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いやぁ~、遂に大晦日、一年の終了です。早いものだなぁ~~~(=_=) 早すぎるよね? 一年前の今日はカナダでカウントダウンに行ってたもんなぁ。 今年は弟と迎える大晦日です(T-T) これはこれで良いんだろうか? あっ!そうだ。 今回は大晦日に紅白を日本で見ることが出来るんだ☆ これ、私にとってはめっちゃ嬉しいこと(^^) やっぱり一年の最後は紅白で閉め括らなければ☆ 今はいとこの家にいるんだ。 1月の5日には成人式に出席します☆ 高校時代の友達に久しぶりに会う予定☆ めっちゃ楽しみ~~~!!一年、経つのはほんまに早いっす! 皆さん、11月にHPを開設しましたが、いろんな人が訪れてくれて、めっちゃ嬉しかったです。ありがとうございます(^^)そして、HPにいろんな想いもできました(^^) これからも頑張って書いていくので、よろしゅうおねがいします☆ m(__)m^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 今、紅白を見ていました☆日本で紅白歌合戦を見るのは久しぶりだぁ~~~☆ やっぱり歌番組はliveの方がいいな(^^) そして中島みゆきさんの生を初めて見ました (0_0) なんか力のある声で、胸にしみました…じぃぃぃ~ん(>_<) もうちょっとしたら年越し蕎麦を食べて、お年玉を貰って…。なぁ~んてね(^^) いやいや、なんか今日はいろいろあって、落ち着かない私です。 Now I was watching music program called "紅白." It’s been quite long since I watched this program in Japan before☆
2002/12/31
今、ちょっと起きました。何故かこんな時間に爆睡をし、こんな間違った時間に起きました。 実は手紙を書こうと思ってたんだけど、なんだか頭が回らなくて、「ちょっと横になろうかなぁ~~~」と思ったらこんな事に(T-T) 明日はオーストラリアの学生の京都観光をお手伝いします。私の先生が以前オーストラリアで日本語を教えていたそうで、その教え子たちが来ると聞きました。「京都」のことなんてあんまり知らないからちょっと今晩から緊張…。しかも私、友達と仲良くなれるまで時間が掛かるから…。大丈夫かなぁ??心配だよぉ(>_<) 今日は弟と京都に行ってきました。「四条河○町」に。超「日本調」のお土産屋さんが軒を連ねていて、最初は「すごいなぁ~」と思ったけど、今は大阪のほうが好きだったりして…(-_-;) どちらにしても私の実家より都会だけど(-.-) そして我が弟は「超日本調」のお土産を買い、私は「カーペットクリーナー」…あのころころじゅうたんの上でするやつね。あれを早くに買ったので、ずっと持ち歩き続け、めっちゃ行き交う人に見られました(*-_-*)は、恥ずかしい…。そんなこんなで買い物を終え、帰宅しました。 夜はピザを注文☆久しぶりだよ~、ピザなんて。 あぁ、なんか緊張してきた…。 I just woke up now. It’s 11pm. I slept this late night somehow, so I woke up this ....weird time. Actually I was thinking to write a letter, but I guess my brain was sleeing. hahaha So I thought "ah, I’m just gonna lay down. " BUT! When I woke up, it was 11pm. (T-T) Tomorrow I’m gonna guide some students from Australia. I don’t know well about Kyoto though. My English teacher was in Australia and taught Japanese there. So his students will visit Kyoto city, Japan tomorrow. And I’m gonna help him. But I’m quite nervous coz it takes long to be friendly with new ppl for me.... so...aww...strained... I’m so worried... What should I do? Give me some e-mail....(>_<) Today I went shopping with my bro to Kyoto. There are tons of Japanese-style stores. And they sell a lot of souvenirs. My bro bought a lot of those Japanese-style things... In my case, I bought that carpet cleaner... hmm... I don’t know how to explain that. That... thing.. It looks like a broom. It’s quite long to bring. Also I was embarrassed coz most of ppl who paased me by looked at the broom. (-_-) After we finished shopping, we came back and ordered pizza. (^^) It’s been long since I ate pizza last time. Aww... i’m so worried.... oh yeah, I bought earrings.awwwww!! Omg! Again! I didn’t know that u were online. (-_-;) and I missed the chance to chat with u!! (>_<) ok. U should go out,right? k....ttyl =3
2002/12/29
いやぁ~、サボってしまいました、一日(-_-;) 誰が課した義務でもないんだけど、やっぱり一日日記を書かないと「一日が終わった」気がしなくて、すごく心残りなんだ(^^) 昨日は、またまた弟と大阪…。何度行ったら気が済むんでしょうか?私たちは。もう、毎日のように梅田に繰り出しては、買い物をしてお金を使っている…。まぁ、年末は出費が多いからね~☆ということで…。そして、昨日の最大の買い物はデジカメです。ヨドバシカメラで買ってしまいました、つ、遂に!!元々持ってるんだけど、弟がカナダに持って帰る用に。一番売れてるやつを買いました。友達によると24週連続売れ筋1位らしい(@_@) フジフィルムのfinepixと言うやつです。 私も含め、私の家族はあまり機械に精通していないので、売り場に行ってたくさんのデジカメを目の当たりにすると何を買っていいのやら、何が違うのか分からないので…。私の友達と売り場の人の意見を仰ぎ、購入までこぎつけました。やっと…=3 皆さん、助言ありがとうございました m(_ _)m そして…あとは友達に携帯のストラップを買おうと思って歩き回り、結局最初から自分が好きだったやつを購入。私、親の影響があってか「スヌーピー」が好き☆小さい頃からスヌーピーに囲まれたところで生活をしていたのです。 で、写真を後で載せるけど(あんまりclearじゃないけど)、もうヒトメボレで買っちゃったよぉ~~~!! 気に入ってくれれば良いけど…(>_<) そんなもんかなぁ?そして今日は弟と共に京都に帰ってまいりました。 一度荷物を置きに帰った後、再度出かけて…。最初の目的地は「三十三間堂」だったんだけど、その道の途中で「京都国立博物館」がタダだという看板を見て、計画変更!! 高校の時以来、国立博物館に入ったの!!「常展」の方ね。 あそこに「考える人」っていう像があるんだけど、高校の修学旅行で写真を撮ったの(^^) みんなで同じポーズをしてね~。あはは。思い出が蘇りました(*^-^*) そして京都駅に行き、弟のジーンズ購入を手伝いました。やっぱり服のサイズがある人はいいなぁ~~と心から思った今日この頃。 京都駅はクリスマスも終わり、これからは新年への準備に入るようです。 門松が立ってたし(^^) もう師走だ~…、早い早い。っていう事は、2月もすぐ来るね。 私、日記書くの、やっぱり好きだ~。こんなの公表して面白いのか?と言われると…答えようがないけど。 あ、そう!今日私の大好きなYohko氏から電話が☆ めっちゃ嬉しかった(^^) 早く会って話がしたいなぁ~~。 また電話してもいいかなぁ?? Ah~ I was quite lazy. Only one day though(-_-;) It’s not a duty, but I feel uncomfortable if I forgot to write a diary just one day. haha(^^) And I cannot feel "today is over" without writing a diary. Yesterday, AGAIN! I went to Umeda Osaka with my bro. I think WE are sick.. "shopping sick." (-_-;) We go to Osaka everyday and use money. sigh=3 Ah...plz forgive me. It’s time to use money... in December☆ The most expensive stuff what we bought yesterday is Digital Camera. Fi...Finally we bought! New one. (^^) I have my DC, so it’s for my parents and bro. My bro who comes to Japan now will take it to Canada. We had no idea what we should buy... and Also we didn’t know what’s the differences of all DC. Including me, my family is not good at machines such as computer, DC, and so on.. (-_-;) So I asked Jin and also the worker in the shop. The DC what we bought was finepix from Fuji Film. It’s been the best seller for 24 weeks? So we decided to buy it. Finally~~~ =3 Thank u for ur advice m(_ _)m It helped us soo much!! (^^) And then after that, I went to buy a strap of a cellphone for my friend. haha. 特別な。 I went to a lot of shops though, I decided to buy one strap that I thought it’s good at the first time. I mean... There was no strap what is better than this strap that i bought. haha Maybe there were~....but I like this strap most. (^^) I will put the pic later..on my HP though. Because of my mom, I like SNOOPY. Since I was young, my mom bought a lot of SNOOPY stuff and I was surrounded by them such as...toys and clothes. That’s why...I bought this strap. U know? This strap moved me when I saw at first!! Seriously~~~~!! I really hope U like it. (>_<) That’s what I did yesterday~~? And today I came back to Kyoto with My bro. After we brought our bags to my house, we went out again. Our plan was going to "Sanju Sangen Dou" though, We changed it after we saw the sign from Kyoto National Museum. Now it’s free to entre the museum. Normally we should pay to look at their displays. But somehow...it was for free!! Yay~ so we changed our plan and went there. It’s been more than 3 yrs since I visit there. It was when I was 1st yr of high school...so.. yeah about 4 yrs! Wow~ There is a statue of "thinking person?(I dont know how to tlanslate)". When I came here before, my friends and I took a pic with this statue... and We did the same pose with him. hahaha (^^) This statue reminded me about it. Soo long time ago~ I was really young. hahaha (*^-^*) After that, we went to Kyoto station to buy jeans for my bro. I really felt...."ah~ it’s really good that ppl could find any clothes of their size!" I envy them (T-T) hahaha NEways, christmas is over. So now in Kyoto station, they prepare for New Year day. They are busy in decorating for new year day. wow~ 2002 is gonna be over soon~~ soo early~~ (@_@) then....February will come soon~~~ Aww~ yappari I like to write a diary~~ (^^) I cannot be sure that it’s fun to read for other ppl though.....(-_-;) Oh yeah! Today My favorite friend Yohko called me suddenly~~☆ I was really happy (^^) I wanna see and talk to her asap~~ (^^) Can I call u someday??
2002/12/28
今、家の弟と祖母が買い物に出かけているので、久しぶりに一人で考えにふけりました。そしてこんな題名に。なんだかちょっと意味深!? カナダで知り合った先生とメール交換をしているんですが、たま~に(いつもだったりして!?)恋愛について書くことがあるんだ。みんな人のことを好きになるのにどれくらい時間が掛かりますか?「好きになる」っていうのは、「恋愛の対象」として…。あはっ!?今日はちょっと女の子の好きそうな話かな??もしかしてこういう事、このHPに書くの始めてかなぁ? 「どれくらい」って時間で計算するのは難しいかもしれないけど、「この人のこと、ほんまに好き~~!!」って確信を持つことが出来る段階に到達するまでどれくらい掛かりますか? なぜそんなことを考えたか?それはですね…、なぜなら私は「めちゃんこ時間が掛かる」からです。例えば付き合い始めるとするでしょ?今はもちろんいないけど…(-_-)=3 なんせクリスマスを弟と過ごすくらいだから…みなさんご察知いただけましたよね!? と、とにかく!!付き合い始めても、付き合い始めたからといって急に距離を縮める事が出来ない。 う~ん、なんて説明すればいいかなぁ?その人の事を本当に心から「好きだ~~」、うわっ!恥ずかしい!(*-_-*) って確信を持てるまで時間が掛かる。 別にその相手の事が嫌いとか、どうでもいいとかそういう訳ではなく。 相手が大切で絶対に失いたくないって言うのはそう! でも、恋人らしい言葉を口に出したり、そういう…距離をう~んと縮めるのに時間が掛かる。だから、男の人は多分すごくイライラするんだろうな?と。ということは、「ヒトメボレ」はありえない。多分、私の中ではこの先ないでしょう。 と、ちょっとした自己分析を含めて、じゃあみんなはどうなんだろう?と疑問に思いました。 どれくらい掛かりますか? 「Fastな恋愛」ですか?それとも「Slowな恋愛」ですか? Now my grandma and my bro went shopping, so I could thinkabout myself deeply. Haha~ (^^) That’s why the title is like that "How Long Does It Take?" Does it look meaning!? Sometimes I send e-mails to my teacher who lives in Canada and taught me Japanese before. When I write e-mail, SOMETIMES (not always...hope...) I write about "love" stuff. Aww~~~ Embarrasing! (*-_-*) How long do u need to get to like one person? "Get to like one person" means...about girlfriend and boyfriend. aha~! Now u r sure that i’m a girl~ haha. It’s rare to talk about love stuff on this HP,right?? NEways, it’s quite hard to count "how long" as time though.... Until u could get sure certainly like..."i’m sure that I like him/her~~!!" Why did I think about those things? Coz in my case, it takes really~~~~ long time to get to like on person. (-_-) For example, even though I go out with one guy, I cannot be too close to the guy suddenlly. wahaha~~ So embarrassing!.....what am I talking about!? that’s what I thought... haha. i will write down later.
