Bad days!

It's been really long time I didnt update my site.. sorry ppl..how are you guys?? I've met daichi, akinori, and yoshihito so far after I came back for like two weeks....really nth to do in HK...I am just tired these days and sick too... nothing is going the way I want....something that I want to be happened is not happening fully....and something that I dont want to be happened is happened... really bad...Wish I was capable of doing whatever I want....whatever I can make my ppl happy...I really feel depressed when I cant do anything to her...Really wish I was smarter, taller and popular...My life sucks....I think I am too much of dependent...Have to be strong...mentaly and physically....Support me ppl!!