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am I too jealous about her with other guys? maybe I am... but i cant do anything with it.. I am born with it.. For me..more the jealousness I feel, more important for me..Do you know you are really important for me?i just found out that she was doing something with her ex and one of her fds..was so shock.. i know she had reasons behind for that,has to take care of him..but i cant take it..and i dont know when that would finish..I dont know what you are doing..I dont know what you were doing...I dont know what you are going to do..I used to know what you were going to do..but now I only know the moment that we were talking...you really mean lot to me..I really wanna have a time that it's only for two of us...looking only each other...Did i become just one of your guys fds already?for me. you are still attractive and always attractive..
2005年03月15日
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I had a dream few days ago...it was about her...was a really sweet to me..we were in the train sitting next to each other.. we were in the relationship of the same in real life, not bf gf relationship. But we were so close in the dream..somehow i tried to hold her hands and i did it..it's been long time that i didnt feel her..it really made me happy..i really didnt want the dream finish...but next thing was that i was crying again in the dream...think i was too happy about holding hands with her...I really miss doing with her...Then i woke up while i was crying in the dream...then i relized that it was a dream.. and it made me more sad..coz i wasnt actually holding her...it was just a dream....know how i feel??thought i had what i wanted, but the next moment it was a dream..it really sucks..i think it's the first time to be awake with crying...I really feel that she is so important to me..I dont know what she has been doing these days..coz we hardly talk..I mean I hardly talk to her.....i dont know what to talk...but what i know now is I really miss her...I really get pissed when she is with other guys...but have no right to say at all...but i can get jealous right?
2005年03月14日
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Just had my unit tests returned....both were just passing.... it's enough for me .. i think..anyway.. thoes dont really disturbe me for now...have so many things to do....I have to do IT, Chem, Eng, and Bio's presentations...and i have to look care of my new house...really tons of stuff to do.... what i really need for now is support... want support from the one that I want... really hungry of supports.... I have a good friend at house... but that doesnt mean that I can fully relax....I only can be relaxed to the one I want to...and only one person.....and she is really still in my mind all the time...but not in front of me...cant see her... cant feel her... cant touch her...i believe she is close...but i cant be with her..it really hurts me....hurt me the most from everything...I miss you...
2005年03月07日
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