I used to think that my happiness depends on my efforts. Everything depends on what I do.
So, I used to smile when it was bad situation... I was always smiling... Because I thought that the happiness is coming where smile is.
But, but,but,,,,
I realized now...
I want to be happy...deeply...now... If it is not, i am going to break, looks like these Fransciscan dishes were treated recklessly. One reason I love antiques, I want to care those old goods. They easily break without care. They have to be loved with deep love.
Otherwise, they will die by sadness. they will have chips... I am rescuing them today too from bad circumstances.
In the same way for Hermes, Sho-chan, and you. Do you know that you are as looks like a very delicate and sensitive antique glass?
I think your happiness is not your around. It's seems to be in youeself.In your life.
And someday in the near future,it will come out of yourself. Please looking forward to the day of your happiness comes out.Treating with love your around things.