The door to the heavenly realms has been opened to us in the present time.
Therefore, I was painfully aware of the fact that this person had had enough of this kind of movement and was fed up with it when she finally reached Lemuria.
However, I always told him that I hoped he would understand the true meaning of this last battle and work hard together with us.
Now that she has finally lifted her heavy back, I can understand her feelings very well.
As you wrote on your homepage yesterday, including your lovely young children, you really want to live a happy life as a woman with your children in a small but ordinary happiness, and this feeling is the same for me.
Who would have wanted to go to war and become a leader of soldiers when I had no social experience, much less knowledge of how to fight a war?
What I wanted most of all was to be with my mother, father, and brothers in that rural area of France, knitting wool with my mother, baking bread with her, tending sheep, and so on.
However, through a revelation from God, I too, as well as this person, hear voices from the heavenly realm calling out to me one after another, no matter how hard I try to cover my ears. No matter how much I deny it or not, the calls continue.
While longing for a modest, ordinary happiness, we stand up in the midst of the instinctive call of our own souls to accept God's invitation. In such a situation, we men think that we are better than others, that our work is more worthwhile than others, and so on, but we women, even if we are in a position like you mentioned earlier as “combat-oriented,” we are not called to be good at what we do, It is not a favorable invitation.
However, there are very few people like me and Amalie-sama who can hear the voice of the gods and who have naturally learned how to fight, since we have already overcome several battles in the past. Therefore, in the sense of being able to hear the voice of God, we are called to such a place where we are invited by the gods to be of service to them.
Therefore, I understand this most of all. If I were to be born again and ask myself if I would like to lead the life of Jeanne d'Arc again, I don't think I would want such a life.
However, as I have always been told, each of us is a phenomenon, and when we were created by the Gods, by the God of the Universe, we were each created with a role, a mission, or rather, a power.
In that sense, I am the same as Amalie-sama. I believe that from the very beginning, she has possessed the role of a female spirit who, while possessing the ability of speaking in the spirit, is also capable of leading and guiding people in the swell of the times.
And since there are not many such female spirits in the heavenly realm, we may be called upon to play a special role.
Jeanne d'Arc, “Opinion Leader Female Spirits” (in Japanese)