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☆★☆ゎーぃ☆★☆フラメンコ’sfavouriteイベントが来ましたょーん♪今年は学校でハロウィーンパーテイーができたなったけど(教頭にはちゃんと許可もらえなかったし、他の生徒達があんまりハロウィーンパーテイーしたくないって言うことで)昨日友達と一緒に騒いだので本当に楽しかったですww本当は昔の友達のニックと、家の学校の生徒達数人と一緒に会う約束だったんだけど、ちょっといろぃろあったので結局は会えませんでした。でもまぁ→午前中からハロウィーン気分で結構楽しかったwデパートの中でも結構にぎわってぃて、本当にハロウィーンって気分さw一緒にいた友達とラブラブしたりw夜の10時ぐらいまで騒いでいたので、結構足の裏が痛くなったょぉ今年最高のハロウィーンでしたw学校のためにハロウィーンの衣装買って来たんだけど、結局学校のハロウィーンイベントがなかったので、来年妹に着させて上げますw
October 31, 2004
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昨日と今日の二日間、三者面談が行われていました。お父さん達は仕事で忙しいからこれないのかなって思ってたけど、ちゃんときてくれたのでw三者面談は5時から~。お父さんが来るまで後輩と一緒にバレーボール遊んだり、教頭の娘さんを付き添ってあげたりしていましたw今日は女子サッカーの試合もあったので、イヤーブックのために写真撮るつもりだったんだけど、イヤーブックの後輩の人たちに写真を頼みましたwイヤーブックもシニアークラブもコミュニテイークラブも本当に忙しぃわぁ。。。シニアークラブではハロウィーンパーテイーのことを話し合いました。皆待ち合わせ時間遅れるから、先生が怒っちゃって><だから先生なしでミーティングをしました。プレジデントも全然働かないから、私がちょっとだけ前に立って話し合いました。ブラウニーを作ってもらう人にちゃんと作ってくれるように頼みました。目茶苦茶美味しいブラウニー作ってくれる人は男の人なんだ。後輩で、結構体系がでかい人だけど、すごく美味しいブラウニー作ってくれるのでwランチの後の授業まで先生達と他のシニアークラブの人たちと話し合った結果ーちゃんとハロウィーンで何をするのかを決めました。(あぁよかったぁ。。)今年本当に学校のVPになりたかったのに、本当に頼りのない人が選ばれたなんて。。。でもまぁー他のクラブでまったく何もしない人よりはマシだけどねw三者面談は結構いぃ感じって言っても、全部の教科の平均点を聞いてなかったからあんまりわからないけど、まぁー全部80か90以上だから心配なしw心配なのは妹。何か本当に誰かの手が必要って感じで。。。あぁー助けてあげなきゃ><お父さんがお兄ちゃんと妹の先生と一緒に面談している間、私はグーとか他の人たちと一緒におしゃべり。教頭にもあるお母さんの付き添いをしなきゃいけなくなったけど、まぁーそんなには大変じゃなかったのでw帰りはお父さんの車で帰りました。その後お父さんまだ仕事が残ってたので、すぐ仕事に戻ったのさー本当にお父さんお疲れ様。ハロウィーンも本当に楽しみだぁ☆★☆ハロウィーンパーテイーが行われるかどうかまだまだわからなぃけどね><それでゎ☆一応夕飯を食べますw
October 27, 2004
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My ups and downs are really dramatic in some way. I think most of you know by now, but then I prefer being 'isolated' than being involved in a 'crouded' cliques' convo. well I'm not saying that i dislike having convo with different types of people, but I am just saying that i prefer having my time alone :)volleyball season is almost over - well there is still the HKIS and the ICS league finals to go - and finally my volleyball season is GONE. for sure I'm gonna miss every part of everything - but i have to face the reality now :)the volleyball practice today was kinda harsh - the coach was kinda being too strict on us, but then i am glad that i perform well today.that flirty asswhore was just keep on flirting with his girlfriend just right in my 'view'. i really wanted to punch him in the face or tell him to 'get a room' for god's sake.i really hate guys who wants to be tiwht girls just for their body. well i know most of the guys are really like that, but then i just cant forgive people who touches me and the in the next moment, touching other people - wtf. well anyways - i really have to becareful with these kind of situation from now on. well anyways - starting today and tomorrow - its' the parents teacher conference thing again. i really hate this because my parents usually never get to come to school to talk to the teachers. awww man.....my parents are too busy with their work...i really cant force them to come because their work is very important - and compared to that, parents teacher conference is just nothing. well anyways - i am really busy with the test studies this week. the global study test was today - freaking min and gary is keep on asking me what's the answer for the test during the test. fuck.....i really wanted them to shut the hell up because mr arora will notice my actions - i dont want him to perceive me as a 'not-good-student'min even hand me a paper asking me whats the answer - i did not even tend to touch the paper he lay it on my legs....i dont even want to bother helping him out with things anymore. well i was really close with him before the election - well i am still close with him now but then he is started to annoy me these days. he is representing the whole school and he should be the 'ideal student/leaders' and he is exact opposite from being the ideal student. anyways - i hope things will go better than last week. thanks jean for always supporting me when i'm experiencing my downs - i really appreciate for everythin you do :)
October 26, 2004
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mother nature issue again....I am really depressed about what is currently going on in Japan. For the past few weeks, there were typhoons coming one by one each day which wrecked many houses and killed many people - and 3 days ago, there was this big earthquake. about magnitude 6 (and bigger). and there are still 'after quake effect' (i dont remember the correct word for it) but millions of people are moving to safe places such as primary schools, big buildings, and even in their own cars for safety. there are NO electricity, which means that there is no cooking, no contacting relatives, no lights, no nothing. many people are staying in their cars becuase they fear of being inside or near tehe buildings since the earthquake happens alot these days. rescue teams try their best to tranport food and blankets to everyone. most of the people's houses are all destroyed - and they cannot go back to their houses because it is still dangerous. even trains (shinkansen) have problems - the rails have even turned into a shape like a snake's tail - many people are just glad that the shinkansen did not fall from the bridge and just fell from the rails. there are many cracks in the roads as well - there are also roads