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October 13, 2004

REM sleep

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these days I am experiencing some kinda feeling as if I am hallucinating or ...delusions.

well, ofcourse I have this feeling everyday now, but still I haven't talked to anyone 'bout this.
I thought it is unnecessary and I thought that this delusions is normal (you should think I am crazy)
well now, I really think that i need some medical help.
one thing I know is that, I am lacking sleeping hours - that is definitely true.
during Physical Education class of learning how to coach kids, I just couldn't concentrate at all.
my eye-lids are damn heavy, and for sure the teacher must assume that I am wierd.
one thing I was pissed about is that YEOW was listening to my mp3 and the teacher found out and collected it.

glad that the teacher who collected my mp3 is a really close 'friend' of mine.
mrs.baine - she loves and cares about me so much, and I cherish her too :)
well i explained to her that the mp3 she collected is mine - ofcourse she said that everything's under control but she was not able to hand me back the mp3 today....well well...so fcked up man

after school alvin messaged me and was worried about me - yeah I am really wierd today dude.
well he recommended me to take a short nap - yeah I did.
and when i was about to take a nap, YEOW called me and he said that he was sorry about the mp3 today.
I cant believe that he was really worried about my feeling. well - I felt much better just from his phone call. he was playin' shit play station as usual and he told me to sleep - so i was sleepin but the line was still connected - damn......when i woke up like 5min later, he was still on the phone crazy like hell playing hsi shit (LOL)
well anyways - he eventually told me that he is gonna call me later beacuse he wanted me to rest - and i wanted him to continue his games.
and during my peaceful REM sleeping stage - Angel called me! what the hell.
she even called me like more than 5 times just to tell me that she wanted to talk to me.
like last night - she was online and i was online - why dont she talk to me on msn? damn... i was freaking busy talking with people yesterday.

well since i was in my REM sleep - i had no clue what she was saying - she was laughing, screaming, and i can even imagine her smiling, - BUT i have no idea what she was trying to tell me on the phone.
aiya......dont disturb my sleep gurl.

yesterday, after my volleyball practice, guo called me and he said that he wanted to ask me about AP english shits, but i am not taking AP english - and for sure he knows about it - so i dont know what was he tryin to tell me - but we talked on the phone quite long. i always think that guo is such an adorable and cute guy - well so many people say that i have an awful taste - WHO CARES man - i dont judge people from their looks man. what is importan' is their 'insides'.

well during global studies class today - i was just constantly chatting with min and gary (as usual) because the class was really easy , compared to other subjects i am taking.
anyways - min was shitting about the issue that i lost and he won the role of president and vice president.

damn....this is my last and senior year - i want to do something to contribute to the school man. dont make the shit heads be leading the school - AWFUL.
aiya...mr arora was constantly telling me to be quiet - i just cant help NOT talking with the guys man.
jade is soo funny too, well she is a really HOT girl and does not tend to talk that much, but she was funny today in our convo. :)

after school - there was this girl's soccer practice - well i watched it with alli - and after school i did not feel like going home nor even walking.
the vice principal is always telling me to take my sweater off because it is inappropriate. man.....how many new sweaters can i buy just to make one person satisfied?! i just bought this POLO sweater, and even put a school pin on it - and STILL he thinks that it is still not good enough - HELLO? i am the seniors here, why should i be struggling in my last year just to buy a APPROPRIATE sweater anyways? aghh..
well those grade 10 guys told me that they neede my help again.....oh mah god.
like i feel like telling them that i am soo sick today i am not in a mood to help anything out.
well eventually....yeh i helped them....it wasnt that bad as i assumed.

me and alli was seriously thinking about what should we wear for the halloween this year - yeah i want to be dressed properly so duh, i'm serious.
i am surprised that she was jealous that i am doing things with other guys - :) well anyways - i feel soo much better after that short NAP.

i went home with min today. well he asked me for the homework we;ve got today so i opened my bag - and i saw GARY's phone inside...what the hell is that 'thing' doing in mah bag?!
so i called his friend and, as i thought, gary was looking for me :)
well he came to the park to get the phone and he went back to school - he had to coach the girl's soccer team.
aghh....i wanna learn drum man.

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