[Dance] カテゴリの記事
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My decision about Janette -after Friday-
I was thinking about that problem from FRI-SUN.And i got a answer by myself finally.I have had a bad prejudice toward her so far.But,let's see....I don't know about her at all actually..So i thought"i should talk to her at first"And if she is a nice person for me,it's reallynice!!Also maybe i won't get mad anymore!I also don't need to worry about her and can dancewithout any worries!!This is so simple answer??But,actually,it was REALLY difficult for meto make this decision coz i didn't have a goodfeeling about her for a long time.BUT...!!!I already decided!!I forgive her and i will try to talk to her next time!!I hope it'll work and I won't hurt Ben anymore!!I don't wanna hurt him!!I want him to smile anytimeSo i forgive everythingThis is my final answer.THE END*Thankyou for reading long long story...!!!
2006.10.10
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Got mad at dance -real situation- vol.2
So,i went talk to him when he was sitting alone.After taking with him,i could see what the situation was.There were 3 main people.Ben,Janette,and Ryan.Their relation is...They are friend.*Janette ------------>Ryan(maybe)*Ben and Ryan are friend.*Ryan --------------->another girl(Ryan were dating with Janette but Ben said it'sstrange coz they are my friend and ex-gf.So Ben talkedabout it to Ryan,and then maybe he tried to find another girl and now he start to like another girl.)Now,their situation is kinda complicated.And while i was dancing at the slow dance time,Janette tried to dance with Ryan,but he cared Ben's feelingso he refused her.And he pushed her toward Ben butBen also refused her because of me.So she was refused 2 times by her friends so she run away outside.That's why Ben run after hercoz he thought it was his fault.And she cried so Ben let her clam down.And then they came back and that time was slow dance.It's almost end but she asked Ben to danceso he couldn't refuse it and he wanted to help her mind as friend coz he thought it was his fault,so he danced with her a few seconds.After dancing,i talked about it with him deeply.My anger wouldn't go away easily,but now we solved that problemHe said to me like,I like you so you don't need to worry about her.I already broke up with her before and she is not a person i'm interested in.I'm not interested in her at all.So you should think "Ben likes me,so I don't need worry about her".And...i hope you could forgive her.She didn't doextreme bad thing,so..you know..i think it helps your feeling if you try to forgive her.In that point,i was still struggling with my feeling.i was understanding what he said but my mind was stillconfused.This is my bad habit;To be stubborn when i get mad...So,i was thinking about it for 2 days.And i got a answer after i calmed down.To be continued...*Thankyou for reading this long sentences...:s!!
2006.10.10
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Got mad at dance -baffling situation- vol.1
I think i'd never got mad like that at dance time.But,now,i REALLY feel sorry to Ben about that.I really don't like Ben's ex-girlfriend.She always annoys me when i meet her at dance.I dunno she likes Ben or not(Ben says he doesn't think she likes me though)and i also dunno this anger comes from my too much jealousy(Maybe it does.)but i don't wanna see even if Ben and she talk eachother.Last Friday's dance was the most worst day to me.My friend,Kyoka was going to stay at my houseso i took her to the dance.I really thank her.If she haven't been there,i wouldn't probably have control myself. His ex-gf,janette,was annoyed anyway.Oh,no,she "is" annoyed.That situation was terrible.While i was dancing,Ben went out from gym with her.At the moment i saw it,i really felt bad.I thought "huh..?Why did he and she went somewhere only by two..?!"So Kyoka went check what they were doing for me.I couldn't stand it so i also went outside.At the same time i opened the door,Ben also opened the door.There was that girl behind him.I was really disappointed.So i said to him coldly"Hey."Kyoka was there when i went out.She also couldn't understand that situation.The thing made me be mad more and more was thatshe danced with him at slow dance time.I heard it from Kyoka afterward.I didn't expect thing like this happended.I really didn't wanna see even his face.Why?It's because he already knew i don't like her.So after finishing dance,he came to me,showed me dance practice and then talked to me with smile,buti almost ignored him.I couldn't believe why he could smile at me.it was really annoying to me.While we were going to Denny's after dance,I got texts from him.He said to me sorry that he hurt me by taking to Janette.It was complicated situation for him.But i was still mad and hesitated to write him back.I went into Denny's without replying to him.I sat with Kyoka but Ben also sat same table.He asked me sadly, "Did you get my texts..??"And i said coldly "Yeah."After that i started to write text to him.I wrote dreadful things.I'd never said to him like that until that day.It means i was really mad to him and that girl.But at the same time,I started to regret to sendinglike that terrible texts.He was reading with sad and depressed face alone.He tried to talk to me with smile before i sent text,but i didn't really react.I was mad,while my heart ached by seeing his sad face.My feeling and thoughts were completely complicated.Kyoka said to me,"You should go now!! And talk,say sorry,and cuddle him!!"Her words absolutely cheer me up.So i decided to go and talk to him.To Be Continued...*Thankyou for reading this long sentences...:s!!