which are totally destroyed. i hope things will go back to what they were previously.also since one month ago, there are many cases of 'bear attacks'. bears are going crazy these days in the wild. they go to people's houses for food, and sometimes attacks people. i believe that this is happeneing because the bear believe that things is going wierd these days. they should be getting ready to hybernate but there arent enough food - the temperature is too hot compared with the past years - i hope people will understand these big changes and start doing somthing to prevent furthur causes - because the bears know that things are not the way it should be. ----------------------------today i was talking with my brother about school and how to cope with people. seriously, i begin to get used of studying by myself during recess times. telling the truth, i like it this way because nothing will go wrong, nothing will harm me, and nothing will piss me off. and my brother told me what is the reason for going to school if i am capable to study by myself without teacher's assistance. yeah, AP geography - i dont need assistance for it - i always read ahead every class because the class is going dramatically in a slow pace. well that's not the only reason causing this tho. AP psychology presentation, things went well but then how we used some of the resources was not reliable - that's not my problem tho :Panyways, the presentation is finally over.i am awarded with two certificates today for the 'play of the match' in volleyball - quite astonished by that.the hong kong tournament is finally over and the international tournament is coming very soon. i am really looking forward to try my best in the international tournament. this year's cultural fair is going to be on november 20th, on that day, we have a tournament for the whole day so we are not able to attend the 'so-ranbushi' performance, which is the japanese traditional dance. anyways, november SAT is coming very soon :)very very nervous but i am looking forward for that day:)
October 25, 2004
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今日ゎはるかちゃんの誕生日だぁ★☆★18歳のお誕生日本当におめでとぅ→!今日は最後のバレーボールHKSSF(香港内の大会)の試合今までずっと負けてばかりだったけど、今日はちゃんと勝ちましたぁ☆イヤーブック用にビデオカメラを持ってきたんだ。だけど何か今日太陽がさしすぎて、あんまりいぃ映りにはならなかったょ。まぁ、でも大丈夫さ。試合の後はアポがいっぱい入っていたので、お家に帰りました。昨日はすごく楽しかったょ。毎日出かけたりしているからすごく楽しいけどね。昨日はお父さんの仕事の人たちと一緒にインドレストランでお食事。私はインドの食べ物がすごくからぃと思ってたけど、全然辛くなかったし、目茶苦茶美味しかったょ~~~><何でインドの料理はこんなに美味しぃんだって思っちゃったょw一緒に食事したお客さんが本当にびっくり。6ヶ国語も話せちゃうんだもん。ドイツ語、日本語、中国語、英語も入れてさ。しかもそれぞれちゃんとパーフェクトに話せちゃうから本当に憧れ。私も高校卒業したらドイツ語習うつもりだけど、やっぱり彼らみたぃにはマスターできなぃよねwまぁ、がんばろぅ!最近洋服の買い物をょくする。勉強のために図書館とか行く帰りにだけどねwハロウィーンの衣装もちゃんと決めたしwってぃうか今年のpresidentとvice-presidentハロウィーンをどうにかしないと本当に切れるょ。(怒)私のほかにもAPのほとんどの人がハロウィーン楽しみにしているんだからね。昨日も今日もバレーボールの試合。。。あぁ、試合ばかりで本当に疲れました><でもでも、明日から又学校だからがんばらなきゃ。先週買った小説もちゃんと読み終わったし、又本屋に行って買いたぃなw
October 24, 2004
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I went to school very early this morning - well usually i go to school quite early tho :)ANYWAYS these days i feel like i am just competing against my self, my own will - and i realized that i have to change everything - even how i feel about people. well things are going quite well now, steady schedules and not that much pressure from school work. my voice is still pitchy from my illness, i thought that mu voice will get better in like a day, but becuase i had many volleyball games (saturday, sunday, tuesday, wednesday) just this weak so i kinda lost my voice again for that....i really have to becareful not to really hurt my voice.during human geography class, since the speed of the class is very slow, i always read ahead of all the chapters. well anyways - i have to study hard for this subject since it is an AP course :)well okay - the humanistic teacher and most of the juniors are going to the himalayas next week so there are tons of stuffs; from clothes to stationaries, to be donated to the kids and people in the himalayas. i cant believe that some of the students are eager to steal those stuff when they are for POOR people....man...well anyways there was this 'kinda' big issue about stealing from those donating properties - i hope everything's gonna be okay. after the double AP geo, i went to the e-library to finish up the Ap psychology presentation stuffs. i was doing it until late at night yesterday but then because i had too much volleyball games, i really got exhausted and i decided to do it tomorrow. seriously, my mom is also very worried about me. like she was calling me every 15 min yesterday telling me to go home fast and take a rest. since i had the volleyball game yesterday too, i kinda take her advice and took a nap for about 30 min (LOL) during global studies class (which is actually a grade 12 course) those 2 kids from grade 10 is sitting next to me. i really cant believe that the teacher allowed the grade 10ers to attend a grade 12 course. as if the grade 10 thinks they are soo smart or somthing. well i dont care that much about it, but then i feel really wierd sitting next to them.that's why i talk to min and gary - sometimes also to guo during that class. min and gary is pissing me off all the time. well first of all, min is constantly telling me how he feels about actually being the president of the senior club, and gary is gossiping