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We finally watched a....THE GRUDGE 2...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It was so scary so while watching it,i and kyoka was always covering our moutheswith our hand!!!!!(wara)Mama killed many people this time---!!!!Kowakatta------!!!!!!!!!!!!!!P.s there were only one person except us
2006.10.31
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Today's morning,my hostmam,Susan brought to meone book...!!!And it wasJapanese Book Of Mormon!!!!!!!!!I sent email to the LDS japanese official sitelike 5 days ago to ask i can get it or not.I was thinking maybe it's kinda impossiblecoz i'm in America now.But...!!!Japanese missionarities seemed to send thisto my house and Susan received itI'm really glad now!!!!I showed this Ben soon after i got this!!He also seemed to be so gladSo i can start my secret study more seriously..!!Thanks God!!!
2006.10.29
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てかもうすぐしたら学校主催のハロウィーンダンスが始まります!!!!!!7時から♪なんでコスチュームに着替えてきまっす!!!!楽しみだーーーーーーーー♪♪♪写真いっぱいとってくるので☆!!!でゎ、エンジョイしてきまーーーーーす!!!!
2006.10.28
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昨日、学校帰りにきょうかとしゅん(日本人のタメの男の子)とでFactoria方面の「I Love Pho」というお店へ行きました!!Phoが食べたかったのに、来た料理がPhoじゃなかった…!あれは結構悲しかったwたぶん勘違いしてました、メニューいや、そこまで落ち込んだわけでもないけどwその後はしゅんが私ときょうかの恋愛相談に乗ってくれていつの間にか話がお笑い方向へ行っておりました☆かなり久しぶりに爆笑してたべるのに2時間くらいかかった気が…!!周りの客が3組ぐらい帰っていったからね(汗)でもたまにはこーゆーのもいいですね~やっぱ友達といる時間って、楽しいっ!!!
2006.10.28
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He said he wants to take a Japanese class next quarter!!It really makes me glad and happy cozi was thinking he will go to Utah after igo back Japan..!! But he seems like he will stay here!!I won't be here anyway but i'm really glad to hear thatYes! I'll teach him Japanese as much as i can!!
2006.10.26
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The months i can stay in here is 2 months.Today Ben said to me on the MSN like,-------- on the MSN --------Today I was driving to school and I wasthinkingabout you and I was thinking abouthow you will leave in about 2 months, and I got so sad I almost started to cry. I had to quickly try to cheer myself up so that I wouldn't start crying because I was driving!-------- on the MSN --------Hmmm...i also has felt same thing alot recently.It's sad but it's also scary.Time goes by.But i'm wishing it'll not end for usand he also wanna believe it.Um..I really wanna find a way to survive in here.
2006.10.26
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昨日はまたハローウィーンショップへ行ってきました!!もうコスチュームは買ったんですが…もう一着欲しいな~って思い始めてですね(笑)日本じゃなかなか買えないからな~。でも、何買いたいかわかんなかったで、Benの意見を…☆んでとりあえず一緒に学校帰りに物色しに行きましたこれまたやっぱハロウィーンショップはおもしろい!!みるだけでわくわくしますね!!きもいマスクとかいっぱいありますwBenがいっぱい試着しておりましたwとりあえず私がすでに買ったコスチュームをBenに話すと、ウイングを買ったほうがいいんじゃないかという話になったんで迷ったあげく、購入しました家で着てみたら結構そのコスチュームとあってて『Angel Of Darkness』というタイトルにぴったりでした結局、もう一着のコスチュームは購入できなかった…けど黒羽ゲッツ☆また他の日に見に行くかな~??
