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本当のしあわせを さがしたときに愛し愛されたいと考えるよになりました。そしてあたしは君の強さも隠しがちな弱さも汲んで、時の流れと空の色に何も望みはしない様に素顔で泣いて笑う君にエナジィを燃やすだけなのです本当のしあわせは目に映らずに案外傍にあって気付かずにいたのですが…。かじかむ指の求めるものが 見慣れたその手だったと知って、あたしは君のメロディーやその哲学や言葉、全てを守る為なら少し位する苦労もいとわないのです。時の流れと空の色に何も望みはしない様に素顔で泣いて笑う君のそのままを愛している故にあたしは君のメロディーやその哲学や言葉、全てを守り通します。君が其処に生きているという真実だけで 幸福なのです。
June 26, 2006
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ドキドキしたいのあなたのその声でドキドキしたいのあなたのその肌でドキドキしたいのあなたのその吐息でドキドキ させて?どんなにきつく抱かれてもあなたじゃなきゃ、何でもない怪しく棘を光らせた蔓に巻かれるのと同じことよ。どんなにいやらしく口付けられてもあなたじゃなきゃ、何でもない闇夜の雨の水溜りに顔を付けるのと同じことよ。どんなに華麗な言葉でもあなたからの台詞じゃなきゃ意味が無い。どんなに素敵な体温でもあなたからの愛じゃなきゃ意味が無い。気付いたのよ。あなたじゃなくちゃ、意味が無い。今までずっと背けていたこの瞳は何を見ていたの?隠していた「誰か」の本音は何処に居場所を見付けたの?この夜に信じられない程狂うあなたという薬物がぁたしの身体を巡るのよあなたというドラッグがぁたしの身体を犯すのよ。ドキドキしたいのあなたのその声でドキドキしたいのあなたのその肌でドキドキしたいのあなたのその吐息でドキドキするのあなたが存在するだけでドキドキするのあなたの、生命に。
June 21, 2006
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catch me as i fall say you're here and it's all over now speaking to the atmosphere no one's here and i fall into myself this truth drives me into madness i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away don't turn away don't give in to the pain don't try to hide though they're screaming your name don't close your eyes God knows what lies behind them don't turn out the light never sleep never die i'm frightened by what i see but somehow i know that there's much more to come immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears i can stop the pain if i will it all away don't turn away don't give in to the pain don't try to hide though they're screaming your name don't close your eyes God knows what lies behind them don't turn out the light never sleep never die fallen angels at my feet whispered voices at my ear death before my eyes lying next to me i fear she beckons me shall i give in upon my end shall i begin forsaking all i've fallen for i rise to meet the end
June 19, 2006
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hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black
June 18, 2006
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playground school bell rings again rain clouds come to play again has no one told you she's not breathing? hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to hello if i smile and don't believe soon i know i'll wake from this dream don't try to fix me i'm not broken hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide don't cry suddenly i know i'm not sleeping hello i'm still here all that's left of yesterday
June 17, 2006
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i tried to kill the pain but only brought more i lay dying and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost? my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation do you remember me lost for so long will you be on the other side or will you forget me i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost? my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my wounds cry for the grave my soul cries for deliverance will i be denied Christ tourniquet my suicide
June 16, 2006
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long lost words whisper slowly to me still can't find what keeps me here when all this time i've been so hollow inside i know you're still there watching me wanting me i can feel you pull me down fearing you loving you i won't let you pull me down hunting you i can smell you - alive your heart pounding in my head watching me wanting me i can feel you pull me down saving me raping me watching me
June 15, 2006
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I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [CHORUS:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]
June 14, 2006
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Perfect by nature Icons of self- indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world that Never was and never will be Have you no shame Don't you see me You know you've got everybody fooled Look here she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder Oh, how we love you No flaws when you're pretending But now I know she Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled Without the mask Where will you hide Can't find yourself Lost in your lies I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore It never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled Never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me Somehow now you're everybody's fool
June 13, 2006
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How can you see into my eyes Like open doors Leading you down into my core Where I've become so numb Without a soul My spirit is sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there And lead it back home [Chorus:] (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (Can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (Can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become Now that I know what I'm without You can't just leave me Breathe into me And make me real Bring me to life [Chorus] (Bring me to life) I've been living a lie There's nothing inside (Bring me to life) Frozen inside without your touch, Without your love, darling, Only you are the life among the dead All of this time I cant believe I couldnt see Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me I've been sleeping a thousand of years it seems Got to open my eyes to everything Without a thought Without a voice Without a soul Don't let me die here There must be something more Bring me to life [Chorus] (Bring me to life) I've been living a lie There's nothing inside Bring me to life
June 12, 2006
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now i will tell you what i've done for you 50 thousand tears i've cried screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me don't want your hand this time i'll save myself maybe i'll wake up for once not tormented daily defeated by you just when i thought i'd reached the bottom i'm dying again i'm going under drowning in you i'm falling forever i've got to break through i'm going under blurring and stirring the truth and the lies so i don't know what's real and what's not always confusing the thoughts in my head so i can't trust myself anymore i'm dying again i'm going under drowning in you i'm falling forever i've got to break through so go on and scream scream at me i'm so far away i won't be broken again i've got to breathe i can't keep going under
June 11, 2006
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餓えていたい何にだって何時だって餓えていたい欲にだって愛にだってだって満たされてしまったらそこでぁたしが終わっちゃうでしょ?だからって、倒れるのはよくないけれども(笑栄養失調だと診断されて笑いが込み上げたのは自分がこんなにも弱っていたから。強がりが趣味なこのぁたしでも今回ばかりはちょっと堪えたよ…実家っていい。(ぁ
June 9, 2006
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