haiz.... we had a game today.... and we... won.. but... u lost one set...i think i played the worst.... these days.. im going crazy.... i duno.. why but i can't really concentrate.... why am i like this?? im being really stupid... ahhh.... i lost sooo many points.... haiz.... and guess what... mr. shortt told me that i might not play in da b-team cuz im too young... and i have the c-team hkssf card.... ahhhhh i wanna play in b-team for the hkssf!!! PLEASE!!! i realli mean it!! PLEASE!!!!!! change the card for me!! PLEASE!!!! haiz... i guess .. i dun really like high school anymore..... -w-) boring, spoiling my image... and my friends.... and.. we are like loosers... -w- haiz..... i duno.. im just sooo depressed these dayz.... anyways.. hope i'll get better.....soon.... or i might kill my self... >w< haiz.....