2006.10.25
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I went look for a costume for Halloween with Mai yesterday and today!!And...We finally got it-----It was really difficult to choose coz there were many many kinds of costume..!!We went to a party shop but it's really crazy..!!All of stuffs in the shop are for Halloween!!Can you imagine that?!?I was like,Wooow...This Is America...!!!It's really fun just looking the many things.This Friday,we'll have a halloween danceat school,so i really look forward to it!!I'll attach some pictures after halloween
2006.10.23
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日曜日ははBenの25歳のバースデーでした!!!パーティーは6時ぐらいから始まったのかなー?結構いっぱい人が来てて賑やかでした彼の家にステイしているチサトはBenがトンカツが好きだということでたっくん(チサトの彼氏)と一緒に作ってました!!で、私も手伝ったけど、何か久しぶりに小麦粉→卵→パン粉でトンカツ作った気がする!!何か小さい頃にお母さんと一緒に作ったの思い出しますねディナーを食べた後は全員集合で写真を撮りました私は彼ママに勧められて彼の隣に何か嬉しかったな~優越感に浸っておりました(笑)プレゼントは彼と2人になって渡そうと思っていたのでずっと待ってたんですけど、人、人、人でなかなか渡せなかった(汗)結局11時すぎぐらいになったと思う、彼に渡せたのは前回の日記に写真を載せましたが、彼へのプレゼントはレゴのバッドマンのキーホルダーと黒のニット帽ペアルックで私がバッドウーマン(←コレ、合ってる?)を買ったんですけど、それを見せたら迷い始めた彼何かと思ったら「う~ん、確かにバッドマンは男だから自分を表してるけど、バッドウーマンもキープしておきたいな~…!!だってこれはReeのこと表してるからさぁ~(>c
2006.10.19
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今日は学校からの更新ということで日本語で☆さて先週末はほんとにパーティ2で忙しかったです!!土曜日は2つのパーティに行ってきました最初のパーティーは今日香のでディナー金曜日と同じメンバーで行ってきました!!今日香のホストはいっつも私たちをディナーに誘ってくれるんで、ほんとに感謝感謝です…☆!!料理はおいしいし、今回はパスタでしたっ!!そのあとのアップルクリスプはほんとにやばかった!!めっちゃおいしかったです!!食事の後は、彼女のホストと私たちでゲームをしました何か100,000っていう名前だったかな??頭使うゲームでなかなかおもしろかったなぁ☆その後は部屋でトーク!!これまたいい時間でしたわ、ホントに♪んで私はその後もう一つのパーティーにいかなきゃだったんでBenが迎えに来てくれました☆彼の友達Ryanもいて私の友達1人連れて4人でいきました。そのパーティーはダンスで知り合ったメキシカンの人のバースデーパーティーだったんですけど、私と友達は眠くて眠くて2人で死んでおりました(笑)パーティー続きだったから疲れてたのかもそんなこんなで2連続パーティーの土曜日でした!!楽しかったなぁ~そして日曜のパーティーへと続く!!
2006.10.19
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My friend,Mai's birthday party was on Friday!!So i went to her house after school with Mai,Kyoka and Chisato!!It was a really fun time!!We took many strange pictures...!!waraAlso we didn't get together for a long timeso it was a special time for usHere's a picture!The dinner was big pizza,big cake and icecream!!Everything was yummyAfter dinner,we did UNO while watching a movieand took strange pics again!!hahahaThat was a really nice party i think!!After her party,i went dancing with BenI also had a fun time there and i thinkI didn't really care about Janette!!I can't say i didn't care about her at allbut i didn't get angry so i will get used toit graduatelly i think
2006.10.17
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I went buy birthday presents to Bellevue Squarewith Kyoka on WednesdayFriday,Oct 13th -------> My friend's birthday(20)Sunday,Oct 15th -------> Ben's birthday(25)This week is gonna be busy to birthday people!!So we bought presents!!Kyoka bought a cute black jewelry box for herAnd i bought a bath goodsI hope she would like both of them!!Her birthday is tomorrow so we'll have a fun time!!For Ben...it really bothered me what i should've bought..!!!I was thinking i wanted to buy a T-shirt coz he needs it for breakdancing,but i couldn'tfind a nice one,so i finally bought a....Knit hat!!I think this hat suits Ben well!!It's black and looks cool!!This is back...This is from side...This is front...I don't know he like this kind of hat,buti really hope he would like this...!!!And i bought one more and it's LEGO's key ring!!It's so cute and the shape is BADMAN!!This pic is so vague..!!Sorry..!!But this is cute isn't it!?Actually..i bought a badwoman..!!So we'll are in the same LEGO's key ringsIs this a nice idea??I really hope Ben and my friend like them!!Can't wait..!!!
