There are questions what I've been trying to solve for yrs.
What do I want to do?
What do I want to be?
What is my purpose of life?
That's why I tried so hard to find right person to get married.
I was wrong.
I found pretty good one and got married but I haven't solve the questions yet.
He loves me, cares about me, tries to be good provider.
He was everything I wanted to have when I was single.
Why am I so difficult to be satisfied?
What else do I want?
What is this emptiness?
What is this depression?
I am anxious about our future so much.
Where is the best place to live for both of us?
This state is not for us.
Full of racist,fat people all they eat is nothing but junk food, church people who do volunteer things to make them feel good and love to gossip too much, people who are just lazy stealing money from goverment, people who love this states too much just doesn't know any better...
Yeah yeah yeah people might look nicer than in cali.
You might get betther customer service here.
But this state is like bottom of everything.
I'm sooo sick and tired of this state.
I started to write this to figure out what's in my mind.
I guess I just want to get the hell out of this state.
I'm sure I can find things what I hate even in Japan.