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2005年01月の記事
全28件 (28件中 1-28件目)
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つづれ織り～so far and yet so close～
降り積もる想い出より貴方を愛してる立ち止まりうずくまった私を見つけて傷つけ合うままに2人過ごしていて 何度もう会わないと何度涙ながした若すぎて互いの気持ち見えない日には 温かなその腕をずっと掴んでた何度何度道草しても 2人はこの場所がとても好きだったから夏の空は星がとても綺麗だったね この想い受け止めてくれたなら降り積もる想い出より貴方を愛してる立ち止まりうずくまった私を見つけて時として全てに弱気になる私を見つめていて貴方に会うまでの道のりは暗くて 街の灯を独りきり遠くで眺めていた自分らしさなんて言葉は嫌いだった 生き方が上手な人の台詞だって心を隠し息を潜めた そしてこの場所で貴方に出逢った初めて交わし合った言葉を憶えている？ 今だって大事な宝物なのに同じ空見上げるのにいつもと違ってるいつの間に私たちはこんなに遠くへ時として全てに弱気になる私を見つめていて降り積もる想い出より貴方を愛してる立ち止まりうずくまった私を見つけて目の前の夢の為にわかってくれたのにいつの間に私たちはこんなに遠くへ時として全てに弱気になる私を見つめていて私を見つめていてその愛で私を見つけて GLAYとしては結構単調ﾁｯｸな曲だなぁと思ったこの「つづれ織り」。ｱﾙﾊﾞﾑは結局買ってないけど、初めて聴いたのはﾗｲﾌﾞ会場でした…。TERU君の声が上がりきってないと思うのはぁたしだけ…？(ﾟ∀ﾟ；)でもﾄﾓﾀﾞﾁは絶賛だった…価値観のｽﾞﾚがorz(ぁ
January 31, 2005
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本日の脳内循環ｿﾝｸﾞ。
Linkin Park / One Step Closer(echo) Break... I'm about to break (to break) I need room to breathe... (x3) I cannot take this anymore Saying everything i've said before All these words, they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear, the less you say You'll find that out anyway I find the answers aren't so clear Wish i could find a way to disappear All these thoughts, they make no sense I found bliss in ignorance Nothing seams to go away Over and over again (x6) Just like before... Everything you say to me And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe I'm about to break Everything you say to me And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe And I'm about to (echo) Break! (Jonathan Davis) These are the places where I can feel Torn from my body my flesh it peals During despite we concur how bright we are Waiting alone I can not resist Feeling this hate I am never missed Please someone give me a reason to rip off my face Blood is a pouring And pouring (10x) Shut up when I'm talking to you! Shut up! (Blood is pouring) Shut up! (Blood is pouring) Shut up! (Blood is pouring) Shut up when I'm talking to you! Shut up! (Blood is pouring) Shut up! (Blood is pouring) Shut up! (Blood is pouring) Shut up! I'm about to break Everything you say to me (Both) I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe (Both) I'm about to break Everything you say to me (Both) And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe (Both) And I'm about to Everything you say to me (Both) Takes me one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe (Both) Cause I'm one step closer to the edge, I'm about to break Everything you say to me (Both) Takes me one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe (Both) Cause I'm one step closer to the edge, I'm about toｻﾋﾞんとこが永遠に循環してます。(笑前に一緒に歌いに行った仲良し君が歌ったあの日から、全然頭から離れません(ﾟ∀ﾟ；)それだけ印象が凄かったんでしょうね…ｗそいで、今日たまごっち買うてん。(爆笑最近のたまごっちは恐ろしいねぇ。ｹｰﾀｨで通販したりさ、たまごっち同士で対戦したり。約九年前に流行った代物が、再びｽﾎﾟｯﾄに当たってるようですね。まぁ今必死に育ててる人たちは、九年前に手にしていない世代なのかもしれませんが…ｗぁ、ｼﾞｪﾈﾚｰｼｮﾝｷﾞｬｯﾌﾟを感じた。(ぁ
January 30, 2005
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激しく体調不良な此の頃。
花粉症ｷﾀ━━━━━ヽ(ﾟ∀｡)ﾉ━━━━━ｯっと思ったら、どうやら風邪も混じってるらしい。(ぁ花粉症って微熱でるんですか？なんか超半端な微熱野郎がお邪魔しに来てます。ﾃﾒｪの身体なのでﾃﾒｪが一番分かるんでしょうが、こりゃﾔｳﾞｧｲ。(ぁ本当…なんだかなぁ…(´・ω・｀)
January 27, 2005
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ありったけの愛で
今こうして目を閉じると君の温もりを探している隣に置き去りにされた思い出が寂しさを伝えるだけ時は流れて足早に季節は変わってゆくけれどあの日のままの思いで待ち続けているまた出会えることをありったけの愛で君のすべてを包み込んであげようもう二度と悲しみが訪れないように君を守りたいさよならさえ言えないままにいつからか僕らは離れてしまったねよく似た背中見つけるたびに今でもまだ少し胸が痛いよ時は流れて僕も君も大人になってゆくけれどあの日のままの二人でまた笑い合えるそんな日が来るから君を守りたい…“守ってあげる”なんて上っ面で結局いつもと同じ調子棒読み、微笑に上の空…そんなのぁたしの得意分野。愛しているわけではなかった。ただ、寂しかっただけ。追いかけてきた君を拒まずに唯、唯利用しただけなんだって。だから、もうこれ以上近付かないで居て。でないと、本当に傷付けるから。
January 26, 2005
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Don't Stay
sometimes i need to remember just to breathe sometimes i need you to stay away from me sometimes i'm in disbelief i didn't know somehow i need you to go sometimes i feel like i trusted you too well sometimes i just feel like screaming at myself sometimes i'm in disbelief i didn't know somehow i need to be alone don't stay forget our memories forget our possibilities what you were changing me into [just give me myself back and] don't stay forget our memories forget our possibilities take all your faithlessness with you [just give me myself back and] don't stay i don't need you anymore i don't want to be ignored i don't need one more day of you wasting me away with no apologies 今日、人生初めての「架空請求」にｽﾙｰｲﾝ。結構感動したなぁ…ｺﾚｗ(ﾏﾃｸﾘｯｸすると端末情報が勝手にいっちゃうﾔﾂでしたねぇ。四日後までに五万？とか書いてあったっぽい…でもこんなんでﾎﾝﾄに振り込む人って居るんだろうか…ｗあぁ、でも居るから問題になってるのか(爆皆さんも注意してくださいねーって、先生かぁたしゃ。(ぁ
January 24, 2005
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ｷﾐｼｶ、ｲﾗﾅｲ/君にBUMP
