I knew he would not mind much. I wonder who was the girl sent him email so many times, as I mentioned on yesterday’s journal. But, I found out that was his cousin. Only 18 years old. He told me that he changed password for security, but I still can go into his email anytime I want. He told me I should have known who he is and trust him because we used to live together. Missing him is good, but that holds nothing. I should go out and have fun with friends so that I could learn and grow as a adult. I am encouraged. Thanks, honey.