2002/12/26
遂にchristmasがやってきました~!!Merry Christmas☆☆☆ 皆さん、いかがお過ごしですか? 私は今祖母の家に来てるんですが、何だか天気が優れず、もちろんWhite Christmasなんてことも無かったですが…。 クリスマスに私は何をしていたかと言うと…、弟と買い物に行ってまいりました(^^) 今日も買い物漬けです(-_-;) 弟が靴を買いたいと言うので、STEPという靴屋さんに行ったら、店員の人に「彼氏だと思ったわぁ~」と大阪弁で言われてしまった(-_-;) 私たち、かなり顔が似ているのに(-_-) そんな買い物をした中で一番感動した買い物!それは…、今日紀伊国屋の漫画ばかり売っているゾーンに行ったんだけど、そこで見つけてしまいました!!「ドラゴンボール」!!私、子供のとき「ドラゴンボール大好き少女」だったんだ!何歳か忘れたけど、とにかく幼い時の誕生日プレゼントにドラゴンボールの枕を親に頼んだことがあるくらい…。で、最近ドラゴンボールの完全版が作られてるみたいで、思わず衝動買いをしてしまった!? めっちゃ感動した~!! 私、漫画って読むの好きなんだけど、どんな話でも最初の数巻分ぐらいが好きで、よく飽きてしまうことがあるんだ(-_-;) だけど、ほんまドラゴンボール、感動しました(*^-^*) スラムダンクもハマり中☆ ほかにオススメの漫画、ありますか? あ、バカボンドは?よく話は聞くんだけど…。 と、マンガ本の話ばかりしてしまったけど、とにかく今日はクリスマス☆ 一年経つのは早いものですね~~~。次のビックイベントは「おおみそか」と「元旦」ですね。なんか今、テレビが横でついてるので、もうちょっと落ち着いてから書き直します(-_-) とにかくMerry Christmas~~~~ ☆Finally Christmas is coming~~~ !! Merry Christmas☆☆☆ How r u doing, everyone? Now I’m in my grandma’s house though, the weather is not good. Also it’s not White Christmas.... but okay... What did I do on christmas day.... I went shopping with my bro(^^) I’m addicted to shopping...(-_-;) Since my bro wanted to buy shoes, we went to the shoe store named "STEP." And the worker said with a Kansai accent, "I thought he(= my bro) is ur boyfriend~~!" when he saw my bro . (-_-;) We look similar though...(-_-) Oh yeah, when we went to book store today, I found a really wonderful thing! And I was really happy and couldn’t help buying! .... The thing is a Comic of "Dragon Ball"!! Do u know it? I forgot how old I was though.... NEways, when I was really young, I asked my parents to give me a Pillow of Dragon Ball as my b-day present... And nowadays comic books of Dragon Ball are published as perfect (completed) edition. So I couldn’t help buying it! I was really impressed.. hahaha =3 I like reading comics though, I’m easy to get bored... so... (-_-;) As the story goes on, it’s gonna be complicated...right? Especially for comics.(@_@) So it’s rare to read whole story fo me.(-_-;) BUT! NEWAYS....I like Dragon Ball so much! (^^) Also I like Slam Dunk too.☆ Do u recommend any comics? If u have, Tell me~~~ Ah~ I heard "bakabond" is also good though... Ok. I talked a lot about comics though, today is CHRISTMAS DAY~~~☆ One year passes very fast~~~~. What is the next big event? It will be "the last day of the year" and "new year". (^^) Seriously...time goes so fast!! NEways, Merry Christmas~~~~☆ I wish u a merry christmas (^^) I will write down later again.
2002/12/25
昨日、弟が遂に一時帰国しました。夏休みに会った振りで、あんまり変わってなかった(-_-;) もうちょっとかっこよくなってるかなぁ~~??と淡い期待を寄せていたのですが…。相変わらず私と同じような顔をしています(T-T) そして、弟と共に素敵なクリスマスプレゼントが私に届きました☆ほんまに嬉しかった。言葉では表せないくらい。今すぐカナダに帰って、目の前に現れたいくらい。絶対にカナダに帰りたいと思ったし、大親友のLonaと特別な人Jinにここまで思われる私は本当に幸せものだと思いました。本当に、本当にありがとう。大好き☆ と、この場を借りていろいろ友達に伝えてしまったわけですが、今日は弟と買い物。大阪の梅田を歩き回りました。彼は「コートを買う」というのが、最大の目的だったらしく、必死になって歩き回っていました。私、弟があんなに買い物好きだとは知らなかった(@_@) もちろん途中で休憩なんか無し!! 普通なら時差ぼけが激しいはずなのに…。なんて元気なんだ、こやつは!? 明日も「楽しい」買い物日和~☆ あと靴とジーンズを買うそうで、財布も重い。 羨ましい限りだ…(^^) でも、せっかく日本に来たんだから、今までやりたいと思っていたことをやってくれたら良いなと思ってる。もちろんちゃんと自分で考えて、どの範囲で出来るかとか。 ということで、今日は買い物漬け。そして、やっぱりMerry Christmas~~~~☆ ケンタッキーフライドチキンには長蛇の列!? フライドチキンを買おうと思ったけど、あきらめてKFCの前で売っていた、並ばなくても持ち帰れるハーブチキンにしました。電車に乗って帰ってきたら、もうめっちゃ臭う!!あれで気分悪くなった人がいなければいいなぁ~と思うんだけど…。 そうか、もうクリスマスだね。今年のクリスマスはいかがお過ごしですか? ホワイトクリスマス、幻想的☆ 街はアタタカイ色の街灯が灯り、そこらじゅうからクリスマスソングが聴こえるね。もうすぐ新しい年が来ます。ということで、また明日ゆっくり書きます。今日、何をしたかとか…。おやすみなさいm(_ _)mLast night, my bro came back to Japan. This Sep. was the last time when I saw him before. But he didn’t change at all (-_-;) I wished....he would be more mature and adultic though... My wish didn’t come true. hahaha Still his face is really similar with mine (T-T) And he brought some PRECIOUS christmas presents for me. It’s not the present from him! OF course not! HE asked me to buy Christmas present today!? No way!! Those presents are from My PRECIOUS and IMPORTANT ppl, Lona and Jin. (^^) I was really happy. I cannot express this feeling with words. I thought, "i really wanna go back to Canada right now and appear in front of them suddenly!" Also I’m really lucky coz they recognized about me as their friend. I’m really....impressed. Really Really I wanna thank u! I love u!And then today, I went shopping with my bro to Umeda, Osaka. We were walking around about for 4 hrs. Wow!? The main reason why he came to Japan this time is "to buy jacket." Therefore, he tried to find good one seriously. I didn’t know he likes shopping that much! (@_@) Of course there was no break! He must have jet lag though... How come!? that boy...hmm... And tomorrow also gonna be "shopping day"~~~~~☆ He said he is gonna buy shoes and jeans. And his wallet is really thick and heavy!! I envy him...Ahaha Neways, I hope he would enjoy in Japan coz finally he came. But he should think well how to spend money by himself.That’s all. (^^) Enjoy life in japan~And today is Christmas day~~ Merry Christmas~~~~☆There was LONG line to buy chickens in front of KFC!? We were trying to buy them though, I gave up. And we just bought some chickens...u know..food. not that animal.. (-_-) Hope it didn’t smell too much while we were in the train. That chicken smelled a lot!!ah~ finally christmas day. How are u doing? (^^) I wish u a merry christmas☆ (have fun in Niagara falls!) haha ok. I will write down tomorrow.
2002/12/24
今帰ってきました☆帰ってきたって言っても、1日だけしか自分の家に帰ってないんだけどね(-_-;) しかも友達と会うために帰った。昨日はカナダにいた頃同じ高校に行っていた友達に会ったんだ(^^) めっちゃ久しぶりで、1年半ぶり!?ぐらいかなぁ?友達曰く、「まりえ、すんごく変わった!!」らしい(-_-;) ずっとそう言い続けていたよ…。 ほんま、楽しかった!!また会いたいよぉ~~~!!しかも、いろいろ食べました☆ 昼はとんかつ、夜はビビンパ。 おいしかったぁ~☆満腹で、しかもめっちゃ話をして、幸せでした(^^) またあいたいよぉ~~!! という、かなり充実した日でした。 実は結構緊張してたんだ…。彼女東京に住んでるから、「すごく変わってたらどうしよう…。話が合わなくなったりしたらどうしよう…」って。 久しぶりに会う人ってやっぱり緊張するよね??でも、ほんま良かった☆☆そして今日、11時に慌てて起床。30~40分で支度・掃除をして、家を出発。また祖母の家に戻ってまいりました。伊勢丹でジーンズを昨日買ったので、それを受け取り、急いでJRに乗ってやってきました。そうそう、また出費(T-T) でも、これは生活に必要な物なので…。って、いつもそうやって言い訳をしてるよね、私(-_-;) でもジーンズは本当に必要でした。 祖母も「ジーンズ、早く買って」って言うくらい。ずっとLevi’s の黒いジーンズを履いてたんだけど、いい加減買おうよと言うことになり、昨夜友達に一緒に来てもらったんだ。でも、私、服を探すのが本当に大変!!…痩せ型なのね…私。で、友達は「痩せてていいね~。細いの、羨ましいよ」とか言うんだけど、私の場合「めっちゃ細い」部類にもしかしたら入ってしまうから、服を探すのも一苦労!!ジーンズもぴったり合うのを探すのが大変!!…という、「痩せた人の苦労」を語りつつ…。そう、で、ジーンズを買ってしまいました☆またLevi’s。しかも私が持ってる「黒」の色違い。もう、ほかのジーンズが似合わな過ぎて。ということで、今日は弟を空港まで迎えに行ってきます(^^)その後また書くね☆I’m home~~☆ But I just went to my house one day. (-_-;) And I went back home only to see my freind. Yesterday, I met my friend who was in the same high school in Canada. (^^) It’s been sooo long since I met her before. About...1 and half years!? She said, "Marie. U changed A LOT!!" .....Did i? (-_-;) She kept saying that to me. Really it was sooo much fun!! I wanna see her again~~~!! Also I ate a lot☆ For lunch, we ate Tonkatsu. And for dinner, we ate bibimbab(ビビンバ). They were delicious!! It was soo good to see her (^^) Today was really memorable. Actually I was a bit nervous coz we didn’t see each other for a while. Since she lives in Tokyo, I was thinking like..."ah...what if she changes a lot.. what if...u know.. our conversation is awkward..." like that. (-_-;) But if u dont meet one person for a while, Don’t u be nervous?? NEway, that was great to see her!!And then today, I woke up 11am. (-_-;) I was surprised when I woke up coz it’s...11am!? I prepare for going out. It took 30~40min. And I cleaned my home... and came back to my grandma’s house. Also I had to go to department store to get jeans that i bought last night. So before I took train, I went there and got it. oh yeah...(T-T) again, I spend money. But trust me..it’s necessary for my life. Do I always make an excuse?...(-_-;) BUt seriously I should have bought jeans asap. My grandma also kept telling me. so... Before I wore black jeans from Levi’s. But I really thought I should buy one more. So i went to buy with my friend last night...and I bought. IT’S REALLY HARD TO FIND CLOTHES that fits me. I’m quite thin...actually. Some of my friends told me, "I envy you~ U are so thin" but in my case, i think i’m Really thin. So it’s really hard to find good clothes for me. (T-T) Now u should know thin ppl’s mind... hahaha So finally I could buy one more jeans. IT’s same style with my black jeans, but the colour is different. Again it’s from "Levi’s." (^^) Other company’s jeans is ...doesnt match. ok..now I should go to the airport to pick my brother up. (^^) I will be back~!