2006.10.08
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Saturday Night! The 80's! ...??
I went dance with Ben and his friends on saturdayHis friends are Bobby and Mattand they were wearing 80's style clotheslike red jaket and black hat :DIt's held at church gym as usual.There were many people and we also started to dance but i think the music was not good :s ...!!I couldn't dance very much and neither did Ben.Many songs were being played but you knowthat day was for 80's so most of song were old and we couldn't be exiting...!!We were thinking it's gonna be fun but afterwardwe thought usual dance was much better than today's one.The music was not good but i think we had a fun timecoz we made friend with Bobby and Matt and after we went to our home, we were talking like for 3 hours! haha(actually Ben and I were tired coz Matt and Bobbyare talkative...lol)I look forward to next dance and hopeit'll make us be exciting!!
2006.10.03
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Dance!!
I've practiced dancing everyday now and i really like itBen does breakdancing and it's so cool but it looks so difficult..!! Now I'm curious about hiphop and then i started to practice!!it takes 1 hour everyday but i really enjoy practicingand my dream is that doing crazy dance at church dance.I always dance at church like,"I can do crazy dance more than others!!"(Oh men, i'm so cocky..!! hehe)it's like talking to myself, you know.Can't wait Friday night..!! I really wanna go dance soon..!!
2006.09.27
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ダンス本気で…！！
先週、かなり久しぶりにベンとベンの妹タミーとタミーの友達でダンスに行ってきました（チャーチであってるダンス）行く前、気分悪くて行く行かないか迷ったんですが寝てるよりはマシだと思い、思いっきり参加してきました！最初は久しぶりすぎて踊るの躊躇してたんですが、慣れるうちにどんどんのってきて、今までで１番楽しんだぐらい踊りました！！めっちゃ楽しかった！！これから毎週絶対行きたいっスね！！何か今回のダンスでやりたいこと見つかった気がします"本格的にダンスを習いたい！！！"高校生のときに一回諦めたダンス。もう一回チャレンジしてみようか。何か目的が見つかるってすごく嬉しいですね～☆頑張るぞ！！！
2006.08.03
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ブレイクダンス！！！
あのJapaneseレストランに行った後、私はベンから誘いを受けてブレイクダンスを見に行く計画を立ててましたそれで、私は今日香も誘ってたんで３人で行きました！！！ベンはブレイクダンスをしてるんで、だから誘いを受けました場所は教会最初は何かクラブかなんかに行くのかなぁとか思ってたけど、教会と聞いて安心しました何か教会でダンス？と想像がつかなかったけど、そこはNO DRINKで皆ダンスだけをするために来てる場所らしいんですねそして実際行ってみると、そこは体育館っぽいとこで、たくさんの人が音楽に合わせて踊ってました！！もう完全フリー状態で、自分の好きなように踊ればいいっ！！って感じでしたそこで私と今日香は最初とまどって、踊るのが恥ずかしかってました(笑)しかし！！ベンはすごかった…っ！！！めっちゃダンスうまいっ！！！！しかもブレイクダンス…っめちゃめちゃかっこいいーーーーーーっ！！！何かほかのブレイクダンス仲間と一緒に踊ったり、周りの輪の中に入って１人でパフォーマンスしたり、ほんとにかなりかっこよかったぁ～あいだあいだに、スローダンスの曲が流れるんですけど、そのときは皆スローダンスに切り替わって、男と女のペアで踊るんですね。そのとき２Ｍの男の人が今日香を誘ったんですねーーーーっ！！！！その光景がかなりウケました(笑)！！！今日香は身長低くて、１５３cmぐらいなんですね！！２メートルと１５３センチ…っ！！！！！相当うけました！！！私はベンとペアだったんですが、もうその光景がおかしくて１人でけらけら笑ってました(笑)そのあとまたスローダンスがあったんですけど、またほかの男の人が今日香を誘う…！！！！！もう半端なくウケた！！！！！そして最後らへんに"何かまたスローダンスきそうじゃない…っ！？絶対来るけんこの雰囲気…！！！もううちスローダンス嫌やん～～～～っ！！！"とか言ってたらまさに次の曲はスローダンス…(爆笑)！！！！！！！もうかなりウケまくって、腹が痛かった…！！！！！今日香はもうやらない、とか言って近くのいすに座ろうとしたら、３人目の男の人が今日香のとこに来て、今日香はまた踊るはめに…っ(爆笑)！！！！！！！もうほんとに爆笑でしたっ！！！！今日香、めっちゃ人気者だしっ(笑)！！！ベンが、彼女人気者だね、と言ってました(笑)はぁ～～～、今日香、あんたウケるよ、ほんとに(笑)行ってみての感想はかなりよかったです！！今日香もかなり気に入ってました！！毎週金曜日にあるっぽいのでいけたらまた行きたいと思いますとにかくベンかっこよかったです…(＿゜●ポッ
2006.05.16
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