table topic speaker

To my mother in heaven

Yesterday I attended a meeting of Toast Masters club.
I like meeting members and listening to their speeches very much.
We sometimes have to speak about a topic which a table topic master give us.
A topic master asked me "What color do you like ? And why?"
I answered " I like white and red very　much.
If I paint my house red and white ,people near my house will think I and my husband are
crazy even though I love those colors.
White means pureness and red means energy.
I'd like to have pure heart like children.
I'd like to have energy to study English more .
I've been a member for about 3 years
but still now I'm nervous when I have to speak in front of you.
I need more energy to speak in English .
I feel some colors from you all while speaking here.
They are sometimes orange,green,yellow and red.
I want to feel your pure hearts and energy here.
I want to feel white and red from you ALL."