2002/12/23
いやぁ~~、またまた買い物をしてしまった。このお金がいろいろ必要な師走に。ず~~~っと欲しかったDVD。日韓合作のfriendsって知ってるかなぁ?私、あれめちゃんこ好きなんだ!!チャンスがあったら見てください☆ほんま、オススメです。めっちゃありえない話だけど(-_-) 韓国の俳優Won Binと日本の女優深田恭子のドラマ。あ、ここまで言うと知ってる人いるかな?? (@_@) もう、めっちゃ好き!!と言う事で、買ってしまいました…。こっ、これも「自分へのクリスマスプレゼント」と言う事で…。これでもう終わり!本当に。いい加減財布の口を閉めないと!!あぁ、もう明後日弟が帰ってくるよ~。久しぶり(^^)夏以来だな。明日は友達と会います。こちらも久しぶり、1年ぶりくらいかなぁ?めっちゃ楽しみ☆明日はちょっと自分の家に帰るので、一日日記を更新できませんが、またすぐに明後日帰ってきて速攻更新します!!それまで、、、、(^^)あぁ、いろいろ今日書こうと考えてたんだけど、なんか思いつかない…。というか、忘れてしまった!また思い出し次第書きます(^^)ahh~~~ again, I bought an expensive stuff!! U know... In Dec, everyone spends a lot of money. So everyone needs money!! ahh...(T-T) But I really wanted to buy this DVD seriously!! Do u know the drama named "friends"? It was made by Korean and Japanese ppl. It’s my favorite drama. If u have a chance, try to watch it~~☆ I wanna recommend, but this type of story.... for sure, it wont happen. (-_-;) impossible. But still it’s good. The main actor is Won Bin from Korea. And the main actress is Kyoko Fukada from Japan. I think a lot of ppl know about this drama...(@_@) I seriously....really wanted to get this DVD...so...it’s also christmas present for ME... (-_-) Aww...I know I shouldn’t spend money a lot. I really know...(^^) The day after tomorrow, my bro will come back to Japan. It’s been quite long since I met him before... It was Sep. (^^)Also tomorrow i’m gonna meet my friend. She came to Kyoto, so I will meet her. She went to the same school with me when I was in Canada. It’s also been so long since I met her before. It was....1 yr ago. So i’m really looking forward to seeing her again☆And after that, I won’t be able to use com coz I will go back to my house just one day. So I will write what happened the day after tomorrow. Asap. okay?? (@_@)Aww~ I was thinking a lot of things to write down here when I took bath.. (-_-;) But now...my brain is empty. I forgot.. (-_-) ok...I will write down when I remember it. ok..then...See u Soon~~ hehe
2002/12/21
やったぁ~(^^)買っちゃいました、久しぶりに高い買い物☆ふふふ。まぁ、自分への「クリスマスプレゼント」と言う事で…。自分にクリスマスプレゼントを買ってる時点で寂しい話なんだけどね(T-T)でも、こんなヒールのある靴を買うのは久しぶりかも☆ブーツを除いて、ヒール靴を買ったのは今年の3月。大学の入学式用に買ったんだ(^^) 段々ヒール靴を履くような歳になったんだなと、今ふと思いました。前は「足が痛いから」って履かなかったのに。ははは。今回はココア色の靴です★ははは~~~、嬉しい☆☆☆またお金を貯めてジーンズ、ピアス、ネックレス等を買いたいと思います(^^)にしても、嬉しい~~~~☆それと今日はもうひとつ嬉しいことがあったんだ(^^)それは…内緒☆また書きます(^^)Yahoo~~~ (^^) Finally I bought shoes with a bit high heel...hahaha It’s been so long since I bought an expensive stuff before☆muhuhu... NEway, it’s a Christmas present for me.. I know it’s quite sad to buy christmas present for myself.. (T-T) But really....it’s been so long since I bought shoes with high(?) heels except boots☆ It was last March for the entrance ceremony of my univ (^^) Ah~....I became old enough to wear high heel... I couldn’t expect that I’m gonna wear this kind of shoes when I was a high school student...hahaha (@_@) Coz before I thought "it looks hurt to wear it!!" haha The colour of the shoes is... like cocoa. Dark brown★ hahaha~~~~~ so happy☆☆☆ From now on, i’m gonna save money to buy jeans, earling, neckless, and so on(^^) NEway, I’m soo happy~~~ I wanna show u!! kekeke ☆ And today, I had a good event(?) today~~ hahaha(^^) but...it’s my secret☆ I will tell u someday~ SOMEDAY~ i dont know when it’s gonna be~ but...NEway it was good day for me☆
2002/12/20
I just watched tv with my grandma. The tv program introduced how to diet. Especially for women, there are three times to change female’s weight in their life. Aww....how can I explain... (-_-;) For women, their weight changes obviously three times in their life. First time, 25yrs old. When women become 25 yrs old, their body try to keep fat for childbirth. And as time goes by, they keep gaining weight... When women are in their 30s, they gain more... and 40s... their fat body are completed... perfect fat body. (-_-;) eww... Even though they are thin in teenager... Aww! I should eat a lot of vegetables...right? (@_@) That’s what I thought while i was watching tv. (-_-;) what else did I do? Hmm... I ate tuna tonight... and...hmm.... nothing special? I will go shopping tomorrow. I think I should go seriously. I wanna buy a lot of things! shoes... books... CDs... so on. (^^) I cannot stop using MSN~~ I wanna talk! Aww... it’s not good,eh? I know...but.. (T-T)Oh yeah! today is my father’s b-day~~~☆ Happy b-day my father~~ (^^) yeah, I should send e-mail to him. He is gonna be 48yrs old? (@_@) wow...cannot believe. I wanna celebrate my father’s b-day in Canada.... What should I present him??お父さんってやっぱり娘には特別だ…、本当に。Nowadays, I live by myself...so I really think my parens are really precious and important for me. hahaha今祖母と一緒にテレビをみていたんだ。今回はダイエットの仕方について紹介してたんだけど、見た人いるかな??女性のダイエットについてね。女性には3回体重が大幅に変わる時期があるらしい。明らかに変わる時期ね、体重が。それが25歳、30代、そして40代らしい。25歳ぐらいで女性は出産の為に脂肪を体にためるらしい。そして、30代。どんどん太り、40代に完璧な「肥満」になるらしい(-_-;) でも…女性全員というわけじゃないよ、もちろん!!10代の頃いくら痩せてても、分からないというわけで…(-_-;) 野菜をたくさん食べなくちゃ駄目だよね??(@_@) テレビを見ながらこんなことを考えてました。今日はそれ以外にどんなことをしたかなぁ…?夕食にマグロを食べました。それ以外・・・最近ねぇ、MSNを使わずにはいられないよ(-_-;)明日は買い物に行かなくちゃ、真剣に。いろいろ買いたいものがあるのさ…、服、本、CD,などなど(^^) またMSNの話になるけど、話したいんだよね…。駄目だけどね・・・、あ。ちょっと独り言です・・・(-_-;)そうそう!今日は私の父の誕生日なんだ。お誕生日おめでとう、お父さん(^^)メールしなくちゃ!48歳。信じられないなぁ(@_@)カナダで祝いたいなぁ。何を送ろうかなぁ? 最近離れて暮らしているせいか、本当に両親の大切さが身にしみます。ははは。
2002/12/19
It’s 3am now. still I cannot sleep. I don’t know why. (T.T) I finished washing dishes now. So i’m gonna clean up my room from now on. hmm... cannot sleep. How come!? While I was washing dishes, I was thinking about a lot of things. "I wanna go to canada" "ah, I should clean up my room too!!omg..." "ah...already it’s December." "my room still smells of curry!!shoot~~~" and so on (-_-;) Nowadays, I cannot go out without MD player. I also wanna listen to music even when i wash dishes!! I don’t know why. Oh yeah, one song named "Voyage" by Ayumi Hamasaki. I LOVE that song! If u have a chance, try to listen! Ah...I think most of Japanese already listened to it at least once though. I love that lyrics! Don’t u think so? Also melody is good. (^^)(I don’t like her voice that much though...neway it’S good) When I listen to that song, I remember and think of someone. Don’t u have at least one song that reminds u about someone? ok...I think I should clean up my room. soo messy!! I don’t know why I cannot sleep!!^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^I should prepare for going to my grandma’s house in 30 min though, I was looking at Yahoo. Then there was one ariticle of NY. There is gonna be countdown in NY city. I’ve been to NY once though, I wanna go there again~~! It has been quite long since i went there. somehow I really wanna go to NY~~~~ k...i will write down later元気出せ!!^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^今yahooでニュースを見ていたんだけど、遂に発表されましたね、紅白の曲目。音楽番組好きな私は絶対年末に紅白を見ます。あれは、本当に風物詩だと思う!!みんなは見るかなぁ?それとも初詣の用意に忙しいかな?? 今年は若い歌手がたくさんでるみたいで、私にとっては嬉しい限りなんだけど…やっぱり賛否両論みたいですね(-_-;) 今回私が楽しみにしているのは、浜崎あゆみのVoyageとBoAのVALENTIだなぁ~。Valenti, 歌詞面白い☆私の友達がそのまねをすると、さらに面白いんだけどね!!その前に、クリスマスだ☆★ 良いんだか、悪いんだか。 こんな時期にちょっと風邪気味な私です(T-T) そうそう!今日バスに乗っていて思ったこと。京都の南座の前を通ったんだけど、なんか・・・荘厳な感じ?言葉の使い方間違ってるかなぁ・・・(-_-;) すごく…、あぁ!こういう時に語彙力の無さが問われるよね!? う~ん、歴史と伝統を垣間見たというのかな?京都の町の中に普通に溶け込んでる、歴史深い建築物。 新しいものと古いものが混在してる面白い場所だと思った。 いや~、でも初めてまじまじと南座を眺めました。ということで、今は祖母の家にいます。おばあちゃんのおいしいご飯を食べて、ゆっくりするぞ~~!!そして、パソコン使いまくる予定!?良かった、インターネット使えて=3 ホッ!!