about how i CANNOT be the vice president of the senior club. what the hell.....well for sure they are just doing that to make fun of me and for their satisfaction - but really, i dont want anyone to tell me that i dont deserve the role of VP. like min really should not deserve the role anyways - he is constantly asking me for engilsh homework - what the hell. anyways.....forget it :)the baptist university came to our school and talked about their university. well i am not interested in going to HKBU but maybe i am probably attending universities in hong kong. well first reason is because i just turned 16 and some universities does not accept students who are still to young. and well - maybe i am thinking about gonig to hong kong universities for the first 1st or 2nd eyar and go to california of the states afterwards after gaining more confident :)that way i can still stay with my parents and i dont have to go away from my 'home'the volleyball game with HKIS today was really fun. well we lost again - we never have this experience of loosing many games in a row...well i think we have to change something to stop loosing. man...everytime i go to HKIS, i always admire all those resources they provide. there is everything in that school - swimming pool, tennis coart, soccer coart, volleyball coart for both high and middle school, both boys and girls team, squash coart, rock climbing, ping pong, jymnasium.....etc - well there is everything man - i dont have to name you all the things becuase whatever you name, there is all in HKIS well i should have went to that school really - and that is what i really wanted to do since i was grade 8, but it's too far man. my parents ofcourse does not mind me changing school - they are more than glad to transfer me to different school but i guess it is too late :)i really want my sister to go to australian school or HKIS because your english level is dramatically change for sure :)going back to school after the volleyball game with HKIS, we rode the same bus which brought us to HKIS.it was already 7 and most of us left our bags in our school - we got back to AIS at 8, i was kinda worried if the school wont let us in - but then GOOD, they did. we went to change our uniforms becuase we were still in our volleyball uniforms but the toilets were soo dark. well because the boy's changing room had lights on so some of the girls changed in there. i changed outside - where all the lockers are. we all thought that there are no guys in our school anymore - but then mr metz appeared. well all ran to the girl's bathroom - in the darkness - but then mr metz was still standing where he can see us - we cant believe why he just kept on standing there. well i realized that he was standing there becuase of me. he wanted to collect money for the transportation fee from AIS - HKIS :)in the bus, i talked with guo for a while. I usually talk to different kind of people everyday, but because i dont get that much calls from anyone anymore - i called him :)well he was glad that i called him becuase he was waiting for gary to eat dinner - but unfortunately gary did not appear (LOL)i called yeow but then he told me that he is calling me back later - but i still did not get is call yet - well anyways i dont care :Pi am going to have dinner with chris tomorrow - he is from england and a very close "friend" of mine. ofcourse - he is my friend because he's having business with my parents :)well anyways - i havent met him for so long so i am really looking forward for tomorrow :)
October 20, 2004
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During homeroom, the teacher told us to list out all the extra curricular activities we are involved in - and i realized that i have to stand up more to lead and contribute to the school. this year i am being the yearbook pres, volleyball team, community service club, and senior club (well maybe also basketball manager during the second semester) but anyways i believe i have to do more. well i am well pissed that the shit heads are the president and the vice president this year. like both of them asked me for my english homework - what the hell - i really dont think they deserve the role man....anyways - i should not be bitching hardly about it. today was the volleyball game against St. Rose Lima college. they had great talent to control the ball which made it seem very easy for them but we had fun - it's a friendly game anyways :P i have no regrets even we lost AHAHAdamn....for like 3 days already we are paying more than 10 dollars for the transportation - and tomorrow its gonna be 30bucks - seriously, how can we handle all this money man?! i just hope the school will pay back for them. AND for god's sake, they have not even gave me back the refund for 5 textbooks i sold!well anyways after the game we rode the taxi again back to kowloon tong and yeow called me. well he said that he is in the park so i just stop by there but then i could not find him - well i did not even try to find him becuase i was busy talking with cynthia that time. so i just decided to go back home and not bother calling him again to ask where he is - maybe he was hiding or ran away from me - anyways i did not care :)like these days - i really feel like screaming.too many WIERD couples are forming in our school. like a junior high school student going out with a middle school student?! what the hell is that man. anyways - 'those' kinda couples are surrounding me these days so i feel like i am really gonna go crazy...i just wanna ask myself if I am the one who is crazy.well okay on thursday is the freakin AP Psycho presentation - i hope my group members can at least DO something.
