as if this guy inside you is stabbing your head every beat.....Bang Bang Bang.....and it never stops
this morning - there was a volleyball game. HKSSF competition. yesterday's journal:FRIDAYis linked here so please read it if you have not. well anyways - i was taking shower to get ready for the game. and i was puking the whole time i was taking shower....what the hell...:( i really feel awful man...why should i force my self to get mah ass over to mr kane, just because he said that he is gonna kill me. well anyways - i am relieved that i showed up on time.
damnnn she is soo cute man - my friends even mentioned that she is soo cute and adorable :) well okay - the coach bought me the pocari sweat because he told me that i need to consume more salt since i threw up this morning.
i called yeow before the game - which was like 12 in the afternoon - and he told me that he was sleeping with a girl. what the fuck....what a play boy. anyways i dont fucking care about him anymore.
the first impression about the teams we are competing against today - not that good. but the coart we are playing is soo damn bad man. the sun is directly shining towards us and we can barely see nothing. it was a tough game becuase we were not competing against the opponent team, but we are competing against ourselves. some of us were like damn sick (which includes myself)and others were in a total breakdown because they just cant perform like they usually do - and i really understand how they feel man. i also had that awful period where i just could not perform like i always do - and it is tough.
well after the game - i had fucking many missed calls from yeow - i knew what he wanted to tell me. i was pissed about this morning - and it is the same till now. well once he told me that nothing about him is none of my business - i dont EVER want him to treatme as if i am 'just a friend' to him. well anyways - i had some arguement with him later on - it's all under cnotrol now but im still irritated about what we were argueing about.
i went to alli's house to comfort myself :)
i dont care what people think about us man. my parents are coming home today from shang hai. but anyways - i ate at alli's house and went home quite late as usual. shit...i really have this major issue about having this headaches. it's never stopping even for a second,....DAMN fucking phone bills is really pissing me off again... well i just cannot just stop calling people - people always call me when they are free or bored or when they want to hear my voice (LOL) :) okay anyways - i have to change my boots becuase it was kinda small than i expected and tomorrow's the second volleyball match - i hope things will go kewl.
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October 16, 2004 10:15:33 PM コメント(1)|コメントを書く
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jean さん
hey juri! wow seems like a lot happened!! haha. oh shit, i hope you feel better man.. really, stop stressing yourself out and you dont have to meet PEOPLE's expectations ok? even mr kane said he'd kill me last time when i made a mess on the table, remember? at first he didnt tel me what i did wrong so i was so scared lol. god, i could have just cleaned it up. what art is not messy? esp MINE? lol. stupid him. i hate how he THREATENS people you know? but anyway whatever, i dont have him as a teacher anymore. so anyway i hope you feel better and that YEOW guy sounds sleezy. ew. oh yeah my thumb is kinda infected and i need to take these antibiotic pills :( theni have to also study for the SAT. ugh. also schoolstarts tomorrow. aiya.
(October 17, 2004 01:32:13 PM)