2002/12/18
It’s 1am now. I cannot go to bed (-_-) and somehow I sneeze often...Did i catch cold? hmm...I don’t think so. Ok, what did i do today? I went to English class that I don’t like. (-_-;) That class... I think i told about this class several times. I get nervous when i attend this class and cannot sleep (-_-;) Is it good? or bad.. and today, i became sure that my teacher remembers about me. U know why? she always looks at me when she talks. (-_-;) like my french teacher. aww... I think because... I always nod when she talks. I don’t nod on purpose!! It’s my habit..what else did i do today? hmm... and I washed my clothes and from now i’m gonna wash dishes. Tomorrow i’m gonna go to my grandma’s house. (^^) I should show my pic with kimono. and My bro will come to Japan soon~~ (^^) BUT! this winter holiday is not "holiday" coz I have a lot of hw... aww haha But neway, ok...I gotta wash dishes. ah..i caught cold. it means....I’m not stupid(baka, babo)~~~ yey~~ (/-_-)/ sorry, i’m not gonna write my diary in japanese tonight. Good night☆
2002/12/17
i’m in univ now~ I have one spare time. So I watched DVD that I should return by today. Last night, I watched "lord of the ring." It was really nice~ but ending... this story is not completed. There is other episodes from now on,right? That’s why. I thik I should watch the 2nd one in the theatre. It must be much better...and that’s what my friends told me. ^^ So i think i will go with my bro. And after that, I watched Amadeus. The story is talk ing about the life of Mozart. I didn’t know that he was dead when he was 30s yrs old. Too young to die! Hmm... But he had a wonderful talent. This story is not adventure or something like "lord of the ring" though, it’s ...serious but interesting. (^^) Next time, I really wanna watch Love letter. (^^) I should rent it asap. And what else did i do today? yeah...I went to the 1st period on time~~ yey~ (/-_-)/ Today is the last day for my school this year...( I should go to class tomorrow too thought...) so i’m a bit happy~~ finally christmas holiday is coming~~!! Then this class, 1st period, is abuot Culture. It’s fun to learn...and think how the culture is made. Not only about Japan. and my teacher’s thought is interesting.^^ ok...then i will write down again when i get home today.see ya~今、大学にいます。空き時間だから、今日までに返さないといけないDVDを学校のパソコンを使って見ていました。昨日は「指輪物語」を夜おそ~~くまで見ていました。すごい良かったけど、まだ続編があるから完全に話か完結してないんだ。って、誰でも知ってることか!?私、もうすぐ公開の続編は絶対に映画館で見ようと思う。だってみんな、私の友達も言ってるけど映画館で見るのとパソコンのこんな小さいスクリーンで見るのとはぜんぜん迫力が違うもんね。多分弟と見に行ってきます。それで、今までここで「アマデウス」を見てたの。これも、またいい!!作曲家?のモーツアルトの一生…半生かな?が描かれている映画なんだ。私、モーツアルトがあんなに若くして死んだとは知らなかった!!多分30代って映画の中で言ってたと思う。すばらしい才能の持ち主として描かれています。指輪物語ほどexcitingではないけど、シリアスな、でも興味深いお話です。アドヴェンチャー好きな人はつまらないかもしれないけど、オペラがいっぱい出てきて、劇を見てるようです(^^)次は絶対にLove Letterを借りて見たい!!今度こそはね。一刻も早く借りて見なければ!!あとは今日は何をしたかなぁ?って、まだ午前中なんだけどね。今日はしっかり1限から出ました、時間どおり。一時間目の授業は異文化交流なんだけど、面白い!!日本の文化だけじゃなくて、いろんな「文化」について、どうやって文化が創られるかとかそういう面から見ていくんだけど、おもしろいの。先生の視点も面白いし。ということで、また今日家に帰ったら日記を書きます。こうやって文章にしてると、私、ダラダラ生きているようで、結構いろいろやってるかも、毎日。ははは。では、また。^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^今なんとなく自分のHPを見てたんだけど、今日HP作ってから1ヶ月じゃん!!(@_@) 自分でもびっくり☆ うわぁ~、お祝い事をしなくちゃ!? そうか、日記つけるの前も言ったけど、私はすごく日記をつけるのが好きで、もう気付いたら1ヶ月も経っちゃたんだ~~! 一年、過ぎるのは本当に早いね。 2002年も本当にいろいろなことがありました、今思い返すと。 まだ一年を振り返る日ではないけど、いろんな人との出会いや別れ。 楽しいことも悲しいことも、いろいろ。 「いろいろ」なんていう言葉では語りつくせないけど、でもそれ以外の言葉が今は思いつかないな。 本当に。 こんなに中身の濃い一年になるとは、正直想像してなかった。 人との出会いと別れってねぇ?あ、なんか私語っちゃってる?? 毎年師走になると考えることって言うのが、私は「人との出会いと別れ」。 人との関係から一年を振り返る。 こうやって一年一年過ごしていって、歳を重ねていくんだなと思う。 「1ヶ月」から「1年」の話にとんじゃったけど、「大切な人との出会い」を持てる私は幸せだと思いました。 ありがとう(^^) そしてこれからもよろしくお願いします m(_ _)m なんか、年賀状の挨拶みたいだね!?年賀状書かないので、ここで挨拶を☆I was looking at my HP without thinking now though, it’s been for 1 month since I made this HP!! wow! I didn’t notice till now(@_@) So surprised☆ Ohhh~ Should I celebrate it!? wow....as I told u before, I like to write a diary. So wow...one month! I didn’t notice~~~ haha Time goes so fast! Already one year will end soon. There were a lot of things in 2002. Today is not the day to look back over the past though, u know...we still have few weeks till next year 2003. But there were tons of chance to meet new ppl...also I was separated from some. There were a lot of happy and sad happenings. "A lot" is not enough to express my feeling though, I cannot find any words except "a lot." ahh...i don’t know how to say. NEway a lot of things happened. They are indescribable. I didn’t expect that this year becomes such meaningful for me. To meet new ppl....and also to be separated from some. haha~ Am I too serious today?? haha~~ Every December, I always look back over my past from my friendship and relationship with ppl. Once a year. (^^) Like this, time goes by, and I get older. As time goes by, we get to know a lot of things and experience new things. ah...I was talking about "one month" first, but now...i’m talking about "a year." ahaha~~ (-_-;) I changed the topic so far. But I’m sure that i’m really lucky and happy coz I could meet a lot of ppl and spend time with them. They are really precious for me. Of course, u too! (u should know who u are!!) Thank u so much (^^) And keep in touch and be friendly with me plz~~~~ m(_ _)m
2002/12/16
I’m home now~(^^) I woke up around...10am and went to see my friend’s basketball game. It was the first time that I thought basketball is so much fun. I don’t know the rule well though, it’s exciting!! And my friend’s play was cool~~ I wish I could play some sports like her....(-_-;) I’m not good at sports...so.. (-_-) Especially for guy’s play, it’s much faster than girl’s play...(quick!?).. their moving is ....brisk and quick. Also guys are more bigger than girls. Before I liked soccer... after that I got to like baseball coz my father loves it... but not basketball. Coz I didn’t know the rule well, and also I didn’t have any chance to see some games of it. That’s why, I realized how speedy...and fast the basketball is. (@_@) Also it was cool~~ I recommend to see a game of basketball once in ur life. (^^) After that, I went to have dinner with my friend. She is another friend...who is majoring in history in the same univ with me. Also she is from the same hometown with me (^^) We went to one Italian restaurant and ate... pasta, pizza, and...drank. kekeke But not a lot. And I realized again... I get weaker of alcohol... Ahh...how can i say? I get drunken easily when I drink than before. When I lived in Canada, I could drink more.. But since i don’T have many chance to drink, I get weaker. (-_-;) Is it good or bad?? So today, I’m a li~~~~~ttle bit drunken. Sorry....drunken Marie. I know...I am. Oh yeah, in the restaurant, we talked about "LOVE" stuff...(-_-;) I don’t know anything...but my friend, she asked me a lot of things!!! (?_?) I don’t know well about "love" stuff...(T-T) Don’t ask me~~~ I WANT to ask u!! wahaha~~~ and then, we took some sticker photo..and came back home by walk even though we were a bit drunken.(^^) oh yeah, nowadays...christmas is coming~~~ good~~~.....maybe(!?) I went to one department store before I met my friend. In the 1st floor, there were tons of accessories store... and a lot of couples were choosing...rings. (-_-;) phew=3 yeah, christmas season~~ good for them (^^) I’m not trying to be mean.. Really! It’s really good for them,right? (^^)hahaha I will spend time with my brother who will come from Canada~~ hahaha~~~ it SHOULD be fun. kekeke~~ aww~....am I weird tonight? i’m not drunken~~ Oh yeah, I should watch Lord of the "RING" ... there are some chapters left. also one more movie. haha I should return by tomorrow~~今帰ってきました~(^^)10時ぐらいに起きて、まずは友達のバスケの試合を観てきました。初めてバスケが面白いな~~と感じた私でした。ルールはまだ良く知らないけど、すごくエキサイティング!!友達のバスケ姿もめちゃんこかっこよくて!!彼女みたいにスポーツが出来たらいいな~~とほのかな思いを抱きました(-_-;)私、運動音痴なんだ(T.T)特に男の人の試合は、女子よりも活気があって、試合のスピードが速い!!体も大きいしね。でも、女子は体が小さい分、それを技術でカバーしてる・・・と素人の私は考えました。私は最初サッカーが好きで、その後父の影響もあってか野球が好きになりました。でも、バスケはなかなか見る機会もなくて、だから全然分からなかったけど、今日どれほどバスケのスピードが速いか、展開が面白いか分かりました。すっごくカッコいい!!一生に一度は観たほうがいいですよ(大げさ?)その後、またほかの友達と夕食を食べに行きました。同じ史学科専攻の友達なんだけど、なんと同じ地元なの!!イタリア料理やさんに行って、パスタとか、ピザとか・・・あとちょっと飲みました。ちょ~~~っとだよ。 でね、どれほど私がお酒に弱くなってきているか改めて気づきました。最近全然飲まないから、どんどん弱くなっている(-_-;) カナダにいたときはもっと飲めたのに・・・。あぁ、ちょっと酔ってるけど大丈夫です。わっはは~。ごめんね。いやいや、大丈夫。それで、そのレストランでなぜか「恋愛」話に花が咲き。あのね・・・私「恋愛」について何も知らないからね・・・。聞かれてもわから~~~ん!!話をするのは楽しいけど。むしろ私が聞きたい!!私にきかんで~~~!!そのあと、プリクラを撮って、歩いて帰ってきました。あぁ、クリスマス来るね~、もうすぐ。そうそう、今日、百貨店に友達と会う前に行ったんだけど、1階。たくさんアクセサリー屋さんがあって、たくさぁぁぁんのカップルが「指輪」を選んでるのさ。いいなぁ~~・・・。いいよねぇ・・・・?クリスマスだしね…。別に嫌味で言ってる訳じゃないよ!!本当に!!いいよね~~~!!私は、カナダから帰ってくる弟と「楽しい」クリスマスを過ごす予定☆楽しいはず!?あぁ、そうだ。「指輪」物語の続き、10章分だけ残ってるから見なくちゃ!私、今夜変??なんかよってるっぽい??大丈夫です~。酔ってないです(^^)明日までにDVDを返さなくてはいけないから!!では、また。
2002/12/15
Aww full~~~....I made a really big mistake. It’s 11;30pm now...but I ate...a lot!(-_-;) I don’t think I could go to bed tonight.(T.T) ahaha~....stupid,right? i know... aww~~ full...=3I went to Video store "TSUTAYA" to rent DVD. I was looking for DVD of "Love Letter" though, there was no DVD of it. Only Video. sigh=3 Since I dont have Video tape recorder in my house, I couldn’t rent(T.T) I should ask my friend to let me use the video tape recorder(?).... Is it called a video tape recorder?or Video player? hmm...U know what i meant,right? (@_@) So i rent "lord of the ring." (^^) and... "AMADEUS." I heard both of them are nice. After I got home, I watched "lord of the ring". It was exciting and fun!! I think i like it (^^) but...one thing that i cared was...the main character’s height is small (-_-;) He was small coz the author set up this on purpose,right?? Is that guy really like that small? Or other characters are tall? (@_@) Is he a dwarf?? I didn’t finish watching it yet though, I realized that there are many races! soo many (@_@) I think I should watch and concentrate what’s going on... (-_-;) But really...it’s interesting! Thank u for recommending it to me.(^^) Ahh~ I wanna watch Love letter... I found the video of it but...how come there is no DVD of it.. (T.T) Tomorrow, I’m gonna go to see my friend’s basketball play. It will start from 12;30 am.. Ah! today, I went to my friend’s house and listened to one song.(-_-;) It is...."All I want for Christmas is you" by Mariah Carey... not good for listening to it in this season...(-_-;) hahaha okay... I will write tomorrow..more.. sorry...I’m not gonna write in Japanese tonight...