2006.10.13
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昨日から…ある研究を密かに始めてみた…ふふ…それはですね…それはですね…宗教ですね…!!!何で本格的に研究を始めたかって??なぜならば…日曜日に彼とチャットをしてて、そしてなぜだか分からんが話が宗教の話になっていったんですね(汗)彼がクリスチャン(モルモン)なんで、全く興味がないってわけでもないんですが…話が長くなるとはっきり言って疲れてくるわけです基本的な問題に、私、神とか信じてないし(汗)この19年宗教なしで生きてきたからね…うん…だってどこから人間はやってきたと思う?って言われて、彼はそれはGodが生み出したんだよって言おうとしてたんだけど、私本気で考えて、猿??って言っちゃいました(笑&汗)だってこれってホントだしね~…猿が進化して人間になったんだし…そしたら次はじゃぁ猿はどっからきたの?って言われたんでそんなん知るかーーーーーーっ!!ってマジではぁ…てなって正直聞くのに疲れてきていた私んで、彼に私にクリスチャンになってほしいの?って聞いたら、できたらそうしてほしいけど、無理には言わないよ。でもほんとに自分たちの人生に必ず良い物を与えてくれるから…って。この時点ではまだこの研究をしようとは考えていなかった私。ん?じゃぁ何でかって?その答えは…彼がぼそ~っと結婚するなら同じ宗教の相手としか結婚できない…って言い始めたんですねーーーー!!!!!何でいきなり結婚の話!?と思ったけど、この言葉はマジでむかついた!!(笑)だって、私この時点で除外されてるじゃん…!!!!!!てかはぁ…?何が言いたいんですか…(汗)?ってホントに思いましたね、その時…私にどうしろっていうの?みたいな(汗)彼と結婚はしたいけど、はっきり言って真剣には考えてない!でも何か結婚相手リストから完璧に除外されたことが私にとって何か、何か、闘争心に火をつけられました…!!!むかついたんでこうなったら秘密の研究を初めてやろうと!!んで、昨日から密かに私の宗教研究が始まったわけですね!!頑張りますよ…!!私、彼に食いついてみます…!!!
2006.10.11
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I was thinking about that problem from FRI-SUN.And i got a answer by myself finally.I have had a bad prejudice toward her so far.But,let's see....I don't know about her at all actually..So i thought"i should talk to her at first"And if she is a nice person for me,it's reallynice!!Also maybe i won't get mad anymore!I also don't need to worry about her and can dancewithout any worries!!This is so simple answer??But,actually,it was REALLY difficult for meto make this decision coz i didn't have a goodfeeling about her for a long time.BUT...!!!I already decided!!I forgive her and i will try to talk to her next time!!I hope it'll work and I won't hurt Ben anymore!!I don't wanna hurt him!!I want him to smile anytimeSo i forgive everythingThis is my final answer.THE END*Thankyou for reading long long story...!!!
2006.10.10
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So,i went talk to him when he was sitting alone.After taking with him,i could see what the situation was.There were 3 main people.Ben,Janette,and Ryan.Their relation is...They are friend.*Janette ------------>Ryan(maybe)*Ben and Ryan are friend.*Ryan --------------->another girl(Ryan were dating with Janette but Ben said it'sstrange coz they are my friend and ex-gf.So Ben talkedabout it to Ryan,and then maybe he tried to find another girl and now he start to like another girl.)Now,their situation is kinda complicated.And while i was dancing at the slow dance time,Janette tried to dance with Ryan,but he cared Ben's feelingso he refused her.And he pushed her toward Ben butBen also refused her because of me.So she was refused 2 times by her friends so she run away outside.That's why Ben run after hercoz he thought it was his fault.And she cried so Ben let her clam down.And then they came back and that time was slow dance.It's almost end but she asked Ben to danceso he couldn't refuse it and he wanted to help her mind as friend coz he thought it was his fault,so he danced with her a few seconds.After dancing,i talked about it with him deeply.My anger wouldn't go away easily,but now we solved that problemHe said to me like,I like you so you don't need to worry about her.I already broke up with her before and she is not a person i'm interested in.I'm not interested in her at all.So you should think "Ben likes me,so I don't need worry about her".And...i hope you could forgive her.She didn't doextreme bad thing,so..you know..i think it helps your feeling if you try to forgive her.In that point,i was still struggling with my feeling.i was understanding what he said but my mind was stillconfused.This is my bad habit;To be stubborn when i get mad...So,i was thinking about it for 2 days.And i got a answer after i calmed down.To be continued...*Thankyou for reading this long sentences...:s!!
