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可愛いものを売ってるショップを発見♪
この写真も可愛いｗｗｗ
2008.08.04
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Friendship...
I'm sooo horrible at keeping friendships.All I contact to is 2 friends in Japan.I'm good at talking whatever to people at parties and work.I think I'm interesting person...doesn't matter in Japan or states.People ask me so many questions.When they run out with question, they don't want me any more, just keep treating me like something different from them...I felt same way in Japan and the states both...I don't belong to any where I guess.I know it's all my fault.I don't know from when but I started to feel like I've got to be better than people...I can't stand if I ain't better then others.I wasn't this way all the time.So many experiences made me like this...got tired to trust people...There are only 2 kinds of people in the world.People who used people and people who get used by people.I was 2nd one. I realized it and hated it...but it does't means I wanna be the 1st one. I hate them either.Since then I stopped to have whatever friendships...I just want real one.If I feel something bad , I don't contact the person.If I get tired being with people, I rather be alone.All I want are my family and husband!I wish I could say from bottom of my heart.I might be pathetic LOL
2008.08.03
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What the hell is wrong with me??
女心を見事に掴んだこの可愛さで今期、大注目のPASTRYのスニーカー★【ビックサマーセール】【20%OFF】【PASTRY】 スニーカー(24cm・24.5cm・25cm・25.5cm)I cried watching performance of RUN and Kidrock.What the hell is wrong with me?Am I that depressed?Am I that frustrated or something?I've been feeling empty myself.There are questions what I've been trying to solve for yrs.What do I want to do?What do I want to be?What is my purpose of life?I thought all the answers were in marriage.That's why I tried so hard to find right person to get married.I was wrong.I found pretty good one and got married but I haven't solve the questions yet.He loves me, cares about me, tries to be good provider.He was everything I wanted to have when I was single.Why am I so difficult to be satisfied?What else do I want?What is this emptiness?What is this depression?I am anxious about our future so much.Where is the best place to live for both of us?I know only one thing.This state is not for us.Full of racist,fat people all they eat is nothing but junk food,church people who do volunteer things to make them feel good and love to gossip too much,people who are just lazy stealing money from goverment,people who love this states too much just doesn't know any better...F**k the southern hospitality!Yeah yeah yeah people might look nicer than in cali.You might get betther customer service here.But this state is like bottom of everything.I'm sooo sick and tired of this state.I started to write this to figure out what's in my mind.I guess I just want to get the hell out of this state.I'm sure I can find things what I hate even in Japan.But I really miss my country...
2008.08.01
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