October 19, 2004
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今日は東京に居るぉばあちゃんの誕生日だぁ☆学校まで車で送ってってもらってぃる間車の中で日本に電話したんだぁ☆本当におめでとぅ→♪久し振りに(ぇ)学校に戻った気分はどぅ?!って聞かれてちょっと答えに困ったwけどまぁー学校に居ればいろんなこと学べるからねw勉強大好きさぁ~☆特に今年APとっている教科はね。ってぃうかAPの授業真剣に受けているのに、回りの人が本気じゃなぃから本当にぃらつくんだょね。授業の回転が遅くなるしさ。大切なノートに落書きされたり。。。。(怒)でもまぁーお家でほぼ毎日復習&予習してぃるから大丈夫さ。金曜日休んでたから、美術の授業もちょっと遅れた感じ?本当は色鉛筆で絵を描いていたはずだったのに、なぜか普通の鉛筆に戻っているからマジデどうなっているのかわからなかった。やっぱり授業一つ休むことだけで本当に送れちゃうんだね。でも今日美術の成績が発表されて、まぁーそんなに悪くなかったからオッケー☆ボーナス宿題ってぃぅのが会って、そのボーナスの宿題をすれば、また満点に近づけるんだぁ♪がんばらなきゃぁ;フリー授業中では明日までの英語の宿題を終らせましたぁ☆これでもぅ英語の宿題心配しなくてもオッケー☆フリーの授業2時間目はアリーともぅ一人の男の人とおしゃべり。音楽自由に聞けるから本当に極楽極楽♪放課後は同じ学校に居た子が遊びに着たんだぁ☆そのこと一緒にもちろんいつもの場所に行って騒いださっ☆昨日ソーゴーで目茶苦茶悩んで買った小説を読み始めたさ。ソファーの上でリラックスしながら呼んでたから本当に眠りそうになったゎ。私のお家じゃなぃけど、別に寝ても平気だけどねw帰りは電話で友達とお話し。ぁる友達に電話して、すぐ近くの公園でぶらぶらしているのかなぁー?って聞いてみたけど、残念ながら居なかったみたぃ。居たらそこの公園によっておしゃべりとかしたかったんだけどねwゎーぃ☆グルーミーグッツいっぱい手に入れたょ~~><昨日はガチャポンをやってかゎいぃグルーミーチェインをゲット☆マジデいっぱい集めなきゃぁ♪昨日は本当にいろんなことやったょ~~~☆まずはバレーボールの試合でしょ。試合は本当に動きまくってもぅ足があざだらけ。ぃたたぁ。。。試合の後はすぐ友達に電話して待ち合わせ場所決めるはずだったんだけど、お母さんから電話があってーお母さんの方にいなきゃいけなくなって。。。まぁーお母さんと妹と一緒に写真の展示会に見に行ったから別にそんな悪くなかったけどねwその後は図書館に行ってデリフランスでお昼☆すずめとか色んな鳥が集まってくるから本当に楽しかったwその後はソゴーで買い物☆そこで新しい小説を買ったんだぁ☆小説本当に大好きさ。2年前から毎日毎日寝る前から読んでるのさ。最近はもちろん勉強ばかりで小説読む時間はあんまりないけど><まだ真新しい小説が何冊かあるの。新しいの新しいのばかりほしぃからさ☆暇なときにいつでも何でも読めるものがそろっていたぃからさ☆ソゴーで買い物して、お兄ちゃんと待ち合わせした後は変えるつもりだった。学校ゃ買い物ゃどっか行くときは必ず車で移動するんだけど、今回はお母さんが車を珍しく乗らなかったので、本当にカッたるぃ。。。><ぁ、でもお父さんが中国から帰ってきたばかりで車で迎えに来たから☆丁度よかったょ。その後一緒に日本料理屋で食事しました。お父さん本当に最近仕事ばかりしているから(毎日もちろんしているけど)本当に疲れて問うだぁ~~~でも、今日ソゴーで足のマッサージ器を新しく買ってあげたからご心配なくw私も今日ブーツはいてたからすごく足痛くなって。。。だからその足のマッサージ器でリラックス☆マジデ気持ちぃゎぃ☆帰りの車の中でyeowから電話。今から会わないかって言われたから、お母さんにどっか適当におろしてって頼んだのに、おろしてくれないの。しかも隣に酔っ払っているお父さんが居るからさぁ。。。だから逆におろしてくれないんだょ。。。ぁあ。。。(汗)まぁー彼も今会えないってわかってくれたみたいだからよかったけどw
October 18, 2004
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as if this guy inside you is stabbing your head every beat.....Bang Bang Bang.....and it never stops i really hate being sick...and i hope all of you know how i feel now. this morning - there was a volleyball game. HKSSF competition. yesterday's journal: FRIDAY is linked here so please read it if you have not. well anyways - i was taking shower to get ready for the game. and i was puking the whole time i was taking shower....what the hell...:(i really feel awful man...why should i force my self to get mah ass over to mr kane, just because he said that he is gonna kill me. well anyways - i am relieved that i showed up on time. but then i realized that i forgot to bring my freakin' shorts so i called my addooorable helper and told her to bring it :)damnnn she is soo cute man - my friends even mentioned that she is soo cute and adorable :)well okay - the coach bought me the pocari sweat because he told me that i need to consume more salt since i threw up this morning. i called yeow before the game - which was like 12 in the afternoon - and he told me that he was sleeping with a girl. what the fuck....what a play boy. anyways i dont fucking care about him anymore. the first impression about the teams we are competing against today - not that good. but the coart we are playing is soo damn bad man. the sun is directly shining towards us and we can barely see nothing. it was a tough game becuase we were not competing against the opponent team, but we are competing against ourselves. some of us were like damn sick (which includes myself)and others were in a total breakdown because they just cant perform like they usually do - and i really understand how they feel man. i also had that awful period where i just could not perform like i always do - and it is tough.well anyways...eventhough we lost our first game - there's another one tomorrow - and i hope we can bring back our spirits again:)well after the game - i had fucking many missed calls from yeow - i knew what he wanted to tell me. i was pissed about this morning - and it is the same till now. well once he told me that nothing about him is none of my business - i dont EVER want him to treatme as if i am 'just a friend' to him. well anyways - i had some arguement with him later on - it's all under cnotrol now but im still irritated about what we were argueing about. i went to alli's house to comfort myself :)we laughed, bitched, and did allsorts of stuff today. i dont care what people think about us man. my parents are coming home today from shang hai. but anyways - i ate at alli's house and went home quite late as usual. shit...i really have this major issue about having this headaches. it's never stopping even for a second,....DAMN fucking phone bills is really pissing me off again... well i just cannot just stop calling people - people always call me when they are free or bored or when they want to hear my voice (LOL) :)okay anyways - i have to change my boots becuase it was kinda small than i expected and tomorrow's the second volleyball match - i hope things will go kewl.
