**最近思うこと** 1.i feel like im a push-over lately. i feel the constant need to please people...well, i guess its the nature of what i do, but 最近自分のやるべきことがmediocreなせいか、i feel im not good enough. and i usually end up feeling guilty for it. (maybe i should, but in a healthy way). でも裏を返して言ってみると、自分が足りない、自分をもっとimproveしたいと思うことは決してわるいことち゛ゃないよね?