今が生死

当直明けで昼頃帰路に就いた。帰り道では成人式関連の車を数台見かけて、通りが何となく華やかに感じられた。

それにしても昨夜の当直はすごかった。「周りの人も一生懸命してくれていると思えば楽しい」などと調子に乗っていたが、インフルエンザの患者さんが多く、猛烈忙しかった。夕飯を食べる時間やトイレに行く時間もなく間に合わなくて尿を漏らしてしまった。救急受診患者さんは３５人位で救急車７台、入院患者さんは４人いた。その間に病棟からも頻回に電話がかかってくる。体が幾つあっても足りないと思った。病棟からの電話でピンボケの電話を何度かかけてくる看護師がいた。しかし落ち着いて考えてみたらこちらが忙しいのでボケていると思えたが看護師の立場になってみたらそれほどボケていないと思えることもあった。どんなに忙しくても相手の立場にもなって考えてみることが必要だなと思った。

I got a return trip around noon. On the way back, I saw several cars related to adult ceremonies and the street was felt gorgeous
somehow.
Anyway, last night's duty was amazing. "I felt it would be fun if people around me were also trying hard," but it was in a state of
heavy burst with a lot of patients with influenza. I did not have time to eat dinner or go to the bathroom and got out of my urine.

There were about 35 emergency patients and 7 ambulances and 4 hospitalized patients. Meanwhile, I get a call from the ward frequently. I thought it was not enough even how many bodies were there.

There was a nurse who took several phone calls of meaningless ones from the ward several times.

However, thinking calmly, I thought it was not so empty call if I was in the position of a nurse. Even though I was how busy, I thought that
it was necessary to think about thinking in the position of the other party.