This morning when I woke up I felt so empty becoz ronald is not here. my life in Japan will start again. Actually I was going back japan on 4th but i changed it to 5th. I wanted to be with him more longer.why the time passed so fast when we are togerther?? It's like a dream. I think i can live hongkong becoz it's easy to live there for japanese and many japanese are living there. everytime when I go to city I must hear someone who speaking japanese. but I need to improve my english before moving there. I have strong image of what i want to do in my head. It's so vivid, so i can touch it absolutely.