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2004年09月の記事
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So tired....
Every day, I mainly watch the kids.Sometimes if I plan ahead, I get to go out at night or go out shopping for couple of hours while Wadee takes over.Today was like, just me watching them all day long, and because I didn't sleep well last night, I was extremely tired.I send Melody off to Kindergarten in the morning, but still having a two-year-old and three-month-old baby is a lot of work.Sometimes I still think of times when I just had Melody.....I used to think having a baby was so hard.Not even, I think now.One baby is easy. Just because it was my first baby, I think I used to get more slack off from people around me.Now it's like there is no break.I barely have time to take shower, brush my hair, put makeup etc....I have to ask for help from Wadee.I will let Maxwell cry, but the problem is Nile.Nile touches the baby and he can't be trusted.And lately just before his third months' arrival, Maxwell turned over.I was told that he had done it, but I didn't believe Wadee or Melody.But I just saw him do it, with his arm out from under and all.He threw up three times, messing up my clothes.Nile was extra hyper today.Melody needed her hair washed and braided.I just had so much to do.And Wadee decided to get out the house "for a little while", and didn't come home.Instead, he went to visit his friends, talking about "I tried to call home, but nobody answered".I was like, "I didn't hear nothing....answering machine didn't pick up nothing either".He got pissed off, saying "I don't have to lie about calling home...!"Well I felt bad but I just needed a break today when baby was very cranky and Nile was crying, wanting me to push the baby over and get on my lap.....We argued and he decided to leave me alone mad.That always is the best way to end argument, because I just don't shut up sometimes.When he ignores me, I can't continue by myself too long now.As soon as he got home, kids settled down and as if nothing was wrong with them.I felt bad for calling a little bit, but as it goes for both ways, I think he needed to tell me where he was going and for how long (about).Cause I do the same.If I don't, he gets really mad so......I feel right about insisting how it should go same way for both of us.Max is awake and fussing.I am going now......Good night.
2004年09月27日
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Max well is 3-months-old today:)
He is getting soooo big.Weighs about 12 pounds, and really chubby.He recognizes me and everybody else, and looks around all the time, smiling.These days I can duplicate picutres without negatives, so I went to Walmart to that.When I can have my hobbie space, I would do scrapbooking.I love taking kids' pics, but not Wadee.He doesn't find that "Kodak moment" very too often.Melody is going to school everyday happily.Luckily, school bus doesn't come 'til close to 9:00a.m., so mornings are not that hectic in my house.I have to deal with her hair, either braid or ponytail, and she hates to take time out to get her hair done right.Her best friend Zanayah's mom always does her hair so cute.Melody's hair is harder to braid because the roots are like mine, very slippery.So I have to pull her hair a lot, and she hates that.I would try to invest on one of those hair straighning iron and share it with her.Nile is growing up rapidly, too.What I recognize about him is he is getting more and more smart.He can understand easy command very well.I have him help me with loading laundry into dryer etc....Baby is so popular among our relatives, and everytime I visit anywhere, I don't have to worry about watching the baby.80% of the time it's Tiny, his aunt , holds Maxwell.Grandma and her Godmother(Kiara, 15 years old), and Nile's godmother aunt Michelle fights over him.I enjoy the baby a lot too.I can handle my children separately and I don't mind taking him to store.I go to thrift store every Tuesday with him.In there, you can find all kinds of stuff, used.When we were living in Japan, it was embarrasing to ask for used things.But here, toys and things could be used, and still very nice.Of course it is nice to own everything brand new, but.....I love good finds there, when I go there early as soon as store opens up.Last time when I went, I got me some "Pur" water filter for $1.00, with brand new filter in it.It was broken and everytime I used it, water started to spur out and wetted countertop, so we called.They will give us a replacement.I was so happy, but we'll see if that really happenes.
2004年09月24日
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Weak
SWV's favorite song.....very cute lyrics.I'd sing this at Karaoke night at some bar.This song is very hard to sing, because Coco( the singer) sings very high, thusyou will be straining your voice cord throughout the song, and she's such a good singer, her Kobushi(I don't know how to call it in English).Black music is so great, and I'm not even dissin' other kind of music.They are just so talented, I think.Always coming up with some new slangs and stuff.Nile has been so cranky, because of his cold.Spent gruesome hours at their grandma's.Everybody was so busy, and I ended up watching 5 kids at once.I got so tired. My neighbor Philippina girlfriend Maryann stopped by and gave me some Phillippino food.I don't know what it's called, but it is cooked with beef ribs very tenderly, and got some vegitaboles (string beans, kale?) cooked in soup with vinegar flavor.It is very yummy.They serve it with rice.I want to start some Chinese style rice bowl restaurant.I know it will take a lot of time away from spending time with my kids.I wonder what is more important ....? time with your kids while they are so adorable, or monetary security.We are getting by okay, and I don't want to beat my days down because I don't work right now.I have worked for about 10years, at least, and I think sometimes, working outside, 8am to 5pm job is much more easier.You are usually promised certain breaks in between.It's hard to compare stay home moms to working moms or dads.OK, let me stop myself from bitchin' anymore because my atitude is, while you are at it, might as well enjoy it.The long hours of moms just feel really rewarded when you see their smiles.They are truely like angels from above.BGM: Another Sad Love Song by Toni BraxtonGood movie I've seen lately "Higher Learning"
2004年09月05日
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