I thought again after that: If I meet with bad apples and hold bad feeling toward them, it might be a warning, and a lesson
: Did I do anything that gave other people an unpleasant feeling like I'm holding now? What is the lesson those people would bring to me as teachers by negative example? If those bad apples are really bad apples, other people would also hold bad feeling toward them, not only me, then eventually they won't be liked, and leave us. That's not the matter I should carry on, since I'm NOT the right person nor strong enough to change other people. It's only myself whom I can change. -I have to be more optimistic and strong.
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