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DearHow are you? Enjoying your holiday?Do you know it's full moon today? I can see the moonlight shining over my building. Everything looks silvery. Beautiful, isn't it? It's also the valentine's day in our tradition. They say couples will go out together to enjoy the view of full moon and stay happily together. It's also my birthday in lunar calendar. This only means something to my family. People usually don't celebrate lunar birthday.When my sister asked me if I wanted a birthday cake last night, I thought about the moment I asked you to sing birthday song to me just a little more than two weeks ago. I couldn't help burst into tears again.I miss you.Lovexoxo
2010年02月28日
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DearHow are you? Still working hard?I met my married friend this noon. We talked a lot. What made me feel so touched was that, considering I would have no kids to look after me when I'm aged, she would send her children to visit me once in a while! I was so moved, though no one can tell the future.My physical clock is still in a mess. I tried to go to sleep before one last night but, since I woke up around twelve at noon, I stayed awake until two thirty. I hope I could do better tonight.I miss you.Lovexoxo
2010年02月26日
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Dear How are you? I was wrong. I told my friends that I already got used to my new life. But I now know that I actually don't. Perhaps I only meant I got used to my life there: I was busy everyday, from morning till night. There were a lot to be done and decided. And time flew quickly. I was happy, though I was alone most of the time.What about now? Nothing like that. I felt like every minute I was waiting for a call for interview. But it never happened. So frustrating.I indulged myself into sleeping, a lot. This morning, I had a weird dream. I was in my old apartment, hurrying to go out and take a train. I made sure I brought along my shinkansen ticket in my pocket. It was six something in the evening and I calculated in my mind that the train would take around three hours, arriving your place before ten. I told my mum I would be away for a few days. And then I woke up. How odd. But nice, isn't it? If the lands are connected and I can go there so easily and fast, isn't it a utopia for us?I miss you.Lovexoxo
2010年02月25日
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DearHow are you? I didn't have a good start this morning. I had made a plan last night before I went to bed. But I didn't make it today. The weather was too depressing. It was warm, but sky was so gray that it looked like going to rain all the time. I didn't want to go out and so I blew all I had planned right away.I got up early though. A little attempt to put myself back to "normal". Around ten, a friend of mine called me, "Can we have lunch today?" she blunted. I knew that should be a belated birthday lunch of mine with her and another friend. "Can we have it another day?" I replied. She then told me she would be busy tomorrow and the day after, needed to confirmed with another friend. I had a little hard feeling by her call. And then the girl I supposed to meet tonight called me. Belated birthday dinner again. She asked me to queue for a table before she showed up. I was a bit upset right away. Princess syndrome, right? Yeah, I know. You've made me so.Lovexoxo
2010年02月22日
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DearHow are you? Are you still sleeping?It gets much warmer today, about seventeen degrees now. Everyone around me feels very happy about this. They said they didn't want to work or care about their look when it was cold.Last night, I met some of my old classmates from a course two years ago. They all looked cheerful and fine. Some of them had good news about their job, while one brought his new girlfriend along. I felt so envious about them. As usual, they didn't eat much but chatted and drank a lot. I swore that I didn't want to puke every time I met them and so didn't drink at all. We went to karaoke afterward. They picked so many songs that I waited over an hour to get a chance to sing. When one of them told me that there was a billiard table in the game room, I just wanted to leave them right away. But my skill was too poor to show off, right?Yeah, I wanna play billiard with you. Lovexoxo
2010年02月21日
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DearHow are you? I believe you must be working hard now.I'm afraid I caught a cold. Last night, when I got into the bed, I felt so cold and shivered. I curled up my body, wishing it would be warm up very soon. Yet, it didn't. After a long while, I still couldn't go into sleep and then I realized that the blanket I was using was for summer. No wonder I felt so cold. I woke up in a not very warm bed early this morning and felt headache. It was even colder than yesterday. I miss my futon there, I miss your care, I miss you.Love xoxo
2010年02月19日
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DearHow are you? You must be snoring hard now. Ha ha.It's getting colder than yesterday, with a little bit rain shower. The tape water is freezing cold. Some of my friends complaint about the weather: one needed to turn on the heaters in the office and one even used カイロ at work! You may not be surprised about these but it is not any common things at all here to have heaters in the office. zzzzzzzzI feel a bit drowsy now. Better go to sleep....Lovexoxo
2010年02月18日
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DearHow are you? You must be getting ready for dinner now.I woke up a bit early today, coz I found it hard to sleep at night if I got up late in the morning. Struggling to get out of the comfy bed, I turned the radio on. It was the same station I used to listen there, right after you left home for work. When it came to the time for news update, the announcer said it was 8.9 degrees. I snorted.It brought me back to the time when I was sitting at the heater table of our home, enjoying the warmth under the blanket. Whenever I heard the weather forecast, I was amazed by the fact that it was around twenty degrees here, warm like summer, while it was hardly ten there, cold like fridge to me. Now, I was lingering over the warmth of the blanket, not at our little cozy living room, but on my small lonely single bed. It seems like the coldness has followed me along, haunting me. Or is it trying to remind me of your place, and most of all, you?Lovexoxo
2010年02月17日
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DearHow are you? You must be sleeping now.It's cold here today. The temperature drops below ten degrees. The sky was gray and it rained a bit. The weather reminds me of the day before I left.....That was the day before my birthday. We went to donuts shop in the afternoon. The weather was just like today's, dull and depressing. Yet, we got so lucky that we won 150 points from the scratch card and got 2 eco bags at a time! I was so happy that couldn't help smiling all the time. And you laughed at my silliness. Yeah, I was silly, and happy, when I was with you.Lovexoxo
2010年02月16日
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DearHow are you? You must be tired today.I checked the time. It was time you were about going home. You would call me and let me know. Most of time, I was in a mess of cooking. When you picked up the phone, and I heard your voice, I nearly choked out my sobs. Against my wish, tears kept falling from my eyes. I tried my best to control my voice, not letting you know that I was crying, not letting you worried out of nothing but my own stupidity. Perhaps, Monday is particularly hard to me. I don't know why, but I'd put all the blame on it. My memory jumped back to last Monday, when you called me for a little chat in the afternoon. It might be my hormones, yeah must be it, caused a sudden outbreak of my emotion. I couldn't say anything but just cried at the phone. But this time, you couldn't check on me by taking a sudden early leave or anything like that. You could not see me keep wiping my tears by my sleeves when writing this. Please do not feel guilty or sad. It is just Monday, the reason of my sorrow.Lovexoxo
2010年02月15日
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