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初めてこのテーマを選びました。（ｗ

何書こうかなぁ。

....いつも通り書こうｗ

i miss him a lot.
今夜はマシですが
昨日は泣きまくり。。

寂しい、という内容のメールは
あんまりせんとこうと思って控えてたけど
昨日の夜、泣いた時は、耐えられなくてメール送信。

最初の朝食の時は、ほんとに「変」だと思ったほど。
だって前回と違いすぎなぃかぃ。

思わず彼に、「めっちゃ変な感じ...ｗ
もしかして、わたしが前回楽しめなかったこと
あなた、家族に伝えたの？？」と聞くと

伝えたんだそうな。

ｗｗ

でも
きっと、これは、
きちんと自分の気持ちを伝えたわたしの勝利！
（勝ち負けじゃないけど＾＾；）

that he wants to make me feel relax in france.
i appreciate it a lot.

this is what he said:
in france, if we let ppl stay at home,
we want them feel home here.

if my mother saw that i use things in your house,
and open the fridge in your house,
she would say "behave yourself!"

but this time, as he told me
i tried to feel home, be relax, enjoy there.

et c'etait bien! :)

and when we visited his father's appartment,
i've found tres bien that if we could live in like his room!
c'etait tres joli! i liked there a lot.
mais, the place has no job for my bf. ( maybe nor mine either :p )

and it's kinda bizzare pour moi though,
i miss the life in france. loool
cho- okashii for me. w
i really felt that i was alright at this time.
because i could talk with his brothers, mother, father,
and more, i could order things at shops.
i wasn't scared at being there.
before, dunno why, but i really felt all alone.
but no more :D

little by little, all the things are getting better and better
i think :)

and for myself, the dicision of living with him for real, has
become more serious :)
even my parents don't want me to live far, in another country,
this is what my bf and i made up our minds by negotiations.

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