ゆめが丘へ行こう

Baby I Love You

Baby i love u i love u love u

I have found the only one only one

That is meant for me

You're always on my mind

I'll go through whatever

Me and u will ride into eternity

Baby we could go places

Maybe a trip around the world

As u and i look up into the clouds

I keep telling myself i gotta tell him how i feel inside

I can't tell a lie,but i keep holding back

'Cos  i don't wanna scare u away,yeah it's just me

So frustrated,i wish i'd say it naturally

My heart is racing 'cus boy i want u constantly

Me and u and our chemistry

Is so amazing and i'm wanting more

But i can't help but think that u have someone else

Don't want to pay my mind attention this way

I try to block it out,all this time with u

I can't believe i have a doubt i'm so crazy

But u could save me baby

Please let me know if u in love with me

Baby i don't know why

I'm telling stories in my head,now i can't sleep at night

And baby u don't know why

Leaving me tonight,it just don't feel right

But i can't wait til'l be seeing u here again

I'm tryin' to break my insecurities so i can explain

Everything i wanna say that i kept inside

Baby i love u i love u i love u

I have found the only one only one

That is meant for me

You're always on my mind

I'll go through whatever

Me and u will ride into eternity

Baby i love you i love you i love you

I swear you're the only one only one

Nothing's gonna change

Like the stars my love will shine next to your heart

What's all around me baby i don't care

Your face is all i see when you're not here

And i'm so surprised how i get carried away

I could lose a day from thinking u might not feel the same

Let me just say,i gotta turn it off

'Cos it don't matter baby its time i trust what i feel

And i just need your love to follow me

'Cos now u know that you're my world my everything,everything

Now baby when i sleep at night i close my eyes and smile

And when I'm kissing u i feel my body light up inside

I hope u never ever think about lettin' me go

If i don't have u baby i would rather be on my own

What we have is so untouchable unbreakable and we will go on and on

Baby i love u i love u i love u

I have found the only one only one

That is meant for me

You're always on my mind

I'll go through whatever

Me and u will ride into eternity

Baby i love u i love u i love u

I swear you're the only one only one

Nothing's gonna change

I'm always by your side this is forever

Like the stars my love will shine next to your heart

We will light a fire if we're in the dark

And i'll be a fighter if we're apart

We can't tell what's coming but i'm not worried

'Cos i believe in us and love

Baby i love u i love u i love u

I have found the only one only one

That is meant for me

You're always on my mind

I'll go through whatever

Me and u will ride into eternity

Baby i love u i love u i love u

I swear you're the only one only one

Nothing's gonna change

I'm always by your side this is forever

Like the stars my love will shine next to me

che'nelle~Baby i love you~

いい歌です。今　練習しています。。。w

恐れずに

お互い困ったら　私があなたを守るんだって。

離れ離れになっても　

暗闇に覆われても 

わたしは挫けたりしない

二人のこと、愛を信じているから。

メールするのをやめるといって二日目。

少し　自分が見えてきました。

一個のことをやり遂げてから　次のことを決める悪いクセ。

あー　これも私が弱い原因だったのね、と。

一個できた先のこと　まーったく　考えてなくってw

大きな目標はあっても　目標を叶えた先にあるちっちゃなことに

気づかなかった。

だから。

気が抜けて　腑抜けになって　自爆する。。

の図式。

違う違う、って今わかった紫苑。

腑抜けになっちゃ　ダメなのよね。歩みを遅くしても、早く歩いても、

腑抜けにならないように　日々続けていくことが

毎日絶対続ける事が

コツコツやることが

一個の目標に立ち向かっていくっていうこと・・・だと

思うんだ。

徐々に慣れていって

きっと　歩幅を大きくできて。。。って　階段を一歩ずつ登らないとね＾＾

それは　自分の体を鍛えていくことと同じ。

1日じゃ　筋肉はつかないもの。

2日でもだめ

3日目から少しずつ。。。？

1ヶ月で　しっかりしてくる・・？

鍛え方や　その速度は　人それぞれ。

鍛え方が半端ない人、ゆっくりマイペースだけど　毎日きちっと続ける人

それぞれ。毎日続ける事も、忍耐と絶対という気持ちが必要で。

だけど　トータルしたら　筋肉がついてくる速さは違っても

「ついてくる」には変わりないんだ。

焦らなくていい、紫苑。

私は私の筋肉をつけていけばいいんだ＾＾

まずは私の一歩で。

次は少し速く。

その次は　めちゃくちゃ　速く。

心も　体も。。。ね＾＾

そして　いつしか　きっと

たくさんの覚悟ができる自分ができてくるんだと思う。

たくさん目標を持つ＝たくさん覚悟が必要。

「女性は　蓮の花なのよ。」

ふと、今日言われた言葉です。

そんなことにやっと　気付き始めた

紫苑です。