October 16, 2004
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-Friday- I just hate everythin' when I'm physically and emotionally ill. I skipped school today because I knew that i will learn nothing when i go to school. my parents are somwhere out of hong kong - shang hai...or maybe somewhere in China.I did not felt particulary happy nor sad skippin school - at least i felt better becuase i get the change to rest for a while. after school - i went out with my bitch for shopping. i was suppose to stay home for the whole day because i thought that my body is still not yet the stage to be capable of being 'active'well good that i am feeling better to go shopping for the whole night. i went to monkok and bought this kewl jewelries and necklaces - man....local monkok stuffs are incredibly sold in cheap prices. i bought another boots - for a change i bought a brown coloed ones because i feel like i am stuck with the fashion of 'black en white' well anyways - yeow called me and asked me out for dinner. well he did ask me out for shopping and dinner yesterday too - and becuase i had the volleyball game that day, i told him to ask me out on friday.i did not expect to skip school today, but well anyways - my bitched did not appreciate me calling with another guy.she told me to refuse the invitation and just cut the phone. well i did not know what to do but i told him that i was really busy shopping. he was still eager to go dinner with me...aiya... what's the problem with people here. well anyways - i continued shopping with her and later on, i meet up with yeow and went to festi's for a while to chat.he said that he's going to wan chai to drink and he asked me if i wanted to go. well telling the truth - many people in other schools are going and i thought that it wasnt a bad idea - but then i did not feel well that time so i refused. i just stayed with him until his friends from other school came later on.i'm glad that i had the opportunity to introduce myself to other people and i am kinda sad that i wasnt able to go out that night. well - anyways i had a good time with new people i met today. one of the girl had this problem about how she smell - NO SHE DID NOT SMELL so what's the problem of screamin man (LOL) well well she was kinda cute tho :)shittt tomorrow's the freakin' volleyball game man. what the hell am i gonna do....i dont feel well and i am not even sure if i can go on the game tomorrow. anyways - the coach will kill me becuase he said;"no matter if you're half dead or not, just get your freakin ass tomorrow to play for the game" what the hell....i feel like i'm being harrassed just to go show up at the game man. well anyways - i hope i can perform my best :)
October 15, 2004
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oh mah god!!! I can't believe that I actually got the GLOOMY bag from my cute friends ><well as most of you guys know, I am a big fan of gloomy characters. while I was changing back to my school uniform after the volleyball game against Island school, I realized that there was this super duper cute gloomy bag in the changing room. AND i realized it was there since this afternoon. what the fuuuuck !!! why on earth do someone leave a damn cute gloomy bag in the changing room?!! aren't they scared that they're gonna loose it, or is it just me who is thinking that way?!well i was screaming the whole time i was changing, and i kept on asking people who's bag is that - and unfortunately, it wasnt any of the v-ball girl's....ugh well some of the girls told me to just take it home since the bag is empty - BUT I CANT DO THAT!i cant just take someone's personal stuffs and act as if nothing happened. well so i just gave up and went to my locker to put my stuff back. and when i went back to the changing room because i left somthing there - i realized that the gloomy bag i really wanted for the whole time IS MISSING. what the hell!!!! who took that super duper cute gloomy back without me noticing it ?!!!and i thought that all the girls said that it's not theirs.....AIYA well i quickly ran around the school to search for the bag.i did not realized that i was holding one of the C-team girl's hand. well i dont know her name but then she always comes to me and say hi :) well that girl asked me what i was searching for - i told her that i was looking for this damn cute gloomy bag - you know what she said ?!she told me that that gloomy bag is her sister's! what the hell - -- - - - - - i'm sooo crazy about that bag.....awwwwwwwwi already gave up with that bag - but i told her not to bring it to school anymore becuase that bag seems to be soo damn precious - and she told me that she is gonna give it to me - NO WAY!awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i really love those girls - they're soo adorable and all those GLOOMY lovers must be adorable and nice :Pwell anyway - i cant believe that i am holding this gloomy bag - which i was crazy about :)the volleyball game was okay today. well i just want to say that i am back to 'juri' again. i lost so must confident on even attending the practice - and i am damn glad that i gain my confident again :)all those people who watched the volleyball game kept on calling "JUBI" what the hell....my name is JURI man. well yeah - my uniform name had some typo mistake and it's JU-BI. i really wanted a refund for it at the begining, but then now i kinda like this name :) it kinda attracts more attention tho :Pso with a gloomy back on both my hangs, i went home with my girl :) people are constantly asking if i am a lesbian now. ahahaha well as soon as i said bye to my friends, i realized that YEOW called me. well yeah - i was kinda mad yesterday becuase he told me that he is gonna call me after i took my nap - but he didnt. well i found out that he was sleeping at the same time so - well well. i was waiting for my bus but then it does not come so i decided to walk back home - while talking to him. well he called me today because he wanted to eat dinner but since i had my volleyball game - i refused - and as usual - he does not CARE (LOL) really he asked me out and i told him i cant - and he said he does not care - what the hell does that mean man well anyways - i called guo right after i had a freaking long call