Today I had this weird feeling that I was insucure about something, and maybe that was the feeling that made me feel loney......but when I gave a thought about what I was insecure about, I couldn't think of anything. So, maybe I'm just thinking too much.... And one more thing I've noticed, I think I've been a bit negative these days. I know he loves me, but sometimes I can't feel it. But that's because he's not always with and which isn't his fault. And I can't blame him cause I know he has to work. And I don't and won't expect him to be with me 24/7 because that would be so selfish. And I know that this all sounds like nothing and won't mean anyhting to anybody but I just want to get it off my chest. OK, this is me, being negative. Thanks for listening.