君と共に、歩く道君と共に、進む距離隣で笑う、君の横顔隣で笑う、僕の笑顔君が居れば、それだけでいい。こんなの、人気者の僕には禁句だったかな？(蹴ｷﾐｼｶ、ｲﾗﾅｲ。何もかもが嘘で良い。君を愛してるそれだけが真実であればいい。君を愛してる。誰が何と言おうと、この気持ちは変わらない。愛してるから。｡o*ﾟ☆ﾟ*o｡．．｡o*ﾟ★ﾟ*o｡．．｡o*ﾟ☆ﾟ*o｡BUMP BUMP 君じゃないと 合わせる意味がないBUMP BUMP 嘘じゃない 時が過ぎて行くBUMP BUMP 君じゃないと 合わせる意味がないBUMP BUMP GIVE ME THE NIGHT 君と超えて行く壁にもたれて腕組み つまらない気取って踊らない夜も くだらない恥ずかしがることない 自分なりに楽しんだもん勝ちならば これなんてどう？「二人でBUMP」互いの腰をぶつける熱いダンスさあ皆 踊りな 音に合わせ 音にまかせ 踊り明かせ踊りたい 皆 昇りたいなら来な皆 音の海 今宵ダイブ始まりだぜ 集まり出せ皆様 暇なら 今からいかがか？お股丸出しの そなたたくましいパーティーは朝まで 続くはずらしい気取ることない 気負うことないだから皆 ただ楽しめ オーライ賑やかな光の空間で 踊り出す気持ちで穏やかな君のその心も BUMP BUMP GIVE ME YOUR LOVEそれが SATURDAY NIGHTここは音と酒好きの町 ダンスホール なぜか週末の夜になるとただフロアーが呼ぶ 音が誘う この心躍る仕事忘れて 上着預けて 既にフロアー笑顔溢れてるまずはビール片手 人込みの中へ ノンストップDJ 朝までさあ皆 踊れ ラディダティ 輪になり交わり出したなら パーティー始まりここで飛び乗り 音でノリノリここに来りゃ皆 もう虜に立ち止まってないで 怒鳴ってここにいる皆 力もらってケツから火花 出るならみだら嫌なこと忘れ ここで踊れ光 踊り 溢れてくる音の波漂う女子に 群がる男たち踊れ 騒げ ここで朝まで頭でなく 今 身体で君にBUMP その腰をくねらせ踊り出す その両手上までHEY YO! DJ!! いい曲ならPLAY AGAIN針落とせ デカイ音で騒ぎ出す 人の真ん中で 踊り出す 腕も重なるけど笑顔を取り戻せるから 君とDANCE 君にBUMP 音にまかせて今宵は 今夜は｡o*ﾟ☆ﾟ*o｡．．｡o*ﾟ★ﾟ*o｡．．｡o*ﾟ☆ﾟ*o｡
January 23, 2005
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Krwlng
「君は僕の憧れなんだ」誰かがそう、呟いただからはっきり、答えてやった「人生間違ってんじゃない？」って確かに共感してくれりゃ嬉しい。自分を認めてくれりゃ嬉しい。でも、「憧れ」って何なんだ？ぁたしのように生きるつもり？ﾎﾝﾄのぁたしを知らないまま、憧れなんて口にするな。唯でさえ関係の薄い君だから。ぁーぁ、なんか疲れるなぁ。Crawling in my skin Crawling in my skin Without a sense of confidence, confidence, confidence... Consuming, confusing Crawling my skin Without a sense of confidence and I?m convinced that there?s just too much pressure to take There?s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface (Aaron) I'm crawling in my skin (Crawling in my skin) These wounds they will not heal (These wounds they will not heal) Fear is how I fall (Fear is how I fall) Confusing, confusing what is real Confusing what is real... (Chester) There?s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling, I cant seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence, and I?m convinced that there?s just too much pressure to take) I've felt his way before, so insecure... Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Discomfort endlessly as pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection Its haunting how I cant seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence, and I?m convinced that there?s just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before, so insecure... (Mike) Without a sense of confidence, confidence... Without a sense of confidence, confidence... Without a sense of confidence, and I?m convinced that there?s just too much pressure to take Without a sense of confidence, confidence... Without a sense of confidence, confidence... Without a sense of confidence, and I?m convinced that there?s just too much pressure to take To find myself again, my walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence, and I?m convinced that there?s just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before, so insecure... (Chester) Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing, confusing what is real
January 22, 2005
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By Myslf
(Chester) Myself Myself (Mike) What do I do to ignore them behind me Do I follow my instincts blindly Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening Do I sit here and try to stand it Or do I try to catch them red-handed Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself (myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself (Chester) I cant look around (Its too much to take in) I cant hold on (When im stretched so thin) I cant slow down (Watching everything spin) I cant look past (Its starting over again) (Mike) If I turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on Then they'll take from me'till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer By myself (myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself (Chester) I cant look around (Its too much to take in) I cant hold on (When im stretched so thin) I cant slow down (Watching everything spin) I cant look past (Its starting over again) Dont you(being said repeaditly in the backround) Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No mater what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside再びｽﾄﾚｯｻｰ現る。なんつぅか、もぅ相手してられない。疲れるだけならいいんだけど、それでも収まんない。ｽﾄﾚｽ解消、か…最近忘れてるなぁ。悩みが無いって勘違いしてたから。(ぁ
January 21, 2005
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Rnw@y
