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2005年07月05日
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I just wanted to talk to him for a bit.
But it was too late at night, it was 1.30AM.
I felt sad, so I called.
He was too sleepy to talk. I felt dimissed
I should have called him earlier.
I forgot
I was still making graphs tidy on Excel.
Excel also behaved oddly so it was really annoying.
I had to restart Excel or Computer itself all the time.
But it was too late.
Bad timing of me.
I know that.
then I felt so sad, I felt stupid, silly to call him.
As a result, I'm writing this diary to spread my anger.
I know I'm to be blamed, I shouldn't have called him in a first place after midnight.
It's so annoying I was fine before that, after I called him I became sad.
Cos he couln't talk properly, wasn't listening.
That was caused by me,
I was to be blamed.
He could have been angry.
I'm so stupid
I'm so stupid.
I just wanted have some nice conversation.
I should know it's not possible when it's too late at night...
sad
stupid.
But it was too late at night, it was 1.30AM.
I felt sad, so I called.
He was too sleepy to talk. I felt dimissed
I should have called him earlier.
I forgot
I was still making graphs tidy on Excel.
Excel also behaved oddly so it was really annoying.
I had to restart Excel or Computer itself all the time.
But it was too late.
Bad timing of me.
I know that.
then I felt so sad, I felt stupid, silly to call him.
As a result, I'm writing this diary to spread my anger.
I know I'm to be blamed, I shouldn't have called him in a first place after midnight.
It's so annoying I was fine before that, after I called him I became sad.
Cos he couln't talk properly, wasn't listening.
That was caused by me,
I was to be blamed.
He could have been angry.
I'm so stupid
I'm so stupid.
I just wanted have some nice conversation.
I should know it's not possible when it's too late at night...
sad
stupid.
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