2006.10.10
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I think i'd never got mad like that at dance time.But,now,i REALLY feel sorry to Ben about that.I really don't like Ben's ex-girlfriend.She always annoys me when i meet her at dance.I dunno she likes Ben or not(Ben says he doesn't think she likes me though)and i also dunno this anger comes from my too much jealousy(Maybe it does.)but i don't wanna see even if Ben and she talk eachother.Last Friday's dance was the most worst day to me.My friend,Kyoka was going to stay at my houseso i took her to the dance.I really thank her.If she haven't been there,i wouldn't probably have control myself. His ex-gf,janette,was annoyed anyway.Oh,no,she "is" annoyed.That situation was terrible.While i was dancing,Ben went out from gym with her.At the moment i saw it,i really felt bad.I thought "huh..?Why did he and she went somewhere only by two..?!"So Kyoka went check what they were doing for me.I couldn't stand it so i also went outside.At the same time i opened the door,Ben also opened the door.There was that girl behind him.I was really disappointed.So i said to him coldly"Hey."Kyoka was there when i went out.She also couldn't understand that situation.The thing made me be mad more and more was thatshe danced with him at slow dance time.I heard it from Kyoka afterward.I didn't expect thing like this happended.I really didn't wanna see even his face.Why?It's because he already knew i don't like her.So after finishing dance,he came to me,showed me dance practice and then talked to me with smile,buti almost ignored him.I couldn't believe why he could smile at me.it was really annoying to me.While we were going to Denny's after dance,I got texts from him.He said to me sorry that he hurt me by taking to Janette.It was complicated situation for him.But i was still mad and hesitated to write him back.I went into Denny's without replying to him.I sat with Kyoka but Ben also sat same table.He asked me sadly, "Did you get my texts..??"And i said coldly "Yeah."After that i started to write text to him.I wrote dreadful things.I'd never said to him like that until that day.It means i was really mad to him and that girl.But at the same time,I started to regret to sendinglike that terrible texts.He was reading with sad and depressed face alone.He tried to talk to me with smile before i sent text,but i didn't really react.I was mad,while my heart ached by seeing his sad face.My feeling and thoughts were completely complicated.Kyoka said to me,"You should go now!! And talk,say sorry,and cuddle him!!"Her words absolutely cheer me up.So i decided to go and talk to him.To Be Continued...*Thankyou for reading this long sentences...:s!!
2006.10.08
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今日は学校から更新。ということで久しぶりに日本語で(笑)今、というか留学中ずっと消えない悩みは自分の英語力についてでしょうか。アメリカに来て早6ヶ月が過ぎてしまった。残りは3ヶ月を切りました。ここでふと最近またよく考え出すのは"自分の英語はほんとに伸びてるのだろうか?"ということです。何かもどかしいような気持ちがたまに襲ってくる。周りと比べたりしてしまうときもある。そして、自分のレベルの低さを実感する。私の1番苦手分野はリスニングとリーディングだと思う。だからもっといろんな人と英語で話さなきゃ。もっと本を読まなきゃ。自分のレベルにはよく凹んで泣きたくなるときもある。いろいろとプレッシャーになることもある。そして少なくともココに住んでる限りプライドもある。このままでは日本には帰れない。でもこれは逆に自分にとってもっと自分を向上させるためのいい意味での緊張感なのかもしれないと思う。あとはがむしゃらに進むのみだ。
2006.10.07
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I changed the behind of the my blog space!!The theme is....Halloween VersionMy hostfamily started to decorate our house with halloween goods,so i also started to think"I wanna change my blog into Halloween!!"How is this background??I wanna hear you guys opinion if you guys don't mind
2006.10.06
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Today I wanna follow my friend's list!!He made a list what he wants to do on his blogand at the moment i saw it,i decided like,"This is really nice!!I should imitate him!!"That's why i wanna write my list here today :)What i wanna do...*Practice dancing or exercise everyday*Read English book everyday(Harry Potter)*Study 3rd language(Korean or Chinese)DanceThe most fun and interesting thing is dance.But i can't do crazy thing so i wanna practicedance everyday as much as i can.My dream is to perform it in churh dance!!If i can't practice,i wanna exercise something.Now Ben and I pracitice a cool thing likei jump high and he catches my hip.So it's like I'm in the air with his support.We are almost close,so we can do it in a few weeksi think!!It's gonna be so cool :pRead English bookIt's almost fall,so reading book is gonna be funin fall!!My weakness is reading so i want improvemy reading skill more.I'm reading Harry Potter nowand it's so thick...lol so i wanna read it everydaylike before i go to bed or in the bus when i go to school.But i'm busy to do my homework everyday nowso i should finish it soon.Study 3rd languageIt's gonna be hard i think but when i have a time,i wanna study.Korean or Chinese are good.I studied Korean a little bit when i was in Japan so maybe i should keep studying it before i forget everything.But sometimes part of me says,"You should study English if you have a time to study Korean...!!"So i always hesitate to study Korean or not :rThese are things what i wanna do.I hope i could do them ...!!I'll do my best as much as i can!!
2006.10.03
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I went dance with Ben and his friends on saturdayHis friends are Bobby and Mattand they were wearing 80's style clotheslike red jaket and black hat :DIt's held at church gym as usual.There were many people and we also started to dance but i think the music was not good :s ...!!I couldn't dance very much and neither did Ben.Many songs were being played but you knowthat day was for 80's so most of song were old and we couldn't be exiting...!!We were thinking it's gonna be fun but afterwardwe thought usual dance was much better than today's one.The music was not good but i think we had a fun timecoz we made friend with Bobby and Matt and after we went to our home, we were talking like for 3 hours! haha(actually Ben and I were tired coz Matt and Bobbyare talkative...lol)I look forward to next dance and hopeit'll make us be exciting!!
2006.10.03
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