(Chester) Graffiti Skies (Phoenix Orion) I don't think y'all ready Yo I don't think y'all ready (Chester) Graffiti decorations under a sky of grey This constant apprehension still giving me away The lessons I have forgotten In spite of all I've learned Now I find myself in question (they point the finger at me again) Guilty by association (you point the finger at me again) (Chester) I wanna runaway (I wanna runaway) I wanna know the truth(I wanna know the truth) I wanna know the answers (I wanna know the answers) I wanna shut the door (and open up my mind) And open up my mind(and open up my mind) Paperbags and angry voices under a sky of grey This constant apprehension wont seem to go away All my talk of starting over These words were never true Now I find myself in question Point the finger at me again Guilty by association Point the finger at me again (Chester) I wanna runaway (I wanna runaway) I wanna know the truth (I wanna know the truth) I wanna know the answers (I wanna know the answers) I wanna shut the door (and open up my mind) And open up my mind (and open up my mind) (Mike) Gonna runwaway gonna runaway (2x) (Phoenix Orion) Yall not ready Hey yo I don't think your all ready for what I am about to doYou all new schooled dudes That don't even got no clue How dare you forget about Bam and Zulu Cool Herc and Jazzy Jay they paved the way Let me spit at you all who said I wasn't going to make it Every time I blazed, you all the first to hate it My team really keep supreme to stay strong That's the true serious son, they're scared to put us on Cant get with hybrids get off your hiatus Too many asrtists dieing for us so I got to blaze it Still repping BK, Brooklyn and Vietnam Hell Fighting families and Aceyalone Banging in the backyard on the LP song I'm the new communicate, Phoenix Orion!!! (Chester) I wanna runaway (I wanna runaway) I wanna know the truth (I wanna know the truth) I wanna know the answers (I wanna know the answers) I wanna shut the door (and open up my mind) And open up my mind (and open up my mind)本日は模試。問題と必死に向き合ってるとき、担任が教室に入ってきた。そんとき、なんかすんごぃほっとした。なんていうか、親の温かみみたいな。愛着湧いてきたんかなぁ…(笑皆が優しかった、まる。(昨日参照
January 20, 2005
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擦れ違う意味/part 1.
僕が君と擦れ違う意味。過去は余りにも近すぎて気にも成らなかったこの距離感。そして別々で有る事の単純明快な遠近法。初めて君と離れた朝。すごくすごく切なくて自分の居場所は何処にも無くて作ったｵｳﾁは立派だったけど結局全部が偽りで右頬は何時までも痙攣した儘。そうやって毎晩目を閉じてこうやって毎朝目を開けてそして、なんとか生きていた。その感覚は今でも鮮明。初めて君が居ない朝。初めて君が見えない昼。初めて君と、触れ合わない夜。けれども僕は見付けてしまう。僕が素直に笑える場所を。本音をぶつけられる壁を。愛しいと言える、大事な人を。どんなに揺らしても倒れない家はどんなに叩いても崩れない壁は僕を温かく包んでくれて偽りでは無い優しさがそこには溢れ返っていた。嗚呼…僕は未来を見据え過ぎて何時しか過去を等閑にした。そうやっていくうちに君の悲鳴は聞こえなくなった。あの日々は今でもｷﾗｷﾗとあんなにも美しく輝くのにその中に僕は居ないんだ。唯、景色が光るだけ。きっと僕は欲張りで大事な物を拾い過ぎた。そうして青い、右手のﾎﾟｹｯﾄに大きな穴を開けていた。気付く由なんて無かったよ。唯、唯あの人を追いかけて自分は笑顔を振り撒いて「なんて幸せなんだろう」と呆れるくらいの普遍の日々。君とのｵﾓｲﾃﾞは過去の物だからって捨て過ぎちゃったかな。だから君を守れないだから君を、救ってやれない。そうだよ「一番」は何時だって曖昧の中に息衝いていた。それでも素直に思ってたんだ。「一番」僕の側に居て「一番」僕と仲良しできっと、「一番」好きだったどうして、変わって行っちゃうんだろう。もう 気付いたろう 目の前のﾄﾞｱの鍵を受け取れるのは 手の中がｶﾗの時だけ長い間 ここは居心地が良くていつの間にか いろいろと拾い過ぎたどれもが 温かくて 失い難い いくつかの光手に入れる為に捨てるんだ 揺らした天秤が掲げた方をこんなに簡単な選択に いつまでも迷う事は無いその涙と引き換えにして 僕らは 行けるもう 気付いたろう 僕に君のﾄﾞｱは見えない同じﾄﾞｱをくぐれたら と願っていたよさぁ 時は来た 繋いだ手を離すんだよｶﾗになった手で それぞれの鍵を受け取ろう恐らく もう 戻れない いつか忘れる 君と居た場所手に入れる為に捨てたんだ 揺らした天秤が掲げた方をそんなに勇敢な選択だ いつまでも迷う事は無いその記憶と引き換えにして 僕らは振り返らないで 悔やまないで 怖がらないで どうか 元気で僕は唄うよ歩きながら いつまで君に届くかなその涙と引き換えにその記憶と引き換えにこの歌と引き換えにして 僕らは 行けるもう 気付いたろう 目の前のﾄﾞｱの鍵を受け取れるのは 手の中がｶﾗの時だけただ一人だけ 本気で、心から愛せるのは以上でもなく、以下でもないただ、独りだけ。そういや、ｶﾞｯｺ早退したわ。(は
January 19, 2005
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悪意ｺｸﾊｸ/PPr:Kut
君はどう感じたろう僕の裏切りの数々を告白しながら考えたよ「これでｺｺﾛとはｻﾖﾅﾗだ」と君を愛するが故の、決意それでも君はやっぱり下手勘違いして、自分を下げる僕は敢えて言わなかった「君がいるからｺｺﾛとは」って何故言わなかったんだろうか今になって疑問になるそれでも可愛い君を見て「君しか要らない」なんて言いたくなくて僕を追いかける君の姿が何時までも僕の背中にあるようにそう思って、言わなかったよ真実は口には出さないけれど。追いかけるのは君じゃない。僕が、君を追いかけている。いつも逃げるように歩きながら必ず、温もりを確認してる。君にちゃんと見付けてもらえるように、離れすぎないように、ちゃんと、距離を見計らって。まるで、ﾘｰﾄﾞを外した子犬のように。(Mike) Why does it feel like night today Something in here's not right today Why I am so uptight today Paranoia's all I got left I don't know what stressed me first Or how the pressure was fed But I know just what it feels like to have a voice in the back of my head Like a face that I hold inside A face that awakes when I close my eyes Face that watches every time I lie Face that laughs every time I fall And watches everything So I know that when its time to sink or swim The face inside is hearing me right beneath my skin (Chester) Its like I'm paranoid looking over my back Its like a whirlwind inside of my head Its like I can't stop what I'm hearing within Its like the face inside is right beneath my skin Hey yo, here we go again with the pain I feel isn't real but in my mind But I find myself in places with names, but not faces My memory races at speeds hundred degrees My soul (it bleeds?) devil must've planted the seed Now it feels like my backs against the wall, I'm taking the fall Whenever I call nobody's responding at all But I don't who I could trust they screaming my name I need somebody to help me out of the flame All I'm trying to do is just master me all I want to do is smoke a blaster beat But something keeps talking to me consciously Responsibly it keeps haunting me From dusk till dawn Everything has