First of all, I've got to explain how I've spent these days since June 13. My girl had a terrible asthma attack suddenly right after I had finished writing the last diary here...! She had to stay in a hospital for a week..., and that means I had to stay there as well!
At first two or three days there, she couldn't sleep because of her sharp and stubborn cough. And neither did I. Her coughing went on for a couple of days inspite of the doctor's treatment of intravenous drip.
It's too much pain for me to see my girl keep coughing and breathing with difficulty.
I couldn't have days off even in the situation like this! Can you guess how sad I was? I really wanted to stay with her and help her to get well, but my job didn't allow me to do so....I had to be responsible for my job and only a little bit of my job could be substituted by other workers.
So, my husband and I decided to share taking care of her, and took some time off in turn, controlling our work schedules. Though, as for the nighttime, I stayed with her all night at the hospital 'cause she needed me especailly when she was sick. Taking care of her, I did some of my tasks on the bed at the hospital while she was sleeping. That took away most of my sleeping time...(CRY...)
Finally she were able to come home after 1 week's staying there! phew.... How fantastic it was to have a usual life at home with my families.
Just one week's stay.... But it made my bodily rhythm out of order. Even after we were back home, I couldn't get back to my usual daily schedule. I got sleepy all the time and I could never wake up before 5:00 a.m... I couldn't get up at 2:00 or 3:00 a.m. anymore.
Though, I'm afraid, if I continue my hard working, I woud get sick, soon or later. Probably it would be a good decision for me to ask my boss for changing my position into easier one.
What I want mostly is a healthy and happy life with my family. I don't think I wanted to be promoted.
Oooops, I've got to go back to my housework, so please excuse me here today.(^^)ノ