Life of a sorority girl

i havent updated my rakuten blog for long, loooong time. gosh! :) well to be honest i wasnt that motivated to fill out my blog, not that i was busy but just a matter of motivation. i have no motivation to do anything lately. i dont know why. so im still with AJ, i think i really kinda like him. i dream about him all the time, i think about him all the time, and i think im in love! finally found the one that i really like so is always a good thing :) so last week was a disaster for me. not only i found out that my ex was lieing to me whole time. (well its dalibor, if you dont know who that is, you can read my past blog. ) well there is this girl karen, whom he told me that shes his friend's girlfriend and he told me that he loves me and only wants me. Bull Shit. Karen added me on messenger, she was kinda talking to me, and was like why are you talking to me, i dont even know you. and she told me that shes been learning japanese and her " bf" told her that im japanese. so i was like " whos your boyfriend?" and she told me " dalibor, my boyfriend " so i waslike " ohhh, dalibor. i thought you were his friend's girlfriend thats what he told me" and she was kinda got mad about it, and she was like " how do you feel about dalibor now? are you friends with him or what? " and i was like " im his ex girlfriend. and i dont feel nothing about him now, i have the most wonderful gorgeous boyfriend, thats what i ask for nothing more" and she was like " how long have you known my boyfriend" and iwas like " since december 2004" and she said " me too, i guess that means he was lieing to both of us" yeah, basically he is mother f**ckin bastard, hes the real fucked up dipshit. he even was lieing the fact that he had a kid. i knew there were something wrong about him, like all the things he said to me. hes all fuckin FAKE! im not mad at karen, in fact i feel sorry for her. im angry at dalibor, for wasting my time. luckily im over him. when he was proposing me on messenger, i was thinking about AJ. AJ is the only guy i want to be with. not a crackhead. i cant even believe what this guy did this to me. what an ass. gosh. 5 weeks and few days til i go home, im so excited! at the same time i feel very anxious about test. grrr, hopefully ill be ended up getting 2.8! i really really need it. well thats about it for now, ill ttyl!