something for ya That voice inside of your head got to projected, Paranoia Ccold sweat Shining on your face exposing your purpose and if I Ripped off your skin I'd probably find another verse Its nothing worse than trying to bring yourself up back from the dead So I advise you listen to that voice in the back of your head (Chester) Its like I'm paranoid looking over my back Its like a whirlwind inside of my head Its like I can't stop what I'm hearing within Its like the face inside is right beneath my skin The face inside is right beneath your skin (4x) The sun goes down I feel the light betray me(3x) (Chester) Its like I'm paranoid looking over my back Its like a whirlwind inside of my head Its like I can't stop what I'm hearing within Its like the face inside is right beneath my skin Its like I'm paranoid looking over my back Its like a whirlwind inside of my head Its like I can't stop what I'm hearing within Its like the face inside is right beneath my skin
January 18, 2005
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NtrMssion
Finally recover When the mood is right Looking up into a neon sky Time the mean takes over Guess it's been too long Since the last time that I tried to fly Finally I find When I lose control Inside my body crumbles It's like therapy For my broken soul Inside my body crumbles Only needs a moment Just to get away Hope the stress won't mess up every day No one final question And I never doubt Everything is gonna be okay Finally I find When I lose control Inside my body crumbles It's like therapy For my broken soul Inside my body crumbles Insecure would be my sign (I don't know if I'll be alright, I don't know if I'll be alright) I'll never have to hide (I don't know if I'll be alright, I don't know if I'll be alright) Try to live right (I don't know if I'll be alright, Now I know it's) It's alright Finally I find When I lose control Inside my body crumbles It's like therapy For my broken soul Inside my body Finally I find When I lose control Inside my body crumbles It's like therapy For my broken soul Inside my body crumbles
January 17, 2005
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後輩
今日は弟含む後輩達が初の晴れ舞台に臨んだ日。毎日楽譜を睨み付けこれは、あれはって悩んでる君照れ臭いから、横目で見ながら知らん顔した、僕の背中そんなに期待はしてなかったんだ。自分の昔の姿と比べ其れ程の感動は求めてなかった。そして今、照明が落ちる。泪は、幾筋流れたろうか。若い心は僕の心をしっかり掴んで揺さぶって振り回して全然離してくれなかったんだ。詳しいことについては書きたくたって、描けない。あんなにも輝いた君をあんなにも美しい君達をあんなにも、素晴らしい世界をどう、表現出来よう。狭苦しいｽﾃｰｼﾞ深呼吸した指揮棒君は、ｽﾀｰだ。君たちは
January 16, 2005
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勧悪懲善>>>>>ｽｷﾅｺﾄﾊﾞ。
ｺｺﾛが 泣いていた。ﾌﾟﾗｽ思考でﾌﾞｯﾁｷﾞﾘそれが取り柄のｺｺﾛが 泣いた。(失礼。ｺｺﾛが 泣いていた。殆ど笑顔を絶やさないそんな明るいｺｺﾛが 泣いた。そして今夜僕は亦不意にｺｺﾛを掴まえたこの手で小さく震えたｺｺﾛは弱くも無く、しかし強くも無い幸せの炎を抱えながら。僕は 何時もと変わらない口調紡いでいたのは奇麗ｺﾞﾄ世の中知らなきゃ吐けるもんだ。現実知ってりゃ見逃すもんだ。それでも楽観主義者なもんでｺｺﾛの為、もとい自分の為。そう、ｺｺﾛが 泣いた。でも、戸惑っていたのはそれじゃない。泪を流すｺｺﾛにじゃない。それは僕の中に咲くｳﾗｷﾞﾘの華泪を流すｺｺﾛの声が震える理由を見付けたから。嗚呼、何時からだったろうｺｺﾛが視界から遠のいてｷﾐはいつしか遠い人ｱﾙﾊﾞﾑで褪せたｾﾋﾟｱ色下手な画家の下手な笑顔、唯一無二のﾎﾟｰﾄﾚｨﾄ今ではもう、見えることも無いあんなに鮮やかに輝いて作り描かれたあの、想い出の日々。美しかった、“ｵﾓｲﾃﾞ” の 日々永遠に打ち明けることは無いだろう。そして、ｷﾐが気付くことも決して無いだろう。僕は、僕の居場所を見付けてしまったよ。愛する人と、共に笑う喜びを愛する人と、触れ合うその温かみを。だから僕は裏切者だ。人の心なんて移り変わっていく。勧善懲悪もとい勧悪懲善。
January 15, 2005
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私的雅-miyavi-語録。Part.3
1/13 ｵﾌｨｻｲﾄ日記より。人生には疑問や悩み、理不尽や不条理、沢山あるでしょう。でもね、人生にはそんなの吹き飛ばしちゃう位の希望があるんです。１歩下がっても、２歩下がっても、また３歩進めばいい。足踏みだけはするな、後ろ振り向くな。一点だけを見て、真直ぐ、ひたすら真直ぐ。進め進めぃ、歩け歩けぃ。／ＭＹＶ 進むことは決して簡単なことではなく口にするばかりで達成出来ないんだけどそれでも進もうと思うことが大切だと思えた瞬間。君となら、歩んで行ける。
January 14, 2005
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ｷｦｸ
ただひとつだけのキヲク 胸の奥にある色褪せた紙切れには笑顔が残った「出逢わなければよかったね」と 冗談でもどうして言えただろう君のその優しさに気付きもしないで 何を見てたのだろう振り向けばいつもそこに 君が居てくれるような気がした薄紅ノ雪が舞って 今日も変わらぬ風が吹くまだ上手に笑えなくて日が暮れるのも忘れて確かめあうようにあんなにも愛したこと誇りに思ったためらいもなく好きだなんて 言えてしまう君に嫉妬していた君を好きだと思う気持ちに 理由など何も要らなかったふたりなら永遠さえ叶うものだと信じていたね抱き締めたそのぬくもり 今もこの手に残ってる思い出には出来なかった伝えたいコトがあったそれはおかしい程 簡単で失ってやっと気付くそれはかけがえのないものキヲクの中 探していた ELTの中でもﾀﾞｲｽｷな曲のひとつ。久々聴いて、懐かしい気持ちになりました。
January 13, 2005
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ﾋﾟｯｸ・ﾐｰ・ｱｯﾌﾟ
失くしてたものを見付けたんだ。大きな重りに埋まった姿で。失くしてたものは変わらない儘嗚呼、僕に触れられるのを待っていた。あの日君と交わした約束結局守ることなんて出来なかった。悔しい思いと申し訳なさで僕は君を窺ってたんだ。疑ったわけではない。ただこの気持ちの大きさと君の気持ちとの溝を探しただけ。だけど見つからないみたいだよ。嫌がらせみたいに探したんだけど。僕等の間のココロのスキマ結局、怯えていたのは僕の方。だって気付いたんだ。失くしたものがこんなにも小さくくだらないものだったことに。それでも君が、君がいるからくだらない唄は特別になる。ピック・ミー・アップ君の中へ。XXX
January 12, 2005
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Truth Of Myself
僕の瞳の中浮かべる人は何時も同じ顔で笑っていた。それは悲しいからではなく、嬉しいからでもない筈だね。唯君が傍にいてくれることがこんなにも僕を強くする。そして、虚しい程弱くする。初めての、人だった。共に生き、共に夢を追い掛けようと思えたのは。初めてが、君だった。だから僕は、ひたすらに誓うよ。君を愛するこの気持ちこれだけは失わないように。そして今日も、明日も、明後日も君の隣は僕であり僕の隣は君だけであること。「ｷﾐｦｱｲｼﾃﾙ」こんな何処にも転がる言葉が君の前だけで特別であればいい。それだけで、僕は君を確認出来る。何時も不安な気持ちは忘れないで。それでもしっかり手は繋いで。凍えた手なら握り返すよ。震える肩なら抱き締めるよ。そうやって、僕は安心していく。確かな温もりは君がくれた。永遠の温もりは君がくれる。ﾀｼｶﾅﾓﾉは、君だけでいい。XXX
January 11, 2005
