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旅を中断。CamdenMarketsと大英博物館。

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This is kind of Easy life.
I don't think so.
But I think so.

この旅をここで終わりにしようかな。

I've been thinking.
Some reasons I came in England,
1.I wanted to see two schools to apply for graduated school.
2.I've wanted to go to Ireland for a long time.
3.Once I need to go out at the time for I-20 problem.

(As I went back to Japan in March and April for a month.)
5.Europe is close to NY.

But I went to these Schools and saw thier teachers, practice room and some place for studying.
Then I felt, it is not here I study.
This reason and One more reason what I talked to someone who was with me for a few minutes on the phone.
My tention what I really wanted to go to Ireland was decreased rapidly.
Of course I'm still really intersted in there.
However I heard he went abroad to stay there and went around England for one year when he was a college student.
So sometimes I remind him if I go around the places he stayed and went around.
In Japan also, those places, views, words, dreams, doing somethings, and everything what we stayed and saw together.
I cannot. I cannot, yet.

He was my lover.
So..

I should come for Ireland trip next time? or ...

If now I stop to go, I need to go to the US or Japan.
If I go to Japan, It will be difficult to come back to the US.

I'm so confusing.
Please Relax and take time.

ここでこの旅を続けてもずっとこの悩みを持ち続けて
ずっとこの事を考えながら旅を続けないといけない。
後で出来る事なら後にまわしたらいい。
アイルランドに行きたかったこの強い希望。
後に出来ますか？。後にした方がいいですか？。

And not just the reason.
I have any other worries about my family, my self, my future, my music, some opinion from my around and more.

Today I went to CamdenTown.
Camden has nice Mackets!
Then I went to British Musium.
I want to go again.
There has many stuffs I am interested.

At Dinner time, I went to Pub Restaurant with a new friend who work Golf shop.
I thought the guy was English person.
However...
Macedonia Person!

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