Today I recieve a letter from the scholarship foundation office.
Yes! They assigned me the best study institution!
I felt at ease to know that my hope came. To be honest, when I saw the infomation that the office specified the university I hoped, I was shocked a little bit as well as pleased to be answered because I did realize I would not escape or get away any more the fact.
I have tried studying abroad for digging into my research since around one year ago. I was eager to win the scholarship because of my parents' age and moreover, I will submit another one till the end of this year probably.
Until today, that would be imaginary. However, the informatin letter tought me reality of study overseas. I rememberd that I went pale as I read it.
I know my research deserves a scholarship by that interesting ideas. At the same time, I do know I am never more excellent student than others. This fact makes me annoy a bit.
However, when attending at some meeting held by the scholarship office, I should appear confident in public, which is the best way expressing my gratitude for the boad members choosing me as a scholarship student amang others.
The first anxiety is English. The second is lots of equivalencies in requied subjects. The third is financal affairs. Can I solve these problems??? Of course, I can and I believe I can. I can't withdraw since I have strove for seven years determing MT my life work.
During studying Western Philosophy at undergraduate course, I felt the same above because I could not pass easily. I though ' Why do I study philosophy not concerning my mojor directly?!?!' But I had a lot of credits until then so I could not give up the course , although I consicered to do it.
Anyway, I am happy to devote myself my lifework. Most of women with similar my age, if she want to study a lot, she will face various hard conditions by pressure of her surroundings. I am grateful to my parents.
I believe that I am walking the second life overcoming a great problem when I was young!!!