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矛盾＝性
飛び散った花束口付け迫るｵﾄｺそしてｷﾐを見なくなった、僕矛盾は人間の性。これは人生の極論だとそう気付いた自分が居た。矛盾なんてそんなんﾄﾞｺにも溢れてるわけで見渡せば作り笑い振り向けば知ったかぶりそんなんだから疲れる世界。しょーも無いから、って諦めてたら作ってた輝きも色あせちゃってなんもかんもやんなっちゃってそうして亦、悪循環。こんなんでえーんでしょうか。こんなん「ｲｷﾃﾙ」証拠でしょうか。結局要るんやんけ。矛盾ってﾔﾂが。人間ｳｿこいてﾅﾝﾎﾞやんか。人間ﾍﾏこいてﾅﾝﾎﾞやんか。それでえぇねんな。矛盾＝性是、人間故之性也。
January 10, 2005
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Wth>You
(Chester) Come on!! (Mike) I woke up in a dream today To the cold of the static, put my cold feet on the floor Forgot all about yesterday Remembering I'm pretending to be where i'm not anymore A little taste of hypocrisy And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react Even though you're so close to me You're still so distant and I can't bring you back (Chester) It's true the way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if you're not with me I'm with you (Mike) You now I see keeping everything inside With you You now I see even when I close my eyes With you (2x) (Mike) I hit you and you hit me back And we fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still Fine line between this and that But when things go wrong I pretend that the past isn't real I'm trapped in this memory And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react Even though you're close to me You're still so distant and I can't bring you back (Chester) Iit's true the way I feel Was promised by your face Tthe sound of your voicepainted on my memories Eeven if you're not with me I'm with you (Mike) You now I see keeping everything inside With you You now I see even when I close my eyes With you (2x) (Aceyalone) I won't let you control my fate While I'm holding the weight of the world on my conscience I won't just sit here and wait While you weighing your options you're making a fool of me You didn't dare try to say That you don't care you solemnly swear not to follow me there It ain't like me to beg on my knees Oh, please, oh baby, please that's not how I'm doing things No I'm not upset, no I'm not angry I know love is love, love sometimes it pains me With or without you I'll always be with you You'll never forget me, I'm keeping you with me No I won't let you take me to the end of my rope while you burn And torture my soul No I'm not your puppet and no, no, no I won't let you go (Chester) No matter how far we've come I can't wait to see tomorrow No matter how far we've come I I can't wait to see tomorrow With you (Mike) You now I see keeping everything inside With you You now I see even when i close my eyes With you (2x)
January 9, 2005
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H! Vltg3
(Chester) Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes, sometimes.... (Mike) Hybrid I've been diggin into crates ever since I was livin in space Before the rat race, before monkeys human traits I mastered numerology, big bang theology Performed lobotomies with telekinetic psychology Invented the mic so I can start blessin it Chin-checkin' kids to make my point like an impressionist Many men have tried to shake us But I twist mic chords like double helixes To show them what I'm made of I buckle knees like leg braces, cast a spell of instrumentalist On all of you MCs who hate us So you can try on, leave you without a shoulder to cry on From now to infinite, let icon be bygones I fire bombs, ghostly notes haunt this I tried threats, but moved on to a promise I stomp shit with or without an accomplice And run the gauntlet with whoever that wants this High voltage This is the unforgettable sound High voltage Bringin you up and takin you down High voltage Comin at you from every side High voltage Making the rythm and rhyme collide (Mike) I've put a kink in the backbones, of clones with microphones Never satisfied my rhymes jones Spraying bright day over what you might say My blood types krylon, Technicolor type A On highways write with road rage Cages of wind, And cages of tin That bounce all around Surround sound, devouring the scenes Subliminal gangrene paintings, over all the same things Sing songs karaoke copy bullshit Break bones verbally With sticks and stones tactics Forth dimension, compact convention Write rhymes with ease While the track stands at attention Meant to put you away with the pencil Pistol, official, sixteen line, a rhyme missile While you risk your all I pick out at your flaws Singing rah blah, blah, blah you can say you saw High voltage This is the unforgettable sound High voltage Bringin you up and takin you down High voltage Comin at you from every side High voltage Making the rythm and rhyme collide (2x) (Pharoahe Monch) Who's the man, demanding you hand over your land Rover The man's bolder than the Pharoahe When he jams