had a big fight wit my gf today. shes always doing other thing when im on the phone wit her.. i told her that i dun like that but she doesnt listen to me and still do tht. which pissed me off so much. well.. maybe me n her r different but so? im trying not to let this shit happen but shes not at all. so what should i do? i feel so fool that im trying to make it better only by myself. and she doesnt really care. well maybe she does but she doesnt try to make it better. shes just escaping from all shits. which just pisses me off and make things worse. i wanna fuck this shit off. it happens over and over. so tired of it. but as long as she doesnt try to make it better, i cant do anything with it. so i'll just wait. and let her notice what shes doin to me. maybe she wont notice but ill just wait. it hurts and gives me lots stress tho. cuz i really tried everything. i cant do anything anymore. im soo tired. just dun wanna have this anymore. so ya. just venting to calm myself down. neways.. supposed to work at night market tonight but my god sis's boss is too busy so she couldnt apply. so~ probly next week im gonna go work there. sigh no money.. -_- gonna ask my mom.. lol kk thts it.