always being faced to make a choice. There are always many choices, and no matter which one you choose, the end is the same. Whole process is a period in this lifetime for spiritual growth.
So don't worry, my friend. Don't be afraid to make a decision. It really doesn't matter which one you choose, because it's marely a medium for learning.
You can always quit, but you can't quit unless you begin. Give it a try, I'd say. Give everything a try, life is experiences. Every experience is there to enrich your life and guide you through for spiritual growth.