you glance over I am visclorosuos, the most ferocious When I spy my third eye it's extremely high voltage That's why I need ruby quartz glasses Cause when I glance theres a chance That I might blast the masses Subliminals transmitted through piano Integrated in flow, calculated to nano I use skills when I need pleas Heats the rhyme I hear when I bleed as I proceed through time I walk through walls and inanimate obstacles By enducing the reduction of cells and molecules I bring the knowledge you swallow a state that's a hologram I botch your head, faten your lip like collagen The telepath delivers verses with no postage Mike Shinoda, Pharoahe Monche we high voltage High voltage This is the unforgettable sound High voltage Bringin you up and takin you down High voltage Comin at you from every side High voltage Making the rythm and rhyme collide (2x)
January 8, 2005
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Plc.4 Mie Haed
(Chester) I wanna be in another place I hate when you say you don?t understand I wanna be in the energy Right with the enemy A place for my head (Mike) I watch how the moon sits in the sky on a dark night Shining with the light from the sun The sun doesn?t give light to the moon Assuming the moons gonna owe it one And makes think of how you act to me You do favors that rapidly You just turn around and start asking me about things you want back from me I?m sick of the tension Sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place to feed your greed While I find a place to rest I?m sick of the tension, sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place to feed your greed While I find a place to rest (Chester) I wanna be in another place I hate when you say you don?t understand I wanna be in the energy Right with the enemy A place for my head I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna (Zion) Two Two Three Three Ya Ya Ya Gimme energon to keep me calm You and your mom Keep on the drom Used to be a team Passed that baton but you flop that bod As you drop that bomb Take it to the john in your babylon Flushed down with The sound that you carry on I don't really give a dang you pissed on my lawn Took a dump like a punk now the battles on So sick of you stressin' Sick of you fessin' Sick of you actin' like I owe you some Find another place to Feed your face If you don't we gonna bump Get it up, get crunk Sick of you stressin' Sick of you fessin' Sick of you actin' like I owe you some Find another place to feed your face If you don't we gonna bump Get it up, get crunk (Chester) I wanna be in another place I hate when you say you don?t understand I wanna be in the energy Right with the enemy A place for my head You try to get the best of me Go away, go away, go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me
January 7, 2005
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感謝ｽﾙ/P5hng Me A*wy
久々足を踏み入れて気付いたは変わらない風景でそういえばあんまり離れて無い事すぐに自覚して、ちょっと笑った。それでも風は少し動いて見慣れた場所が、ちょっとだけ違和感そんなとこでも相変わらず君はいつもの笑顔で笑った。そこでふと、思ったことが一つだけある。嗚呼、僕は本当に心から安心してる君が笑えばそれで良い何度も繰り返してきたけれど今、改めてそう思ったよ。君と居て、心から笑えるから。自覚して、君に感謝した。僕には君が君には僕がそうやって、また生きていくそうやって、また笑ってく。(Stephen) When I look into your eyes There's nothing there to see Nothing but my own mistakes Staring back at me (Mike) (backwords) Everything Falls apart Even the people who never frown Eventually break down Everything has to end You?ll soon find were out of time left to watch it all unwind Everything falls apart Even the people who never frown eventually break down (Chester) I've lied to you This is the last smile That I'll fake for the sake of being with you (Mike) Everything falls apart Even the people who never frown Eventually break down Everything has to end You'll soon find We're out of time left to watch it all unwind Everything falls apart Even the people who never frown eventually break down (Chester) The sacrifice is never knowing Why I stay with you Just push away No matter what you see Your still so blind to me (Mike) Everything falls apart Even the people who never frown Eventually break down Everything has to end You'll soon find We're out of time left to watch it all unwind The sacrifice is never knowing Why I stay When you just push away No matter what you see You're still so blind to me (Chester) I've tried like you To do everything you wanted to This is the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you (Mike) Everything falls apart Even the people who never frown Eventually break down The sacrifice of hiding in a lie Everything has to end You'll soon find We're out of time left to watch it all unwind (Chester) The sacrifice is never knowing Why I stay When you just push away No matter what you see You're still so blind to me (Stephen) Reverse psycology Is failing miserably It's so hard to be Left all alone Telling you is the Only chance for me There's nothing left But to turn and face you When I look into your eyes There's nothing there to see Nothing but my own mistakes Staring back at me, asking Why... (Chester) The sacrifice of hiding in a lie The sacrifice is never knowing Why I stay When you just push away No matter what you see You're still so blind to me Why I stay When you just push away No matter what you see You're still so blind to me
