Guy’s Unfaithful Marital Infidelity In A Sexless Marriage
We have been married for ten years, since we were both in our early 20s. We used to be having sex at least once a day, we were on totally the same wavelength, but since then she’s slowly been dialing it back – not in the mood, has a headache, too tired – until we’re at where we are today.
I’m lucky if we have sex once a month, and even then I know she doesn’t even like doing it. There’s nothing worse than looking in your partner’s eyes and knowing that she’s just *putting up* with your sexual needs.
I got so sick of seeing that look in her eyes that I signed up for a website promising discreet Physical affairs. I signed up through this sales page, which promised me a 100% money back if I didn’t have an affair. I was skeptical. Being with my wife so long has made me think that most women are just programmed not to want sex, that I was the bad guy, that there was no way I would ACTUALLY end up in an unfaithful intimate affair.
Having A Intimate Affair With A Woman I Hate
I’m eating my words now, because I’m caught up in one. Within a couple weeks of signing up, I was meeting up with an early 30’s woman at a downtown hotel 45 minutes away. She wasn’t the most attractive woman, and her personality was grating – but she thought I was amazing and sexy.
The fact that I was married made it hot and exciting for her. And her being so interested in me, NEEDING me… it was so easy to go along with it. So I did.I’ve been seeing her about once a week, sometimes twice, ever since then. It’s easy to get away, and I know my wife isn’t suspicious, but it’s tearing me up inside.
I NEED sex, it’s probably my favorite experience in all of the earthly pleasures — but I love my wife, and she isn’t physically interested. On the other hand, the woman I’m having the affair with, while insatiable and hugely into me… I don’t really like her that much.
