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September 28, 2004

Emotionally Ends Here

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-Tuesday-

he is, or was a friend of my sis.
my sis was crying, full of dysasterous emotions upon her.
i wanted to help her - yes i did help her out.
i went to that guy and talked to him.
but my sis've gone crazy - even her friends too.
i tried to stop them but they wont.
so i eventually shouted at them to go back to the where they were - i know i dont want to shout at people like this - but this was the only way.
i was really mad about how my sis've gone crazy in public.

what that guy did to my sister was unforgivable.
eventually, i send him to the vice principal and their parents came to bring him home.
i just wanted my sis to feel 'safe' - and i believe that she is safe now.
starting tomorrow is a 5 day holiday.
she dont have to see that guy for that period but i want them to be friends again.
they are in the same grade - they will eventually have to talk to each other for study or group work.
the vice principal agreed me - but my sis insisted to.
but i believe that she will agree and talk to him personally some day soon.

i did not eat my lunch today. too stressed - and no time.
i did not even want to attend volleyball practice - anyway i am not an important player - what's the meaning of attending anyway bitch.
the water fountain was under construction - i dehydrated and i did not have energy since i did not eat my lunch.

pinky, the captain was worried about me - thanks.
cyn came to school and waited for me - thanks girl.
i dont want to rely on people and i dont trust them anyways.
i dont believe that i have a true friend....i hope i have tho.

i hang around with her after the practice.

i had to wait for 2 buses - which means that i was standing up still for 10 min - fuck.
i felt dizzy and thought that i cannot stand up no longer.
i went home, with no more strength and just collapsed on the sofa.
i did not want to eat eventhough i had to.
i just drank hot tea - which made me gain appetite.
i felt much better after i was able to eat.
cyn called me and cared about me - thanks - you're really the one i always find friends.

i talked to ken on the phone.
i bitched everything to him. he just listent to me and gave me advices - i felt emotionally better after i talked to him.
i dont want any of my family to get hurt.
i will not forgive the ones who hurt her.
but i just want to fade away from reality....i hate reality

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