The extremewlu hot weather has calm down a bit this week. But I had a fever from last night and I'm not feeling too well. Since Rampo is living with us, I must get up to take care of him. I have to take care of him first, even if I live all the houseworks to do later. Rampo is still recovering from his bad eyes and I must put eyedrops in it,too. This week is a relatively easy going week for me. Since it's the last week of August and I work within hiroro's support, my office must not make me work more than certain days a month. So I have most of this week off. It's been almost 5 months since we moved to the new city and there are many things that I'm just not quite used to. There were many unexpected incidents. For example, people in my new environment give me evtremely bad attitudes for the only reason that I'm from out of the prefecture and from the a bigger city. I thought I'll turn mad if I don't find a place of my own where I can act naturally and I was struggling to find that place. And so on and on. At first, I was really upset and thought about how I should solve these problems. There was a big wall in front of me. Although I couldn't solve anything smoothly with my first try, I solved them by just proving my rights and breaking that wall little by little. Although I haven't completely broken down that wall, I did make a big hole init, which I think will be a big key to this problem. As I thought about all the things that went by in the past several months, it made me reaize that these walls of problems are given to tough people who can overcome these problems in someways or another. Anyways, I should go to a doctor. i have a sore throat. And I'll just forget everything and just sleep, sleep and sleep. Then I'll probably be feel much better soon.