2005/05/17
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so tired these days... i'm also frustrated about a lot of things... mainly about me actually...
my productivity level for the past week is close to zero. last weekend was like "THE WEEKEND" that i had to study my ass off, but i couldn't... or more precisely, I didn't. My mind wonder off somewhere else, but my body's still in front of Econ stuff so i end up not getting done anything. U know, zettai subconsciously, I'm thinking to myself "Oh it's just Econ, i can handle it"... that's why I can't concentrate.
Anyhoo, these two weeks were so hidious and hectic it wasn't even funny. Mainly about getting things done for Prom...etc. Long way we've come, and we've still got "ISSSSSShUUUUUUUUES" (the IB way of saying issues) i gotta deal with, but will i make it?
I wanna do my bestest work all the time. and to be honest, I think i have given a considerable amount of effor into this whole thing. but there's the dark side of me saying that I'm no superman so just chillax and go with the flow. i don't wanna do that. i don't wanna take granted the fact that i'm no superman. everybody isn't. we're all on the same level. it's just the matter of putting effort in it. so i try.
hmm, sorry my thoughts aren't ready to speak it out yet. gotta organize my head sometime and write a loooooong journal about all this.
my productivity level for the past week is close to zero. last weekend was like "THE WEEKEND" that i had to study my ass off, but i couldn't... or more precisely, I didn't. My mind wonder off somewhere else, but my body's still in front of Econ stuff so i end up not getting done anything. U know, zettai subconsciously, I'm thinking to myself "Oh it's just Econ, i can handle it"... that's why I can't concentrate.
Anyhoo, these two weeks were so hidious and hectic it wasn't even funny. Mainly about getting things done for Prom...etc. Long way we've come, and we've still got "ISSSSSShUUUUUUUUES" (the IB way of saying issues) i gotta deal with, but will i make it?
I wanna do my bestest work all the time. and to be honest, I think i have given a considerable amount of effor into this whole thing. but there's the dark side of me saying that I'm no superman so just chillax and go with the flow. i don't wanna do that. i don't wanna take granted the fact that i'm no superman. everybody isn't. we're all on the same level. it's just the matter of putting effort in it. so i try.
hmm, sorry my thoughts aren't ready to speak it out yet. gotta organize my head sometime and write a loooooong journal about all this.
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