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Jan 3, 2004
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Damn， what am I gonna do??!!!
Things between us two seemed going well for a while， but IT’S NOT!!! IT’S NOT GOING WELL AT ALL!!!!
Well， yes， we live in a same place， but I don’t think we’re living together anymore. He stays up all night， goes to school in the morning， and right after he gets home， he goes to bed and sleep until midnight， and then， stays up all night， and then，... it continues.
Damn， I think we were better before he moved in with me..
Now， what am I to him???
Why do I have to do his loundry and cook for him even we don’t stay together??!! I’m not his servant or housekeeper!!
And now， I don’t see if there’s any meaning to come back here... well， there’re a lot more reasons besides him to come back here.. like simply because I like it here， and because I still wanna learn English. But they could be made it， maybe a couple of years later or sometime.. I mean， after I make money by myself..
The reason why I want to come back as soon as possible is that he’s here.. but now I don’t think it’s gonna work out as we aren’t doing very well together.
I think I’m too old to act according only to my feelings. And I think I’m also too young to think of future with somebody.
I know the best thing only if I could is to leave him and find somebody else. It’ll be hard for a while， but I know I’m gonna be fine sooner or later. I know it from some experience. I know it’s the best thing if I could do so. But I just don’t want to because I’m still in love with him.
Things between us two seemed going well for a while， but IT’S NOT!!! IT’S NOT GOING WELL AT ALL!!!!
Well， yes， we live in a same place， but I don’t think we’re living together anymore. He stays up all night， goes to school in the morning， and right after he gets home， he goes to bed and sleep until midnight， and then， stays up all night， and then，... it continues.
Damn， I think we were better before he moved in with me..
Now， what am I to him???
Why do I have to do his loundry and cook for him even we don’t stay together??!! I’m not his servant or housekeeper!!
And now， I don’t see if there’s any meaning to come back here... well， there’re a lot more reasons besides him to come back here.. like simply because I like it here， and because I still wanna learn English. But they could be made it， maybe a couple of years later or sometime.. I mean， after I make money by myself..
The reason why I want to come back as soon as possible is that he’s here.. but now I don’t think it’s gonna work out as we aren’t doing very well together.
I think I’m too old to act according only to my feelings. And I think I’m also too young to think of future with somebody.
I know the best thing only if I could is to leave him and find somebody else. It’ll be hard for a while， but I know I’m gonna be fine sooner or later. I know it from some experience. I know it’s the best thing if I could do so. But I just don’t want to because I’m still in love with him.
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