pretty much things are going well this week. well - it's just monday today and there's another 4days to go but who cares. damn I was so pissed that i was not elected as the vice president. like alli was absent today and ofcourse I called her and inform her about her AP art grade - 100% (shut up) like i was pissed not only becuase i did not get 100 on this project but also - fuck i am not elected as theVice President!!!! daaaamn't. like alli is much more mad that i was not elected and that john was the one who was elected....damn't anyways - i will try to forget it. i talked to many teachers about it tho - coz i went to the staff room for community service and year book - as usuall and they all ask me for the result....ughhh. it is really painful to recall the moment mrs settle did not read out my name JeeoOOoohhNN (that kinda sounds like JUURII at the begining right?) well anyways i nearly screamed because i thought mrs settle read out my name....:P
and becacuse i never refuse anyone or never said NO - i helped him out with his biology report. well ofcourse - my favourite subject is biology. but what the HELL! i felt like i am BETRAYED.....betrayal.....left out....isolated... who cares I BETTER LIKE IT ALONE - coz there wont be any stupid problems occuring to me. anyways my close (if you know what i mean)friend went home with me :) aaaannd - i talked with alli on the phone for 33.33min +additional 30 min while gonig home. and after i talked with alli, cyn ringed me and i talked with her :) yeahhhh i realized that we havent talked on the phone that much. well i talk with different guys on the phone for like as long as 3 hours but i did not realize that i havent talked to cyn for that long.(like only about 20 min) :) awwwwwwwwwwwww, i am really pissed on afternoon and i am never gonna forget that. well i am glad that cyn and alli cheered me up. yeow cheered me up too yesterday night when i was really depressed because my parents bitched about me. well anyways i just always need a shoulder and a hand to hold :)
hey you know my helping hand is always there for you just like yours is always there for me! hehe just talking to you on MSN right now.. hope youre feeling better. dont feel any less confident cos its the voters' fault not yours. ;D
(October 11, 2004 10:52:59 PM)
hey jean - dont forget that you're always a 'special' friend and dont feel surprise when you hear that i am talking about you to different people :Pahahaha well i was really depressed that i was not elected but yeah = thanks for telling me that you are always your VP in your heart :D that's really sweet man :) you're also my number one friend man ;) well i will talk to either mr mann or mr fox, or maybe both, but i will try to convince them and make them put my name in the list. anways thanks for everything and you're always my best friend ever:)
(October 11, 2004 11:59:26 PM)