2002/12/14
いやぁ~。今日も終わり、もう年末だよ(T.T)一年過ぎるのは本当に早い。年を経ていくうちに…、気づいたら主婦になり、忙しい日々を送ることになるんだろうか?って…、結婚できたらの話だけどね(-_-;)そうそう、「主婦」と言えば、私、今日カレーを作ったの!!イェイ~~!!で、「中辛」なんだけど、辛いのなんのって!!(T.T)私、辛いのは好きなんだけど、唐辛子の辛いのとカレーの辛いのと違うでしょ?いつも、家族と過ごしていたときは「甘口」と「中辛」を混ぜて食べてたんだけど、一人暮らしだから二つも味を作ったら「何日カレーを食べ続けないといけないの??」っちゅう感じになってしまうから、ちょっと「大人」になろうと思い、中辛を選んだんだけど(-_-;) か、辛いのさ!!これが。でも、前作ったときは「カレースープ」になってしまったけど、今回は大成功!!ほんまに嬉しい☆すごくなが~いこと煮詰めて、お肉は柔らかい☆むふふ(^^)でも、これから何食かカレーを食べ続けないといけないと言う、恐ろしい事態が待っているのですね~。「カレーは二日目が一番おいしい」というので、明日は・・・ちょっとバリエーションをつけて「カレーそうめん」にしようかと…。ははは、私と言ったら「カレーそうめん」なのですね。今日は来年の専攻を選ぶ日。昨日の夜悩んで悩んで考え、でもやっぱり踏ん切りがつかなくて、超魅力的な、私の大好きな東洋史の教授の所に言って話を聞いたら、昨日の夜までは「日本史にしようかな~~」って思っていたのに、気持ちがグラッ!!と動いてしまって・・・。最後の最後まで悩み、結局「日本史」にしました。今は日本と韓国の関係史をやりたいけど、もしも…、もしもね、私の気持ちが揺らいだりしたときに、方向転換がつくのは日本史だと思ったから。多分、気持ちが変わることはないと思うけど。私は大学で歴史を学びたいと小学校6年生の頃から考えていたから、多分変えることはないな~~~。あ、でも先のことは分からないよね、誰にも。とにかく踏ん切りがついたと言う事で、ほっとしています(^^)そして、今日の題名「感動」ですが、今さっきMusic Stationを見てたらBoAのJEWEL SONGって言う曲を聴いたんだけど、めっちゃいい!最初食堂で聞いたときは「No.1」の方がいいなぁ~と思ってたんだけど、詩が!!歌詞が!機会があったら聴いてみてください(^^)最近の私の中のヒットはBoAとCrystal Kayですね。どちらとも「バイリンガル」な人たち。やっぱりそういう人たちに惹かれるな~~~、宇多田ヒカルとかね(^^)音楽、やっぱり私大好き~~~!!ということで、今日はいろいろあったけど、いい日でした。 あ!!フランス語のクイズ以外はね…。クイズの存在自体も覚えてなかった私も私なんだけどね(-_-;) がんばりやす! Oh~~. Today is finished... and it’s already December. The last month of one year. (T.T) Time goes by really fast. As time goes by.... what if I became a housewife when I realized!!(@_@)oops..... oh no... If I cannot get married, then I won’t be a housewife. hahaha(-_-;) Oh yeah... Talking of a "housewife", I cooked CURRY tonight~!! yey~~ (/-_-)/ Normally, there are three levels of "spiciness(?)"for curry in Japan. 1) not spicy 2)medium 3) really spicy. So I used the roux of medium level. BUt it’s spicy for me!!(T.T) I like spicy and hot foods (too much spicy and hot is..not good for me though....)... but... it’s different spiciness between curry and red pepper,right? When I lived with my parents, I mixed "not spicy"curry...and "medium spicy" curry. But since I live alone, I cannot cook two type of curry. What if I cook two "not spicy" and "medium spicy"curry, I should keep eating curry for 4~ 5days!! by myself... every meal... I should eat only curry. (=_=;) So....to be "adult(-_-;)", I chose 2)medium curry... but... too spicy!! Oh yeah, last time when I cooked curry, it was...."curry SOUP" (-_-;) But this time, I succeed☆ It’s delicious~~~ yey~~ I cooked and boiled until the meat gets tender.. huhuhu... (~-~) but I’m sure that I should keep eating curry for few days from now on.(T.T) awful... "curry gets the most delicious in the 2nd day" ppl say so. so... hope my curry is gonna be VERY delicious tomorrow(^^) Maybe tomorrow, I’m gonna eat this curry with noodle. There should be some change... if I keep eating with rice, I will be tired of eating curry.(-_-;)so.. Today, I should have decided what I’m gonna major in next year. It was the due date. I kept thinking last night... but couldn’t decide. coz I went to my Asian history professor who is really gentle and interesting, and talked with him. He said, "major in Asian history. It’s fun~ Dont worry even though u cannot read Chinese letters~" He was really gentle and asked me to major in Asian history. That’s why I got in trouble more.(-_-;) Again, I started to "wandering." I couldn’T decide. Last night, I was thinking to take Japanese history... but since I talked to him...(-_-;) =3 Now I really wanna study how the relationship between Korea and Japan was going on. But what if... Just in case... what if I change my mind... I was worried about it. IF I change my mind, I won’t be able to find out what I want to study in Asian history department coz I don’t know anything about chinese history. Maybe it won’t happen though... Coz u know? I decided to major in history when I was grade 6. hahaha so weird elementary school student...I was. NEway, it’s rare to change my thought if I decide something about my future. If I decide my future stuff, I won’t be interested in other stuff. Sometimes ppl say, "U should look at, learn, and experience a lot of things. Don’t focus on one thing even though u are still young." How do u think?? It’s not good to focus on ONE thing? Hmm~~ Nobody knows about the future. Nobody.. Neway, I’m relaxed coz I could decide. Finally~~~ (^^) I will major in Japanese history next year. And then...today’s title "be impressed." I was watching tv before... It was music program. And BoA was singing there. The song’s title was "JEWEL SONG." It was a ballade though...the lyrics was really good!! When I listened to it before in the restaurant, I didn’t feel anything. Just like..."ah, that’s BoA’s new song. ’No.1’ is much better." But! the lyrics was really good! If u have chance, try it~~~ (^^) Nowadays, I get to listen to two singers’ songs, BoA and Crystal kay. So nice...both of them could speak more than 2 languages... wow(@_@) That’s cool~~~~~!! About Crystal kay, ’think of U’, it’s her song though, it’s really good!! And Utada Hikaru.(^^) I love music~~~☆Hmm...today was good (^^) a lot of things happened though. Ah! Except the quiz in French class. I didn’t even remember about it... It’s my fault.. (-_-;) I will do my best next time~~~
2002/12/13
Now i’m in univ~ and have spare time. yey~~~. In the last period, I played table tennis in gym class. It’s fun to play table tennis though....my team is really weak. (-_-;) seriously... I don’t know why. Really weak! We played more than 15 sets...but we only won 4 times...(T.T) Now u know how weak our team is....(T.T) But still it’s fun to play table tennis~~~. But some students, they are really scary.. They are really good at playing table tennis coz they belonged to ping pong club when they were in high school or Jr. high. So they are really serious when they play!!(@_@) I wanna say, "Don’t be too serious! it’s just gym class! Not serious match..." But...their eyes are...really...(-_-;) Neways, after that period, I dont have class and have one spare time.(^^) So it’s time for using internet in computer class~~~~ and now I’m writing my diary. Whatelse I did today... hmm... I had an English oral exam. My teacher speaks English. Native speaker. He is from New York....that’s what I heard. But he is really interested in Japan and Japanese culture, history, and so on. Also he likes to write and speak Japanese. Even in oral exam...One group has 2 students. They go to another room and take an exam together. My teacher asks some questions in English though..... when students cannot tell what they want in English, he speaks to the students in Japanese. And he replys in japanese since he likes Japanese so much. hahaha^^ So a lot of students said, "it’s not English oral exam!! I kept speaking Japanese in front of him~~"......Remember. It’s English oral exam.. But his personality is really good and funny teacher~~ so everyone likes him..^^ It’s fun to go to English oral class~~ Today’s title is "be healthy." It’s really important to be healthy...i know~~~~ I dont think i’m unhealthy though...(-_-;) Do I look unhealthy? Do I? I eat a lot though....more than my friends... (-_-;) Okay...I will write down again after I get home today~~ see ya~~~ oh yeah...one more thing. TOday’s dream was....really..."scary." I will write down about it later...phew=3 scary~~~!! 今、大学にいて、空き時間です。イェイ!前の授業では卓球をしました、体育の時間にね。すごく卓球をするのは楽しいんだけど、私のチーム、めちゃんこ弱いの(-_-;)まじで!何でかしらん、ほんまに弱い。15試合以上していて、4試合しか勝った事がない。ありえんよね?この数字を見れば、うちのチームがいかほど弱いか分かるでしょ??(@_@)でも、卓球は楽しいね。やっぱり楽しんでやるのが一番さ~~~!!と思うんだけど、中には目の色を変えてする人がいるんだなぁ。すごく真剣に。私みたいにお遊び半分でやってる人とは明らかに違うんだよ。高校とか中学で卓球部にいた人とか、ほんまに怖い。「体育の授業なんだからもっと楽しもうよ~~~」と私は言いたいが。でもね…やっぱり真剣(@_@) で、体育の後は授業を取っていないので、といってもこのあと最後の授業があるんだけど、その前にはお休みがあるので。今、こうして日記を書いてます☆他に今日は何をやったかなぁ…。そうそう、英語のoralのクラスでテストがあった。New YorkからきたNativeの英語の先生なんだけど、日本にすごく興味があって。日本の文化、歴史、その他もろもろ。漢字を書いたりね~~、ほんますごいの。Oralのテストのときも、1グループ2人でテストを受けるのね、面接みたいにして。で、英語でどう表現をしていいのか分からず困っていると、先生が日本語で話してくるのさ。質問はもちろん英語なんだけど、生徒が何か言うでしょ?それに対する答えもなぜか日本語で、「へぇ~。そうなんだぁ~。面白い~~!!」って。すごくcuriousな先生だから、話しやすいし、いろいろしゃべりたくなる。だからそのテストのあと、ほとんどの生徒が「これ、英語のoralのテストじゃないよ~~。だって日本語ばっかりしゃべったもん、私」って言ってた。でもね…これは英語のoralの試験なんだよ(-_-;)その英語の先生、明るくて面白くて、生徒には大人気。私もすごく好きだよ~、面白いし、すごくfriendlyだしね。そのEnglish oralのクラスにいくのは面白いです☆ 今日の題名は「健康に」なんだけど、私そんなに不健康に見えるかなぁ?見える??感じる?不健康な生活してるな~~~って?たくさん食べるけどなぁ、友達よりも(-_-;) うぅ~ん、また学校から帰ったら書きます、日記を。(^^) そうだ!つけたし!!今日の夢は本当に恐ろしい、微妙な夢だった。私、結構体が小さいほうなんだけど、夢の中で「ボブ・サップ」に寄りかかられて、全身の体重をかけられる夢…。って、どんな夢なんだ!!って感じなんだけどね。この前のK-1を見たわけでもないし。