - but i decided not to because he looked like he will touch and hurt me.
he sat next to me - NO - he sat on the seat over the passageway - still i felt like he was really sitting next to me.
normally when you sit on the bus - you face the front.
he was facing ME and so close to me that i was scared he will harrass me.
I was scared.
still I did not tend to look into his eyes becuase his eyes was facing at me.
i looked into the reflection of the window and looked at him.
he was facing his mobile phone to me.
i quickly looked at him - he looked directly into my eyes - dont look at me like that.
i went back and looked at him through the reflection of the window - he was still looking at his mobile phone - he was smiling.
i realized he was taking pictures of me - i wanted to call for help - YES, help.
i sat tight near the side of the bus just to be away from that guy - dont touch me.
i messaged my friend - i called for help.
glad she replied me so fast - she told me to run away.
i get of the bus and walked fast.
i dropped my drawings as i get of the bus, i felt someone touched my back - fuck.
i quickly walked the way home - i did not tend to look back - i am quite sure he does not live near.
is there some connection to that guy i saw in the department and the guy in the bus?
i dont want to know anything and dont want to see him again - everytime i his face appeared - gave me a goose bumps.

thanks cynthia for calling me - felt much safer.

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Last updated September 26, 2004 02:45:41 PM
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jean

jean さん

omggggg.. you should have gotten out of the bus or told the driver， lol. i'd freaking SLAP him if he did that. what the hell. so many crazy people around now.. be careful!! :) so how's your weekend JURILICIOUS????????? hahaha， who's that guy lol. dont be scared of him， i mean the one in fest. walk hahahaha. (September 26, 2004 05:15:15 PM)

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thanks jeanie

フラメンコ９０５さん

thanks for caring about me jean - yeah i know， it was erally freaky...i wanted to call for help but then it was soo scary and hard to.
man....why the hell should he have to FACE me when he is sitting down - and why the hell is he taking pictures of me?!! damn...
well the guy in fest. - he is the guy i told you that is 'hot' well i was ofcourse interested in him at first but then his first impression when i talked to him was really fucking bad. i dislike him man.
anyways - my weekends are not that bad- there are too much stuff to do tho.
well from wednesday onwards this week - school is holiday - and so i am glad :) (September 26, 2004 06:32:08 PM)

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