with him - and i told him about the gloomy bag - well guo is also a gloomy LOVER - and yeah - he was soo damn into my convo man (LOL) well after that i was talking to him and laughing about things that happened today. okay....i am talking on the phone too much man. i was scared that i am going to loose my voice very soon.... and while i was talking to guo, i had a catch phone from yeow again so damn. i am kinda being sarcastic tho :Pwell anyways i called alli about tomorrow's date and cynthia to tell her that i might not be able to go to school tomorrow.freakkkkk - i totally lost my voice now. i thought i could never loose my voice - finally it's gone. what on earth am i going to do without my voice?how can i have a proper conversation with guys? shit.aiya.... anyways despise me alli despise me :)oh by the way - jean and erico both send me a mail today :) soo damn happy man. i just love the ex seniors last year. they're my favourite and they are always my favourites :)compared things of the past with this year - its like koala and gorilla (what the hell) okay i know you are confused about what i am trying to say - but just understand that my life now is not that good. i just hate it when people constantly COMPLAINS and MOANS using their freakin' words. like every complains really make my life more disasterous for god's sake. thank god that i have a time at school to be alone and thank god there wasnt any test today :)
October 14, 2004
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these days I am experiencing some kinda feeling as if I am hallucinating or ...delusions. ....seeing things that aren't there in the first place. well, ofcourse I have this feeling everyday now, but still I haven't talked to anyone 'bout this. I thought it is unnecessary and I thought that this delusions is normal (you should think I am crazy)well now, I really think that i need some medical help. one thing I know is that, I am lacking sleeping hours - that is definitely true. during Physical Education class of learning how to coach kids, I just couldn't concentrate at all. my eye-lids are damn heavy, and for sure the teacher must assume that I am wierd. one thing I was pissed about is that YEOW was listening to my mp3 and the teacher found out and collected it. well ofcourse I was mad about it, but it's half my fault to lend him the mp3. glad that the teacher who collected my mp3 is a really close 'friend' of mine. mrs.baine - she loves and cares about me so much, and I cherish her too :)well i explained to her that the mp3 she collected is mine - ofcourse she said that everything's under control but she was not able to hand me back the mp3 today....well well...so fcked up manafter school alvin messaged me and was worried about me - yeah I am really wierd today dude. well he recommended me to take a short nap - yeah I did.and when i was about to take a nap, YEOW called me and he said that he was sorry about the mp3 today. I cant believe that he was really worried about my feeling. well - I felt much better just from his phone call. he was playin' shit play station as usual and he told me to sleep - so i was sleepin but the line was still connected - damn......when i woke up like 5min later, he was still on the phone crazy like hell playing hsi shit (LOL)well anyways - he eventually told me that he is gonna call me later beacuse he wanted me to rest - and i wanted him to continue his games. and during my peaceful REM sleeping stage - Angel called me! what the hell. she even called me like more than 5 times just to tell me that she wanted to talk to me. like last night - she was online and i was online - why dont she talk to me on msn? damn... i was freaking busy talking with people yesterday. well and so eventually she called me again and she started goofing and bluffing about her experience of buying her shoes today. well since i was in my REM sleep - i had no clue what she was saying - she was laughing, screaming, and i can even imagine her smiling, - BUT i have no idea what she was trying to tell me on the phone. aiya......dont disturb my sleep gurl. yesterday, after my volleyball practice, guo called me and he said that he wanted to ask me about AP english shits, but i am not taking AP english - and for sure he knows about it - so i dont know what was he tryin to tell me - but we talked on the phone quite long. i always think that guo is such an adorable and cute guy - well so many people say that i have an awful taste - WHO CARES man - i dont judge people from their looks man. what is importan' is their 'insides'.well during global studies class today - i was just constantly chatting with min and gary (as usual) because the class was really easy , compared to other subjects i am taking. anyways - min was shitting about the issue that i lost and he won the role of president and vice president. shit for sure he does not derserve that place, but ofcourse - he does not care if he is or not. he just wants is all in his report card. damn....this is my last and senior year - i want to do something to contribute to the school man. dont make the shit heads be leading the school - AWFUL.aiya...mr arora was constantly telling me to be quiet - i just cant help NOT talking with the guys man. jade is soo funny too, well she is a really HOT girl and does not tend to talk that much, but she was funny today in our convo. :)after school - there was this girl's soccer practice - well i watched it with alli - and after school i did not feel like going home nor even walking. the vice principal is always telling me to take my sweater off because it is inappropriate. man.....how many new sweaters can i buy just to make one person satisfied?! i just bought this POLO sweater, and even put a school pin on it - and STILL he thinks that it is still not good enough - HELLO? i am the seniors here, why should i be struggling in my last year just to buy a APPROPRIATE sweater anyways? aghh.. well those grade 10 guys told me that they neede my help again.....oh mah god. like i feel like telling them that i am soo sick today i am not in a mood to help anything out. well eventually....yeh i helped them....it wasnt that bad as i assumed. me and alli was seriously thinking about what should we wear for the halloween this year - yeah i want to be dressed properly so duh, i'm serious. i am surprised that she was jealous that i am doing things with other guys - :) well anyways - i feel soo much better after that short NAP.i went home with min today. well he asked me for the homework we;ve got today so i opened my bag - and i saw GARY's phone inside...what the hell is that 'thing' doing in mah bag?!so i called his friend and, as i thought, gary was looking for me :)well he came to the park to get the phone and he went back to school - he had to coach the girl's soccer team.aghh....i wanna learn drum man.
