be a lotus-eater or... a lubricate-er!

pas de necessaire pour lire...ww

I mean everything that I've wrote so far...

Well, I haven't decided what I would write here.
But I'll just keep wrting what I'd feel like showing now.

I talk a lot with friends especially with Yuki lately.
She's one of my best friends, and not different from other "best friends" I've had.
I used to talk a lot, I mean "chatting", as it is when I was a senior-high student.

When I'm talking, I normaly am the "listner" in particular way and the "speaker" by less opportunity.
Well, don't say "You speak a lot!!! What the hell you're talking 'bout!" 'cause I know what I'm saying, and I mean it!

I'd talk a lot and the contents are not so much personal...
so, nothing's special in my stories.
Then I listen to others who mostly ask for any advise from me; therefore, whatever I know and whoever I am, I'd tell something to respond them. And that makes me talking a lot...ww

Lol &me?

Yes.
I don't talk much about myself!
Is that unfair?
Who cares!
At least most of my friends don't.
Never gets personals of me!

I don't mean that I don't want them to know me,
but not even like "I want you to understand me!" thing.

BUT! BUT! BUT!

Listen, as it is, not every single person is the same!
None!
What does it mean?
That means, there's someone like Yuki and someone like me.
It balances perfectly in me, and in relationship.

Only the problem is, the NEXT!

Do I have a replacement of her, or even those "friends" who go away?

www

Ha-ha! Not joking! Seriously!

Will I?

I don't know.

I've always have had the replcements of old's to new's.

It doesn't mean I quit its relationship, it's just the distance.

Can you keep the distance close when it's further away physically?

It's actually really hard I think.

You can't even have the common conversation when two are distant away! It's been proved maybe... Anyways, that much confidence with!!!

...hmm...
Am I already missing my friends? ww
So funny.
I do have many friends, and I only have few to miss.
That IS funny!

I always have difficulity starting things.
It takes too long to JUST begin.
And once I started, I'm fine.

(i.e.-when i'm really sleepy, and i don't wanna go to the class.....
i can just stay in a bed, but also can get up and go.
and to me, "get up" is the hardest part. once i got up, then easiest coming...)

Though a thing seems like the hardest, couldn't be any tiny pain once it's started.
Isn't it?
It's no choke.

O.K. now, I was a little silly. I admit!
Then I noticed really great thing.
I am just so EASY!!!

Besides, the one who I know is gonna be more lonely &^^)
Let's help her overcome her lonliness in case!

Me also, gotta lot to work...

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