なんか…目の前にボブ・サップが座り込んでて、ガァ~~~って体重をかけられる夢(-_-;)どんな夢だよ!これ…(T.T)^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ I should decide what I’m gonna major in next year. (T.T) So hard~~~ I wanna study Japanese and Asian history. Both of them. But I have to decide by tomorrow. So... hmm... Aww... hard! Even though I major in Japanese, there is the way to study with some professors of Asian history!? Then...I will choose Japanese history... aww... so HARD! U know the reason why I dont feel good to major in japanese history? Coz...There are tons of students who want to major in Japanese history since they came to Kyoto. (-_-;) It’s the best place to study Japanese history, I guess. There are a lot of temples and shrines. A lot of museum. A lot of historical places. But....it’s the reason why i don’t feel good to major in Japaense history. there are 4 professors of Japanese history. But...since there are a lot of students who want to major in Japanese history, ....if I major in it, I won’t have a lot of chances to study deeply... right? One professor has to take care of many students. They don’t have enough time to focus on one student. On the other hand, Asian history... there are 4....intresting and characteristic prof. I like those of them... But since I dont have enough knowledge of chinese and Korean history, I’m worried what if I change my mind...like..."ah...I don’t know what the prof. is talking about! I should have major in Japanese history...." like that. (-_-;) it’s the worst case. Hmm... Maybe i’m gonna major in Japanese history, but try to study and make some connections with prof. from Asian history. Then~ I could study both Japanese and Asian history(^^) hard=3 =3 What should I do~~~~? (T.T) 来年何を専攻するか決めないといけないよぉ(T.T)めっちゃ大変!!どうしよう・・・。日本史も東洋史もやりたいんだよね。両方。でも、明日までにどっちにするか決めないと駄目だし。提出しないと駄目なんだよね。う~ん、あ~、どうしよう。難しいよ!!日本史を専攻しても、東洋史の先生の下で知識を得ることはできるかなぁ?勉強する機会をもらえるかなぁ?それだったら、迷わず日本史にいくかも。なんで私が日本史を有無も言わずに選ばないかと言うと・・・理由があるのです。京都の大学に歴史を学びに来たという生徒が山ほどいるのです、私の大学には。っていうことは、来年日本史を専攻する生徒が山ほどいるということで、と言うことは・・・教授は4人しかいないのに、一人の教授にほかの専攻よりもたくさんの生徒がつくと。だから、もし日本史を専攻したら、教授はほかの生徒も見なくちゃいけないから、一人一人に東洋史や西洋史みたいに時間はかけてられないのさ。(T.T)それに比べて、東洋史の先生はすごく面白そうで、魅力的。教授同士の仲もよさそうだし。でも、考え方を変えると…、私中国や韓国の歴史をあんまり良く知らないから、もし分からないことばかりになって「日本史選べばよかった~~、分からん!!」なんてことになっちまったら・・・。それこそ最悪なケースだよね。…う~ん、日本史にしようかなぁ?そして、東洋史の先生ともconnectionを持つよう頑張ると。そしたら両方勉強できるし!あぁ・・・難しい。どうしよう??(T.T)
2002/12/12
ただいま夜中2時。まだ終わらず、寝れずにいます。レジュメを作っているんだけど、情報が膨大にありすぎて、まとめる事が困難に(T.T)でも、まだ時間はあるし、がんばるぞぉぉぉ!!というかね、今気分転換をしようと風呂に入ったんだけど、なんと・・・気づいたら40分ぐらい入ってたらしい(@_@)寝たのかなぁ?まぁ、いいや。でもまだ眠たくて…。睡魔は恐ろしいね。よし…、私も頑張るか!!応援、ありがとうございます(T.T)そうそう、お風呂の残り湯って捨てるのもったいないですよね?洗濯に使うとか?ちょっと主婦的話題なんですが…、助言があったらいただけますか?よろしくお願いしまっすm(_ _)m では、頑張ってきます!It’s 2 am now... I still cannot go to bed coz I’m not ready yet. There are too much information to write down on the paper.(T.T) I should put important info. on it... But I still have time.... I can do it!!....right?@_@ yeah...to refresh myself, I decided to take a bath...but when I realized, I was in the bath for 40 min... (-_-;) Was I sleeping? I know...i’m sleepy now.. BUt I should do my assignment!!wow...sleepiness is scary... ah... I will do my best!! aww.. ok. i gotta go. ttyl^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ほんま、今日は落ち込みまする(T.T)今成人式用にバカチンで撮った写真をとって来たんだけど、すごい事になってる…。どうしよう…。しかも、今朝の一大イベントであったpresentation,先生に批判され、ほんまへこんでます。あんま寝ずにやったのに。まぁ、人間生きてれば良い日もあれば、悪い日もあるよね。ほんま、落ち込んでます。seriously depressed (T.T) During the lunch time, I went to get the pics that I took with kimono.... sigh=3 I don’t wanna see....(-_-;) Also today’s main event, the presentation.... after I finished my presentation, my prof. blamed me...(-_-;) aww....really...sad... depressed... I couldn’T sleep well coz...I should prepare for the presentation!....aww.... Life is not always happy....
2002/12/11
I wrote a lot before...but somehomw this computer didn’t work well...and it’s all gone. (T.T) what a... sigh=3 I should write down again. ok... again, I’m in library and studying. Finally tomorrow I should do my presentation. Also! My class is in the 1st period. It means I cannot be late... I should wake up early and prepare for my presentation. awww... Do u think I can wake up by myself? (@_@) Nowadays, I think i told u before, but...it’s really hard to wake up in the morning coz it’s really cold...and not that blight. aww.. okok. I shouldn’t be negative. Even though I study a lot and read a lot of books, There are still a lot of things to do.... But Hope i could finish all of them tomorrow. ^^ then...finally I could talk...or...sleep or...whatever i want!! yey~~~ (/^_^)/ ok...I will write down whta i did...today. Unfortunately, I woke up late today.... My class started from 10;35am, But can u imagine when I woke up? I woke up....at.... 10;10am. It can’t be... so after I woke up, I prepared quickly and left my home around...10;20am. wow~~ so fast,right? hehe....nono...I cannot be proud of it... Neway, and then...I got school around...10;48am... (T.T) I was a bit late...but that was stil nice coz i attend the class...right? Also when i got school, my teacher still didnt take an attendance. yey~~ I was really lucky☆hehe that’s what happened today. Ah...actually i have a lot of things to write...but since i should go in 10 min, i will write down after my presentation is over. really...now right now..I got a problem... hmm...Is it a problem? hmm... yeah kind of. with my friend. ha=3 okay....I gotta go now. take care~~~ have a good day! I wish u luck.さっき書いたのに、パソコンがおかしくなって全部消えた~~~。なんてこった。。。何も言う気が起こらなかったよ。また同じ事を書かなくてはいけないのねん・・・・。よし、頑張るべ。ということで、またまた昨日と同じく図書館に入り浸っています。今週に入り2日連続☆って、別に威張れる事ではないけどね(-_-;) ついに!明日presentationがやってきます。しかも1限目。ということは、絶対に遅刻は出来ないと言う事で…、絶対に休めないと言う事で…おまけに絶対に早く学校に行って用意をしなくちゃいけないということで…。なかなか神経を使いそうだ、こりゃ。最近起きるのが辛くなっている私に可能なことだろうか?でも、多分緊張してるから余計熟睡できないかもしれないね。これは日記だから今日の出来事について書かないとね。今日は…そうそう。朝遅刻をしてしまったよ。「遅刻」とは呼べないかな??10時35分から授業が始まるんだけど、起きたら10時10分。有りえんくない~~~~!?で、10分で用意をし、ダッシュで学校に。そして到着したのが、10時48分ごろ。でも幸運な事になんとまだ出席を取っていなかったんですね~~~~!ラッキ~☆本当はもっと書くことがあるんだけど、ほんまにやばいので、そろそろ行きます。いろいろ問題は山積みだけど・・。頑張るッペ!
2002/12/10
非常に大変なことになっています(T.T)こういう事を人は「自業自得」と言うんですね。痛感。あ、何のことかというとあさってに迫っている「presentation」なんですね…。もっと早くやり始めれば良かったものを、文献が思った以上にたくさんあって、手当たり次第に読んで行っている感じ。なんて効率の悪い…、と多分私の母は私を見て言うだろうけど…。今はちょっと息抜きにパソコンを図書館で触っています。本当は「そんなことしてる暇、ないっしょ!!」っていう状況だけど、まぁ休ましてよ(-_-;)友達からメールも来たし。やっぱりパソコンは使い出すと止まらないよね。いかんいかん、まさに「中毒」。どんだけ触っていても飽きない。今回のpresentationのtopicは「韓国と日本の関係」。結構辛いものがあるよね、時代によっては。でも、その本質を知りたいというか、ちゃんと「正しい」歴史を知りたいのです。何が正しくて、何が正しくないかなんて分からないけど。事実は必ずある。ただそれが、人の「気持ち」によって変わる。人のとらえ方によっても違うし。歴史ってどこまでも深まる学問かなぁ?って、偉そうに(-_-;)今はとにかく空腹で・・・。やばい、お腹が鳴りそう。必死でちょっと屈み気味にして、鳴るのを食い止めてるよ。では、また家に帰って、パソコンを触る余裕があったら書きます。課題やテストに追われる人、私も同じ状況で困ってます。でも…がんばろ~~~!! Aww... It’s soo hard and I thin it becomes a serious problem(T.T)People call this situation...."it’s all because of ur fault." I really feel it. I know it’s my fault. If I started to research earlier, then I wouldn’t be ....in a big problem. ke~~~~~~ (-3-) what am I talking about?? oh...it’s about my presentation and big assignment. I didn’t expect that there are such a lot of books in this Library... (-_-;) so I don’t know which book is suitable for this topic... It means I should check all of them and read once. (T.T) ohhhhh(T.T) It can’t be~~~~!!! Now i’m taking a rest and I sent some msg to my friend in library. I cannot stop using internet...I’m sure i’m addicted to using internet and computer. it’s "ADDICTED" Actually, in this situation, I shouldn’t have time to use computer...but I cannot concentrate...so I couldnt help using internet. hahaha Addicted Marie. i know i know.. In this time, my topic of the presentation is "the relationship between korea and japan." Depend on the era, it’s quite hard for me to research...to tell the truth. But I wanna know whta it the truth and what is not. Now i dont know whta is true and what is a lie though... The Truth should exist. so...I wanna know it. For what? hmm....I dont know. But As one japanese, I think I should know the truth. Sometimes the truth could be changed because of ppl’s mind and thoughts. Also it’s different how to understand one happening....depend on ppl. Everyone is...not same. hmm...okay... I’m soo hungry now... My stomach "sings" (T.T) aww... I should bow(?)....to not let my stomach "sing"..okay..then I will write later...in my house. see ya~~~ Good luck~~~ if U are in the same situation with me~~ like...surrounded by a lot of problem...or...assignemt...or tests! Ganbatte====!!
