I used to think that my happiness depends on my efforts. Everything depends on what I do.
So, I used to smile when it was bad situation... I was always smiling... Because I thought that the happiness is coming where smile is.
But, but,but,,,,
I realized now...
I want to be happy...deeply...now... If it is not, i am going to break, looks like these Fransciscan dishes were treated recklessly. One reason I love antiques, I want to care those old goods. They easily break without care. They have to be loved with deep love.
Otherwise, they will die by sadness. they will have chips... I am rescuing them today too from bad circumstances.
In the same way for Hermes, Sho-chan, and you. Do you know that you are as looks like a very delicate and sensitive antique glass?