October 13, 2004
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pretty much things are going well this week. well - it's just monday today and there's another 4days to go but who cares.damn I was so pissed that i was not elected as the vice president. like alli was absent today and ofcourse I called her and inform her about her AP art grade - 100% (shut up) like i was pissed not only becuase i did not get 100 on this project but also - fuck i am not elected as the Vice President!!!! daaaamn't. like alli is much more mad that i was not elected and that john was the one who was elected....damn'tanyways - i will try to forget it. i talked to many teachers about it tho - coz i went to the staff room for community service and year book - as usuall and they all ask me for the result....ughhh.it is really painful to recall the moment mrs settle did not read out my name JeeoOOoohhNN (that kinda sounds like JUURII at the begining right?) well anyways i nearly screamed because i thought mrs settle read out my name....:Pafter school this black guy came to me and someone told him that i was good at biology - who the fuck said that. and becacuse i never refuse anyone or never said NO - i helped him out with his biology report. well ofcourse - my favourite subject is biology. but what the HELL! i felt like i am BETRAYED.....betrayal.....left out....isolated...who cares I BETTER LIKE IT ALONE - coz there wont be any stupid problems occuring to me.anyways my close (if you know what i mean)friend went home with me :)aaaannd - i talked with alli on the phone for 33.33min +additional 30 min while gonig home. and after i talked with alli, cyn ringed me and i talked with her :) yeahhhh i realized that we havent talked on the phone that much. well i talk with different guys on the phone for like as long as 3 hours but i did not realize that i havent talked to cyn for that long.(like only about 20 min) :)awwwwwwwwwwwww, i am really pissed on afternoon and i am never gonna forget that. well i am glad that cyn and alli cheered me up. yeow cheered me up too yesterday night when i was really depressed because my parents bitched about me. well anyways i just always need a shoulder and a hand to hold :)
October 11, 2004
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昨日本当にサッカーの試合楽しかったですっ☆★☆もちろんぅちの学校の男子サッカーの試合を応援しに行きましたょ☆昨日の朝はアリーゃ他の生徒達がSATの試験があるので、その人たちと一緒にサッカー場に行きました。ずっと私はキックオフから試合が見たいって思って早めに以降としたんだけど、ぃろぃろトラブル発生。。。結局キックオフは見られませんでしたぁ。。。相手の学校はデリア学校。ほとんどの選手はパキスタン(?)かインド人で、すっごく意地悪するから本当に腹が立った。アルビンはゴールキーパー。ちょっとの間だけ彼の傍で応援してけど、ミドルの選手達が水がほしくてしょうがなかったので、すぐ彼らに水を持ってあげた。ってぃうかメナージャー何もやらないから本当にむかつく。強いデイフェンダーが怪我しちゃって、マネージャーが助けに行かなきゃ行けないのに、そのデフェンダーの彼女に『貴方の彼怪我しちゃったゎょ』メールなんか送ったりするから本当にむかついちゃって。。。。(怒)水の中には塩をちょっとだけ入れなきゃいけないのに、飲めなくなるぐらいにどぼどぼ入れちゃって。。。あぁ。。。本当に大変だったょ。でも結局勝ったから本当に嬉しいさ☆★☆サッカーの試合の写真とかイヤーブックのために取ってたんだけど、その後は全部アリーに任せた。(彼女の方がとるの上手いからね)だからその後はずっと水運んだり、グーとサッカーのルールとかで語ったり。しかも目茶苦茶寒ぃーーー><ペットと抱き合って帰ったょ(笑)その後は一緒に夜ご飯だぁ♪食事しにぃったデパートで皆コスプレしてたから本当にびっくり☆アリーも本当に夢中になっちゃって、そのあと彼女も参加しちゃって。。。w一緒に食事しにぃったグループとずっと騒いでいましたぁ☆今日のサッカーの話とか、昔のバスケの話とか、ぃろぃろ☆話しが全然終らないので、その夜お父さんに怒られちゃったょ(笑)まぁーお土産もって帰ったからそんなには怒られないですんだけどねwその後はずっと電話☆去年みたぃにもっと時間があったらいぃんだけどなぁ。。。今年本当に時間なぃよぉ。。。><今年高校卒業したくなぃしね><あぁーーー今日ずっと朝からプロジェクトとエッセー終らせようと必死なんだけど、、コスプレパーテイーもいきたぃ!><でもでも昨日は本当に楽しかったょぅ!!今朝の朝食はGODIVAなのさっ☆(太るょねw)
October 10, 2004
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お久し振りに日記が書ける時間ができましたぁ☆本当に皆さん久し振りですっ♪♪♪ゎーぃぇっと、毎日学校の勉強とか大学のことで本当に大変です。だから1週間以上日記を休むことにしたんだけどねっ☆本当にぃろんなこといっぱいありましたょぉー(汗;まずは10月5日におにいちゃんの誕生日☆→すごくプレゼント喜んでくれたけど、その日はすごくイラつぃていた。周りの人は本当にむかつくし。でも私の大好きな友達がそのとき一緒にいてくれたから本当にょかった☆その二日後の10月7日はお父さんの誕生日☆☆☆45歳の誕生日本当におめでとうございましたぁ→♪その日はバレーボールの試合があったので一緒に居る時間があんまりなかったょぅ。その次の日はプレジデントとバイスプレジデントの投票する日。スピーチも頑張って考えて、色んな人に協力してもらいました。結果はまだ全然わからないけど、バイスプレジデントになったら幸いです。今日はお昼からサッカーの試合を見に行きます。SATの試験がある日なので、多数の人がサッカーの試合を途中から見に行くつもりみたぃです。私はもちろんイヤーブックのためにカメラも持っていきます☆AISがんばれぇー☆★☆昨日はAPアートのプロジェクトを進めていました。その後は男子達と一緒にバレーボールを遊んだり、後輩にサーブのステップを教えてあげたりしていました。後輩がやっとサーブができたので本当に喜んで九手多みたいでよかった☆★☆ペットが放課後1時間半ぐらいまだ授業に残ってなきゃいけないって言ってたので、待ってあげました。でもその間、彼とずっと携帯でメッセージを送ったりwあぁーずっと騒いでたから本当に楽しかったぁ~~~☆大好きな友達からGODIVAのチョコレートをもらって本当に嬉しかったですっ☆その後は友達のお家に行って勉強したりさゎぃだりしました☆変えるのは9時ぐらぃになったので、お父さんに来るまで迎えに来てもらいましたっ☆でゎでゎ☆今からサッカーの試合に行きますので♪hey JEAN , hey everyone of my favourite friends!i am really glad that i now have a time to write my journal entry~~~ As you know, i had a really tough week this weak. problems of coping with people - as usuall, and also the pressure from all the tests, projects, homeworks, and even clubs. I just had a speach and the election of Vicepresident yesterday - i know my speach sucked so badly but then i believe that no matter what the result turns up to be like, i am proud of myself :)thanks for the people who cheered me up, thanks a million. i cant believe that friday, yesterday, was really really a relieveing day. i felt like everyone is over, and i was just goofing around and playing around with my favourite friends :) i waited for the statistics people to finish their classes afterschool, and i went home with those people :)i was teaching how to serve to the grade 11ers and they were so happy that they now can serve way much better. i did not expect them to give me an appriciation, but i am happy anyways :P i am really confused about SAT.i registered for the nov SAT and i talked to the principal about it and he mentioned to me that the nov SAT is not going to be held in our school...what the hell.well i am not sure what to say because many people registered in our school - maybe there was a misunderstanding with the collegeboard - but we will find out what is really happening very soon. :) but anyway, i am really depressed because i cannot see my best friend on that day...i hope i can....shit...