2002/12/09
ただいま帰りました~~~☆いやぁ~~~、今日は忙しかったなぁ…(ちょっと年寄りくさい!?)本当に、今日は公共交通機関をフルに利用して移動をしたよ。 祖母の家から私の故郷に向けて朝出発をしたんだ。で、今日の最大イベント「成人式の写真撮り」…あっ!!年がばれてる?これ(-_-;)まぁ、いいや。そうなのです、私もうすぐ「成人」なのさぁ~~~!!(^_^)イェイ!もう少ししたらお年玉が貰えなくなる…(T.T)あんまりお金に執着しちゃだめだね(-.-)ということで、今日は私の故郷にある写真館に行って、着付けをしてもらい、そして写真を撮ってもらいました☆着物なんて「高級感☆」がありすぎて、なかなか私なんか着る機会がないんだ…。新年に着るわけでもないし。日本風の服を着るって言ったら「浴衣」くらいかな?だから、たくさん写真屋さんに「貸衣装」があって、その中から選ぶのが大変だった(-_-;)こんな時に私の「優柔不断」ぶりが発揮され、実に時間が掛かった…。最終的に迷ったのが「桜色」と「紺」という、正反対の色。両親と電話をした時は、父も母も「濃い青」を推していたんだ。「ピンク」とか「水色」は、顔が柔らかく、穏やかに、そして優しい雰囲気に見えるんだよね。決して嫌いな色ではないし、自分の洋服たんすを見ると明るい「赤・ピンク・オレンジ」etcの服が多いのも事実。でも、せっかく「成人」するんだから!……ちょっと大人っぽい、落ち着いた雰囲気の着物を着ちゃっても良いかなぁ~~というのが、両親の意見だったし、私もそれに賛成だったので、最終的に「紺」になりました☆ちょっと大人チック!?に。キリッとね(^^)どうなんだろう??写真の写りは・・・・・。「だましだまし」にね。写真を撮るのも慣れてないから、やっぱり緊張する。なんか…恥ずかしいし。思い出すと恥ずかしいさ!!(*-_-*) そうそう!写真を撮るときは化粧は濃いめにするんだね!?私、知らなかった~~~!!だから、美容師さんがメークをしてくれたんだけど、普段はつけないような赤い口紅をぬったり、たくさんアイシャドウをのせられたりしたときは、正直「えぇ…、これって良いの?けばくない?私…」って思った。写真写りを見て、確認したいとおもいまする。 これが今日のイベントです。あとはもう水曜日の発表に向けて寝ずに勉強するよ…(T.T)頑張りまする・・・。 I’m home now~~~~~~☆It was sooo busy today~~~~ phew=3 (Am I an old person!?) Seriously, I used public transport to the full and moved. This morning, I left from my grandma’s house to my hometown. Then....there was a main event of today. It’s to have my photograph taken for a coming-of-age ceremony....AH!! Did u notice my age? (-_-;) doesn’t matter.... yes, i’m gonna be 20 yrs old. I’m gonna be an "adult"~~~!! (^_^) yey~~~! Sooner or later, I won’t be able to get a New Year’s present...(T.T)hehe I think I shouldn’t care about money too much~ (-_-;) Neway, I went to a photo studio that is located in my hometown. And then, I wore Kimono and took some pic☆ I didn’t have many chance to wear Kimono.(I wore when I was 7yrs old...but)..It’s very very expensive to buy it... So it’s rare to wear even though I live in japan...and I’m japanese. Even new year day, I don’t wear it. As u know, it’s japanese traditional clothes though... (-_-;) hmm...sometimes I wear Yukata in summer. It’s more casual than Kimono. So it means it’s easier to wear. (^^) That’s why it was really hard to pick one Kimono.... I didn’t know which one is good for me... I’m such an indecisive person... so it took lo~~~ng time to decide one. (-_-;) In the end, there were two choices... "pink" or "navy blue". They are tottaly opposite colour. When I talked with my father and mother on the phone last night, they recommended "dark blue." "pink" and "sky blue".... In their opinion, those colours are "pretty" and "a bit childsih" coz this pic is for my 20th yrs commemoration. hahaha~ "pink" and "sky blue", those colours make ppl’s face look soft, calm, and kind...I think. I like those warm colours. Actually if u look at my wardrobe, there are red, pink, and orange clothes a lot. But this case... I’m gonna be 20th yrs old... it’s to be a "woman" haha so.... I wanted to respect my parents’ opinion... also I agreed with their thoughts. U know...they know about me coz we lived for 19 yrs together. (^^) so they know about me soo much,right? I’m their child. keke so... I wore "navy blue" Kimono☆ A bit...adulitic? keke mature??(phew=3 so embarassing~~) I hope the pic looks cool and ...really hope it would be unforgettable. How is the pic gonna be...!? I had never took a serious pic in photo studtio...so i was really nervous. (*-_-*) and embarassing!! The photographer said, "oh it’s good~ look at here...ok. keep smiling~~~"..... so embarassing! (-_-;) oh yeah! When we take a pic in studio, we should put a lot of make up stuff... coz If i don’t put a lot, it doesn’t show up. I didn’T know that before...so today, when I went to a beauty salon, I was surprised and worried coz the hairdresser put a lot of make up stuff such as eye shadow...and lipstick. It was too reddish. I thought..."omg...it’s too much! My face looks scary..." in my mind. I hope it works well on the pic. (^^) Aww~~ so scary! HOw is the pic gonna be? I wanna show u~~....if it looks really good (-_-;) If I look ugly, then I won’t. (-_-;) It was the biggest event today. From now on, I should concentrate on studying...and I have a presentation on this wed. so.... Awww!! I will do my best!!(^^)v.....I won’t be able to sleep... (T.T)
2002/12/08
今学校から帰ってきました。もうちょっとしたら祖母の家に行くつもり。今回は母方ではなく、父方の祖母の家に☆MSN使えなくてさみしいよぉぉぉ~~~(T.T)でもまぁ、すぐに帰ってくるし…。良い着物を選んできまっす(意味深?)Now I got home from school. Soon I will leave my house to go to my grandma’s house. it’s rainy in japan today~~~ So it’s also chilly... This time, I will go to my grandma’se house who is father’s side. Aww~~~ I cannot use msn (T.T) sad~~~ but... hmm... yeah we should concentrate on studying....for two of us. just for few days.... I will try to do it.. I will come back home tomorrow...so...I will be back soon. I will choose good kimono~~~ hehe (^^)
2002/12/07
Thank u so much (^^) When I talk to u,.... I feel really comfortable. U always help me... whatever happens, u gonna be in my side? I’m always in ur side. I promise. whatever happens.. (^^) thank u.^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 学校から帰ってきました。今日はすごく充実してたような気がする!!なんか幸せだった。いろんな人が書き込みをしてくれて、新しい出会い(HP上だけどね ^^)や友達の温かみに触れて、すごく幸せ。嬉しい、本当に。いろんな人に支えながら私は毎日を過ごしてるんだな~って実感しました。ありがとうm(_ _)m 今日は昼休みに専攻決めの集会があった。私の大学の史学科の教授が総出で、すごくexciting。。。。私にとってはすごく楽しい時間でした。どの教授も魅力的で、いつまでも知的探究心をもっているんだな~と。そうやって年をとっていくっていうのは、私にはすごく魅力的に映るんだ。日・東・西洋史、どの教授も楽しい授業をしてくれそうだし、私はこの大学に来て良かったなぁ~って思いました(^^)自分も頑張って勉強をしようと思ったし。自分もいつまでも探究心を持って、何事にもね。そしたら素敵に年をとれるかな?(^^)本人の前で直接こんな恥ずかしいことは言えないけど、私は自分の母親のように年をとりたいな~って思う。最近離れて過ごしているせいかもしれないけど、やっぱり親のありがたみが身にしみるんだ。ははは、なんか私「良い人」ぶってる?父親も。両親を尊敬できる自分がいるって事は嬉しいことだと本当に思う。あ、なんでこんな話にとんでるんだろう…。えっと、ということで、専攻決めの集会があり、素敵な教授たちの元でこれから一生懸命勉強をしていきたいと…意気込んでる?かな?私。 なんか今日は嬉しくて。素敵な日が過ごせたと本気で思えるんだ。そして放課後は図書館で追い込まれた課題をやりました。なんか本当に時間がなくて追い込まれています(T.T)自業自得なんだけどね。本当に。でも、面白いから頑張る~~~☆その後は大切なお友達と語らいの時間☆やっぱり私、本当にいろんなひとに支えられてる。彼女と話すと素の自分を見せてるような気がするし。私も彼女にとって大切な存在であったらいいなと思いました。「失いたくない友達がいることはすごいことだ」って、本当だね。 というのが、今日でした。明日は授業が終わった後にまた祖母の家に。週末はいろいろ予定が入ってるけど、ちゃんと日記は書くよ~~~☆また報告します☆ Now I’m home~~. I’m very satisfied today, I guess. I’m really happy about it. Some ppl left some msg BBS. It’s a new encounter through internet. And it’s also written by my precious friends (^^) That’s special for me. I’m really...happy. I cannot say in words. But it’s really precious... irreplaceable... (^^) I’m here...coz there are a lot of friends beside me. Also u too.^^ really... Thank u so much. m(_ _)m There was a meeting in lunch time today to decide which course we gonna major in next year. We should decide which course we gonna mojor in such as Japanese, Asian, and European history. There are about 15 professors how is studying history came to the meeting. That was really cool and exciting for me. It was so much fun to listen to what each professor said for me. All prof. are cool and fascinating. I’m sure all prof. ’s lecture will be interesting! They always have "curious eyes." It looks very charming(?). I wanna grow older like them. Try not to lose curious eyes.. Always be eager... I thought it was good to come this univ. (^^) coz I could meet such good professors. And I wanna study under them as much as possible. .... Am I a liar? hehe I’m sure that I cannot say to my mom in person though... I wanna be like my mother. I wanna grow older like her. Also my father. Nowadays since I live by myself, I think to live with my parents is precious and lucky. Before I had never felt like that though. (^^) Also i think I’m lucky coz I could respect my parents. haha ....hmm...I’m not telling a lie~~~ i’m not trying to be a good daughter~~ aww...why did i start talking about my parents? haha ok... Today I’m really in good mood. I could spend really good time. After school, I was studying in library...Coz i didnt finish my assignment yet... it’s my fault(T.T). I know I know... But after that I met my friend and talked^^ she is also important friend. She said, "it’s good to have a friend whom U dont wanna lose. It’s good thing." I think what she said is right. how do u think? Don’t u think so? that’s my day... Tomorrow after school I should go to my grandma’s house again. Aww~~~ I dont have time for assignment~~ (T.T) but I will write my diary for sure~~
2002/12/06
今日は朝良いメールで起きました☆そしてチャット。私はやっぱり「チャット中毒」かもしれない(-_-;)でもだって楽しいんだもん~~~☆でもね、その後ご飯を食べて「ちょっと横になろうかなぁ~」…まさに「牛」への道をまっしぐらですね(-_-;)で、ちょっと横になったら…夕方に。ありえんくない?外はちょっと暗くなってて。でも何だか起きる気がしなかったので、そのまま布団の中で考え事をしていました。そしてさっき起きて、メールの返信をし、日記を更新し終えたらいい加減宿題をしようと思っています。にしても、久しぶりによく寝たかな?友達に「もっと楽しい日記を書きな~~」と言われたので、気持ちを一新して楽しい生活を送りたいなと思いました。だよね、楽しい生活を送るのが一番!!また宿題にきりがついたら書き込もうと思います。やっぱり日記を書くと気持ちが楽になるな~。そうそう、私最近はまってる人が!最近買ったんだけど、Crystal kayなの!almost seventeenっていうアルバムが今うれてるよね??私も思わず買ってしまったんだけど、めちゃんこいいよ~~!!と、よう分からん「宣伝」らしきものをして・・・いやいや。「オススメ」です!!! I woke up by good mail~~ (^^) and then I used MSN☆I think I’m really addicted to chatting~~ hahaha but it’s really fun to talk to u(-_-;) I cannot stop chatting~~~~ kekeke then today, after i finished chatting and had lunch, I felt...."ahh...I wanna lie down...." Aww....I’m gonna be like a cow...(-_-;) and then...when I woke up, it was...around 3pm... sigh=3 But I didnt wanna get up, so....I just lie down...and kept thinking. Then...I woke up like...1 hr ago and wrote some e-mail, ate dinner(?), and then now.. I think I should do my hw after i finished writing this diary. Aww I feel better after i write my diary (^^) My friend told me, "write more funny diary" haha ^^ yeah u are right. I wanna spend funny life. oh yeah, nowadays i get to like one singer. Her name is Crystal kay. Her father is American, and her mother is korean. and She was born in japan. That’s her profile. She released one CD album named "almost seventeen." When i went to CD shop, I found it... and I was really curious...and couldnt help buying.. (-_-;) so i bought it! sooo good! I really wanna recommend it!! not advertising.... i RECOMMEND it. ^^ really good~~ I think she is same style with Utada hikaru. hmm... I dont know...maybe or not.^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ やばい。寂しくて仕方ないよ。いろいろ考えると泣けてくる。明るくいかないと!!だめだ・・・。さみしい。涙がとまらない。明るい日記を書くって決めたのに。 Aww.. feel really lonely.. If I think of a lot of thing, I start crying.. cheer up!! marie... -_- lonely... stop crying!! aww.... さみしいよ・・・ i decided to write a funny diary though...