January 6, 2005
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顧/Frgt/10
苺記念日から、丸二年。あの日のことは今でもはっきり憶えてる。大好きだった、ｷﾐの横顔と寒空に光る星が綺麗で。そしてまた、ｷﾐを見付けた。でもきっと、もう御仕舞い。これ以上は、傷付けない、傷付かない。だからもぅ、出会っちゃﾀﾞﾒなんだよね。From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core I'm forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from the safety The pictures there The memories won't escape me (Mike) We're stuck in a place so dark you can hardly see The manner of matter that splits with the words I breathe And as the rain drips down acidic questions around me I block out the sight of the powers that be And duck away into the darkness, time's up I'll wind up in a rusted world with eyes shut So tight that it blurs into the world of pretend And the eyes ease open and its dark again From the top to the bottom, bottom to top I stop At the core I'm forgotten, in the middle of my thoughts Taken far from the safety, the pictures there The memories won't escape me, so why should I care (Chali 2na) In the memory you'll find me, eyes burning up The darkness holding me tightly, until the sun rises up (Mike) Listen to sounds, dizy from the ups and downs Enausiated by the polutted rot that's all around Watching the wheels of the cars that pass I look past to the last of the light and the long shadows it casts A window grows and catches the eye And crys out a yellow light as it passes me by And a young shadowy figure sits in front of a box Inside a building of rock with antennas on top now Nothing can stop in this land of the pain The sane lose, not knowing they were part of the game And while the insides change the box stays the same And the figure inside could bear anybody's name The memories I keep are from a time like then I put them on paper so I can come back to them Someday I'm hopin to close my eyes and pretend That this crumpled up paper can be perfect again From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core I'm forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from my safety The pictures there The memory won't escape me (Cahli 2na) I'm here at this podium talkin, the ceremony offering Dedicated to urban disfunctional offspring What's happening? City governments are eternally nappin Trapped in greedy covenants causing urban collapse Bullets that scar souls with dark holes Get more than your car stole some hearts be blacker than charcoal For real, this society's deprevation Depends not on our differences but the separation within No preporation is made, limited aid, minimum wage Living in a tenament cage, where rent isn't paid Tragedy with a parade The darkness overspreads like a permanent plague In the memory you'll find me Eyes burning up The darkness holding me tightly Until the sun rises up
January 5, 2005
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Enth E Nd
(Motion Man) Aiyo, when this first started off It was just Linkin Park And then in the middle Came Motion Man And at the end of it all It was Kutmaster Kurt with the remix (Mike) One thing I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme When I was obsessed with time All I know Time was just slipping away And I watched it count down till the end of the day Watched it watch me and the words that I say The echo of the clock rhythm in my face I know that I didn't look down below And i watched the time go right out the window Trying to grab hold, trying not to watch I wasted it all on the hands of the clock But in the end no matter what I pretend The journey is more important than the end or the start And what it meant to me will eventually be A memory of a time I tried so hard (Chester) I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesnt even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesnt even matter (Motion Man) Aiyo, one thing (one thing) I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know Hot I so-socialize like the host of the party As folks shake and made eye contact Party to toast strong format North, East, South, West, Coast I'm stain out the window No opportunity to mend though I tried to slow up You wiggin your system and it be flowed up I brought you back a few things Like the imaginary man of your dreams Dude