...hmmmm i wz havin a good day..... i wz really happy........... amanda asked me to stay with her after school today cuz she had to take pictures of valleyball team for her annual class. so i stayed with her... 5 oclock, she called her mom and asked her mom to come to pick her up and go home. her brother is one of a member of the valleyball team so he was practicing. so her mom asked her to talk to her brother and call her back. later she called her mom back and her mom said tht she'll come at 5:30. at almost 5:30 she asked me to go home. then i was going downstairs. she should have gone to find her brother. but she was comming with me.. maybe i was kind of mad at her for a reason.. and i said "go to find ur brother!". perhaps that sounded pretty mad... then she got mad and walked away.. and i ran to her and said sorry.. but she wz like.. keep asking me to go.... and i huged her but.. still... she asked me to go and then she walked away.... when she just left...... i felt really sad and sorry... and i started crying...... untill i got home.. recently.. i feel she doesn't really tell me stuff... when she sad, mad or something... she tells her friends but not to me.. even the things about how she feels.. she doesn't.... so i feel really sad sometims.. if she's not happy.. i can't be happy either anyway.. so.. if she doesn't tell me stuff, that makes me to feel sad. maybe she doesn't want me to worry... but.. if she really think so,... that thought is very wrong...