2002/12/05
今大学から帰ってきました(^^)今日は久しぶりに大切なお友達と語らい、夕食を食べました☆むふふ。楽しかったなぁ~~。なんかわざとらしい?私(-_-;)でも本当だよ。また誘うからね!!…覚悟をして待っててね☆今日の題名「がんばって~~」っていうのは、大切な友達に向けて。具体的に言うと2人なんだけどね。あ、また後で書くね。Now i got home from school.(^^)Today I met my important friend and had dinner~~~ Long time no see~~ hehe It was really fun! enjoyable.^^ I’m serious...(-_-;) I’m gonna ask u to come out again~~ so wait for me~~ kekeke don’t be afraid...hehetoday’s title is "good luck" coz i wanna say that phrase to 2 ppl. they are really important for me. hmm...i’m gonna write down later~ Neways good luck!!^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ hey...I dont know the reason why I cannot type in Japanese. I should check what happened to my computer. sigh=3 It’s not a big problem for me. Awww.... Sooo ANNOYING!! how come? He doesn’t have any rights to tell me like that! shit...oops! Sorry I shouldn’t swear. (-_-) Awww!1 So mad now... Neways, How was ur test? (^^) Ok.... I will write down what happened today. After I got home, what did i do...? I watched one movie named "GO." It’s a story of one boy who was born in japan but korean. I think this movie was released in korea too. But during I was watching it, I fell asleep. (-_-;) so I just watched the beginning and the ending. I should rent DVD again. ha~~~..... and then after the movie was over, my mom called me. It was so much fun to talk with my mom. I feel so nowadays (^^) I like to talk with my mom. hahaha But when i lived with her, she always scold me....so that was annoying for me. But now I’m glad that I could have a fun on the phone with my mom. Aww... so irritated... how come...(T.T) k.I think I should do my hw. I have only one week left. The due date is next Wednesday. Aww....I dont have time!! But I wanna talk to u~~~~ (T_T) hmm....annoying. sorry... Today’s diary is not that fun... I’m gonna write better one tomorrow. sorry... aww... what do u know about me? huh? u dont know anything about me...aww!! sorry...
2002/12/04
今日の目覚めは最高!!だって12時間寝たからね…。昨日家に帰り、めちゃんこ早く寝ちゃった☆久しぶりに「うぉ~、寝た☆」っていう感じ。メールで起きるっていいね(^^)誰かからのメールで起きるって私はすごく嬉しいな。でもね…、学校で結構恥ずかしい事があったのさ。今日は例の魔の英語の授業。「誰が当たるか分からないから油断できない、Spainの章をやってる」…そうそう!先週の火曜日に書いたあの!!遂に当たってしまいました(T.T)しかもミスを…。一段落ずつ訳すんだけどね、まずその段落を読むの。それは「上手ですね~」って褒められたのね。それは正直嬉しかった。でもね…それからが問題。英語でパラ~~って読んで理解してるだけだったから、訳し方が分からんかった…。私はひがみ症だから、もし他の人がこんなことを言ってたらムカつくはずなんだけどね…、「英語なら分かる」なんてさ…、言われたらムカつかない??私はムカつく。性格が悪いからね~~(-_-;)やっぱりもっと勉強をしないとだめだと痛感しました。今日の英語の授業のおかげです。頑張って勉強をすることに決めました。それと…、今日の題名は「私の詩」。実はね…書いてるんだよ、恥ずかしいけど。私はこのHPを読んだらもしかしたら分かるかもしれないけど、日記を書くのが好きなんだ。昔ancient historyの先生が「あなたたちが毎日つけている日記もあなたの歴史だ」って言ったのね。結構こっぱずかしい言い回しじゃない?でもそれを聞いた私は感動してしまったの!!しかも日記って後で読むと結構面白いの☆大した文才はないけど、とにかく「自分の言葉」で表すのが好き。「自己満足」の世界かな??う~ん・・・・、そうかも(-.-)で、最近はちゃっちい詩…「詩」なんて呼べるほど大そうなものじゃないけど、書き始めたんだ・・・。誰か感想を言って…。正直に受け止めますので…。で、今回初めて英語で書いてみました。やっぱり語彙力がないから難しいね。でも頑張って書いてみたので、もしも読んでくれるなら…目を通してください。出来れば…正直な感想なんかも…。思うんだけどね、詩を書いて、それに「音楽」の要素を込めて歌にする人って本当に尊敬の念を隠せない。それが人の心を動かすんだよ??本当にすごいと思います。ということで、今日は恥ずかしいことを発表、そして実際に恥ずかしい出来事もありました。が、そんな一日も私の「歴史」ですね(-_-;) I felt really good when I woke up this morning!!coz I slept 12 hrs. Last night, I slept soo early after I got home from school☆ When I woke up, I felt "ohhh I slept enough!" That was really good that I woke up by e-mail (^^) I’m really glad that I could wake up by e-mail from someone. Don’t u think so? Do u feel annoyed? In my case, I’m really happy about it. But...I had really...shameful happening today at school. I had that....scary English class. I think I wrote about it last Tuesday. "Nobody knows that whom teacher would ask to translate...."...yeah yeah, That english class!! Finally she asked me to translate (T.T) Moreover, I made some shameful mistake...Everyone who is pointed should read one paragraph and translate. So I read one paragraph aloud. Then my teacher addmire(praise?) me. So i was really happy. ^^ But....after that.... when i translated into Japanese, I didn’t know how to say in japanese....(=_-;) i always understand just with..."feeling" when i read english. I think most of my friends...they don’t translate all words into their own language... Everyone just read and understand in english.... In my case, I just understand with my feeling but not translate into japanese even though i dont know the meaning of one word....actually I think I should find the meaning of the word from dictionary though.... Aww...Maybe i’M so mean. If I cannot speak english and dislike english, ....if there is someone who says, "I dont translate into japanese when I read english"......I would not like this person. I would feel, "this person is sefl-assertive." Most of Japanese ppl don’t like a person who expresses her/himself too much. awww....Neways, I thought I really have to study english more. And I decided to study english more from now on. ... yeah. I think I should. hmm...today’s title is "my poem." Did u know that I write some poem? So embarassing...to say about it. Maybe u already felt and knew that....I like to write a diary. ^^ When I was a high school student, i was taking ancient history class. At that time, my teacher said, " Do u write a diary everyday? Ur diary is also ur history." I was impressed by his words. That phrase is embarassing? hmm....hehe. But u know? Diary is really funny if u read over after...few yrs or days later. I’m sure that my diary is my history. hahaha. (^^) I dont have a literary talent though, I like to express what I felt or what i thought with my own words. Is it "self-satisfaction"?? hmm...maybe....(-_-;) then...nowadays, I wrote some..."poem" ka~~~ so embarassing! It cannot call as "poem." It’s just...some "sentence" (-.-;) Please tell me what u felt if u read my "stupid poem". Be honest. U dont need to say good thing to me. Just tell me how u felt. okay? and today, it’s the first time to write poem in English. hahaha~~ it’s really hard!! My vocabulary is poor...that’s why. Hmm nowadays, I repect a singer who made their song and lyrics by him/herself. that’s great...don’t u think so? One song moves person’s mind. It’s unbelievable and amazing,right?? hmm...ok. so...if u read my "sentences," please tell me how u felt...be honest. hahaha~~~ sooo really really really embarassing!! ok. I had some shameful happening...and embarassing announcement about my poem today. (-_-;) But it’s also my HISTORY~~~ hehehe
2002/12/03
Hey~ I came back to Kyoto from my grandma’s house this morning. U know....I woke up 6am coz i had a class from 8;50am.... But...This class was canceled...(T.T) Why did I wake up early??? I really wanna shout.. Also I had an assignment to write an short essay...and i did it last night around....2am. (-_-;) It means I didn’t sleep enough. sigh=3 I wanna sleeeeeeeep!! (T.T) Should i go back to my house? or...Should I stay school? But I wanna use msn....(-.-) Hmm.... yeye~~ Right now, I saw my mark of the presentation that i did in computer class last week. I think I wrote about it before. There were 6 groups. And our group got the highest mark!! During the presentation, all students had to listen to each other and put some comment on the sheat.....so did I. That comment...my teacher also gave us what kind of comment other students wrote. hmm...How can i explain? I hope u could understand. Well...then...I also got the comment. AND!! Listen up! Someone wrote.....MY presentation was the best. Our group has 5 ppl. All of us have our own part...and made some graph. Then! Someone said, "Marie’s presentation was the best from this group" yey~~~~~ so happy now (^^) hehehe..... yeyeyeye~~ I did good on this presentation~~~ hehehe happy☆ ok...I will write down later~~ see ya 祖母の家から帰ってきました~~、今朝。8時50分から1限があるので、6時に起きて帰ってきたんだけど、な…なんと一限目の授業が休講になった…(T.T)じゃあ、なんで私は早く起きたんだ~~?このあと私は午後からしか授業がないのに…。ほんま、叫びたい気分。あの満員の電車に揺られ、しかも立って乗ってきたのに…。しかもちょっとしたレポートの宿題があって、昨日の夜中2時にやったのに…。それも水の泡??っていうことは、寝ていないということですね~~~☆ほほほほ(@_@)寝たいよぉぉぉぉぉぉ!!今から家に帰るべきかなぁ?だってMSN使いたいしなぁ。おぉ!今先週やったコンピューターの授業のマークをもらいやした。めっちゃ良い!!6つグループがあったんだけど、家のグループが一番評価がいい!!1つのグループが発表している間にほかの生徒たちは発表者の評価をするのね。私もだから発表していないときは他のグループの評価をするんだけど。で、そのコメントを先生が抜粋して、点数を私たち生徒に配布してくれたんだけど…そこには思っても見ないことが…。聞いてね☆私のグループには5人いて、それぞれが自分のパートを持ってpower pointを使ってグラフや表を作って発表したんだけど、誰かが「最初に発表した人(=私)のが一番見やすかった」と書いてくれたの☆ほんまうれし~~~!!この評価を見れただけでもしかしたら今日学校に来て良かったかも(^^)ほんま、うれし~~~!!またあとで書きます☆---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I’m home~ U know....I went to school just for...one class. That started from 1pm. I was really sleepy and didn’t wanna go....but since i’m such a good (?) student, I went to class. yey~~ (/-_-)/ BUT! This class made me fall asleep....(T.T)....only....10 min!! I guess...(-_-;) hehehe.....aww...really sleepy. But I should do my assignmet... Same with u. (-.-)a Did u finish ur assignment? Ganbatte~~~ hmm... aww... stomachache.... I will write down later again...
2002/12/02
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