god i havent written this for really long time, i cant believe how long its been since the last time ive updated them. so okay...heres whats been going on my life. i broke up with AJ, for good. i cant have someone who will cheat on me and treat me like just another cheap ass girl. i have another life that going thru, and now this relation ship is the one for me. so ive met this guy william. well, hes marine and i like him. he and i have talked about marriage. i know what ya'll thinking. too early to get married, huh? i know i know. i thought about like that too. but im turning 21 this year, and i can be married. but not til another 4 years. not til he gets out of marine. ive never really talked about marriages, and ive never really met a guy whom i can talk about life ahead. its so amazing to have a guy like william. and i hope that this would last longer...hopefully til we get married. so this is whats been oging on! wel