October 9, 2004
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☆☆ニュース☆☆((((((´・ω・) (`・ω・´)ノ" (・ω・`)))))) イチローゃっと記録超しましたぁ→260でぉぇーす小さいことでも積み重ねていけば何が大きいことになるんじゃなぃですかねぇーって本当にそうだよねっ☆☆☆ニュース☆☆ +今日はEちゃんの誕生日→♪おめでとぅ☆+10月5日はおにぃちゃんの誕生日→♪18歳おめでとぅ☆+まだまだですけど、妹とケンの誕生日は3月23日→♪ぃつも電話が来るたび報告されます☆・゚:*(人´ω`*)ゎすれなぃから心配せぇーへんとぃて++++++++++++++++++++++++今日はお母さんが中国の方に飛行機で行きます。もちろん寂しくなりますけど、お兄ちゃんの誕生日の日に帰ってくる予定なので♪♪♪エッセーもテストもプロジェクトも沢山あるので本当に大変だぁ。。。。><早く頑張って終らせなきゃネお昼のニュースはここまで☆後は夕飯後。
October 3, 2004
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-Saturday-只今ロンドンで止まるホテルのレザーベージョンをしてぃます。ホテルを決めるのも私なので、一応お父さんとお母さんに確認してから予約を入れることにします。学校でもエッセー、レポートゃテストがいっぱいたまっているのでちょっと忙しいですけど、ロンドンは本当に楽しみにしてぉります。もちろんロンドンには観光ももちろんですけど、勉強しに行くんです。最近本当に窓を開けると風邪引くぐらい体が冷えますよね。今日風邪が冷たかったので、朝の8時に起きて家の中を散歩(ぇ)まぁ、結構家の中で散歩しても結構体が温まりましたょ。昨日勝ったPOLOのセーターを着て温まっています。結構日本のことを思い出させてくる今日。クリスマスには日本に行く予定。おばあちゃん達が本当に恋しぃ。早く皆に会いたいです:)2月にはロンドンもロンドンに行くので決行冬服を買いに行かなくては。ーできたら彼にも早く会いたぃ。。。ずっとメール連絡を取っているけど、やっぱり不満。miss him so much色んな宿題ゃロンドンの予約の仕事を任せられているので今日はここで。several number of tests, essays, and even art projects is really pressuring me.well, i am expecting all these to happen in my last senior year ofcourse. but now i am busy making reservations to hotels in London. we are going to Japan in the winters and to London during the chinese new year - for more than 2 weeks. maybe I might not be able to attend school for about 3 days but then well, this is about my future so risking is needed in this case :)well I really miss my boyfriend these days. ofcourse we are keeping in touch by e-mail becuase the time difference is very different. i really want to meet him very soon....one year is too much to handle i guess...well i also miss my grandparents and all my close ones in japan - i also miss snowboarding soo badly. I know i am missing several journal entries these days - apologies for that - but then please understand that i am quite busy these days. going to different places every day. i really dont have time to go OUT to hang out with friends...i hope i have time like in my old days - but well well i have to try my hardest now :)I called min and talked with him for a while - we both are soo damn serious about being the Vp and the president. well wel i have no regrets if i still fail when i tried my best.
October 2, 2004
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bargain have become one part of my life - i learnt it from experience and also from my mother. when my grandparents came to Hong Kong every once a year - we always bring them to an antique shop. my grandfather is fond of antique things - which worth so much. so far - i assume that their house in japan is too precious. I first thought that they are paying so much money becuase they love antique furniture, objects or even for decorations.but now i know that they are just paying becuase they love to bargain.man....my grandparents are soo rich....they are just paying for their entertainment...i hope they will hand me those piles of notes to me - but ofcourse - i am having fun as well :)i went to China yesterday with my parents since it was a public holiday. man....I just felt that the things in hong kong is really outdated. things in CHINA is soo updated - i was reading a fashion magazine (which was pubilshed this month) and most of the bags, clothes, and even accessories are all sold in the department of china. well - they are ofcourse all not real, but then at least the quality is not bad man! every shop you go, they are like TOMMY's sweater - which cynthia wanted soo badly, to even GUCCI's necklace.man....I am starting to love this place. i want every thing from every store. the size of this store is much bigger than festival walk, and the good thing is that they are all updated stuff and are all cheap!!!gooooshhhh - we were in this department for almost half a day - and still i felt like i am not leaving this place until i went through all the shops :)there was also a BETTY BOOPS shop and they were soo damn cute man !!! awwww i want everything!!!and also BOOTS!!! i want BOOTS man!!! >< the designs is soo detailed and i felt like screaming because i wanted that so badly. can you imagine when you just went into a place where everything is all 'your fashion'?!!man....i just couldnt believe that the fashion there is all updated - i bet you can get much more information about japanese fashion than the actual origin :)well we came here because we wanted to buy somthing for our brother's birthday, but then we were all just keep on looking at our favourites (LOL) well good thing is that we all have ahell of fun :Pi bought a POLO sweater because it is getting cooler these days, and man!!! i was just looking for this perfect sweater for so many years :)maybe you think that i am 'over'-exaggerating, but then it is true man. i feel like telling you to go there and see with your own eyes. :0there were many forigne people shopping as well - they were soo mad about buying all their favourites :)i also bought this mask for halloween (LOL) we were laughing to death because the mask was soo damn funny on ME (LOL) and my bro also wore a mask of an old man with those crooked teeth and he looked sooo damn different !!!ahahahhaahhahahaha (can i not stop laughing?!) well eventually we used all up 2000 dollars soo easily. WOW new record man :Pwe even went to this Cd shop and bought real DVDs.there were everything there - even movies i never seen before :)and they were soo cheap man - 10 for 100 dollars - well you can say that one movie cost on 2 dollars if you see with 5 people :) - that's cheap right? ahahaAWWWW I want to go there again!!!I want to go there on sunday again (LOL) well i can guarantee you that there are everything for everyone so I really recommend you to go there man. ALL famous BRAND stuffs are all there for you :)the quality is too good you cant distinguish between real or fakewell it is just next to the train station in china :)i cant pinpoint you exactly where it is becuase i went to china with car obviously, and you all must know by now that my direction is soooo damn bad. well anyway - I had fun :)and ofcourse - Happy 18th Birthday Bro :)
October 1, 2004
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