"Confidence" comes from Experience. I brought back the scene of old days that I felt "confidence". Any experience from small to large brought me confidence step by step. Now I am still losing my confidence after I lost my energy by unwellness.
"Confident" is so good for me to be myself. I want to feel it more again. Good Confident makes me positive thinking. For feeling it, I need to stand up right now and face up to the sky. I will start walking, running and making laugh again. Therefore I really want to be back on my feet then I want to keep well. For a long time, I've lost both my mind and body. At the same time, I have blown my self-esteem. It's broken by my hand. Always I cut my own throat.
So I need to get well seriously. I need to have experience little by little. Experience makes me my Confidence.