always seem to make it worth it A pigskin, I never Nerfed it You felt leather never pleather Real bringin the pleasure By any means it means I'm leavin your team Cover of teen magazines (Chester) I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesnt even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesnt even matter It's Linkin Park, remix Mo Mo Motion Man It's Linkin Park, be in the end Kutmasta Kutmasta Kut Kutmasta Kurt It's Linkin Park, remix Mo Mo Motion Man Linkin Park, We in the end Kutmasta Kurt Remix (Mike) One thing I don't know how It doesn't even matter when you look at it now 'Cause when I designed this rhyme I was scared of it all Scared to fall I hadn't even tried to crawl When I was forced to run With you mocking me Stopping me Backstabbing me constantly Remembering all the times you fought with me Watch the clock now chock full of hypocrisy And now your mouth wishes it could inhale Every single little thing you said to make things fail Every single word you sputtered just to get your piece But it really doesn't matter to me 'Cause from the start to the end No matter what I pretend The journey's more important than the end or the start And what it meant to me Will eventually be A memory of a time when I tried so hard (Chester) I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesnt even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesnt even matter In the End..... (*stutter mixed*)
January 4, 2005
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Yo, yo, forfeit the game Before somebody else Takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame Cover up your face You can't run the race The pace is too fast You just won't last, won't last, won't last... You love the way I look at you While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through You take away if I give in My life, my pride is broken You like to think you're never wrong (You like to think you?re never wrong) You have to act like you're someone (You have to act like you're someone) You want someone to hurt like you (You want someone to hurt like you) You want to share what you've been through (To live what you?ve learned) You love the things I say I'll do The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you You take away when I give in My life, my pride is broken You like to think you're never wrong (You like to think your never wrong) You have to act like you're someone (You have to act like you're someone) You want someone to hurt like you (You want someone to hurt like you) You want to share what you've been through (To live what you?ve learned) Yo, yo, forfeit the game Before somebody else Takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame Cover up your face You can't run the race The pace is too fast You just won't last (2x) You have to act like you're someone (You have to act like you're someone) You want someone to hurt like you (You want someone to hurt like you) You want to share what you've been through You like to think you're never wrong (You like to think your never wrong) You have to act like you're someone (You have to act like you're someone) You want someone to hurt like you (You want someone to hurt like you) You want to share what you've been through (To live what you?ve learned)ﾄﾓﾀﾞﾁに影響されて聴き出した、Linkin park。彼等のｻｳﾝﾄﾞはまだまだ解析中なので、ﾃﾞｶいこと言えません。(ぁとりあえず、今週はｵｷﾆなｱﾙﾊﾞﾑの曲をだだっとのっけます。
January 3, 2005
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初愛
愛した人を横目に見ながら伸ばした指先は届かぬ侭冷たい音を奏でた君は遠くを見ながら、僕に触れた。愛しい…なんて言えない。だって君とは繋がってるから。それでも求め、求められた夜あの夜は過ち。嗚呼求めていたのは僕だけ。ｷｽした永遠は永遠は…初愛それは君と「君」との約束でした。
January 2, 2005
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明けました、おめでたう。
えー…2005年、まずは、明けましておめでとう御座います。明けてしまえばあっという間だった去年…いつも後の祭りで考えるんですが、「去年は何をして過ごしていたのか」と。具体的な事を言い始めればｷﾘが御座いません。なのでﾄﾞでかく考えるんです。そして、考えた末。去年は…音楽に明け暮れた一年でした、まる。GLAYに恋し…蜉蝣、雅と愛しまくって、自身も様々な場所で音楽と関わることが出来ました。自分にとっては、何より幸せなことです。大切な何かを見つけること、そしてそれを愛していくこと。どんなにか大切なことか、だけどどんなに難しいことか、色々と考えた季節でもありました。振り返り始めれば底まで堕ちて行きそうですが…何はともあれ、素晴らしい一年でした、ということで。そして、2005年。今年は酉年…それに因んで聞こえる、“飛躍”という言葉。今年の抱負を掲げながら、見上げた輝く初日の出。そして此処に、僕の抱負も掲げようと思う。今年の抱負は、ｽﾞﾊﾞﾘ「充電器女」ですた。(はﾊｯｷﾘ言って意味ﾜｶﾘﾏｾﾝｗ(爆…ではなくて。「愛はﾊﾟﾜｰ」という言葉を信じて、生きていこうと思います。大切な人に元気を注ぐ、そんなﾚﾃﾞｨになりたいんです。そんなに強いわけじゃなく決して弱いわけでもないんだけど大切な人を笑顔にしてあげたいんです。そんなこと考えてﾍﾞｯﾄﾞに入ると「お前の充電器は何処に在る？」って、頭の片隅が叫んでた。僕は色々考えてそして極論を生み出した。「大切な人の笑顔こそが、僕の生きる糧になる。」だから僕は想うよ。大切な人の笑顔に生きる大切な人を大切に生きる大切な人を、大切だと言えるそう、胸を張って前を見据えてきっぱり言える、ﾚﾃﾞｨになる。君が大切だよ、って優しく言える、人になる。人を傷つけずに生きるなんて人間には絶対無理だからだから僕は想うことにしたよ。唯、只管に大事に想うこと、傷つけない、泣かせない。だけど時にはちょっと、ﾅｲﾌが尖って君の胸をﾁｸﾘと刺すかもしれない。そんな時、僕はまた君を優しく抱き締めよう。そしてまた、僕等は一緒に、歩いて行こうよ、ね。「“今年もよろしく”なんて言わない。なんでか分かる？なんでだろうね…知りたい？それは、それはね。」「君を愛してる。」「今までも、これからも、ずっと、ずーっと。」Lovin' You...
January 1, 2005
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