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☆Tadami Yamada's Paintings 新アダムとイヴの誕生
☆Tadami Yamada's Paintings 新アダムとイヴの誕生２
☆Tadami Yamada's Paintings 無量寿経シリーズ
☆Tadami Yamada's Paintings「私は美しい」シリーズ
☆Tadami Yamada's Paintings りんご充満空間シリーズ
☆Tadami Yamada's Paintings 花のマスクシリーズ
Tadami Yamada's Painting
Tadami Yamada's Painting
☆Tadami Yamada's Paintings 回 顧 展 ｐａｒｔ １
☆Tadami Yamada's Paintings 回 顧 展 ｐａｒｔ ２
☆Tadami Yamada's DRAWINGS 1
☆Tadami Yamada's DRAWINGS ２
☆Tadami Yamada's DRAWINGS ３
☆Tadami Yamada's 小さな絵日記より
☆Tadami Yamada's Still Life：静物画（1）
☆Tadami Yamada's Japanese style:「和」
☆Tadami Yamada's 素描（1）野菜シリーズ
☆Tadami Yamada's 素描（2）貝殻シリーズ
☆Tadami Yamada's 素描（3）はんなりシリーズ
☆Tadami Yamada's 素描（4）人形シリーズ
☆Tadami Yamada's Paintings 回顧展Part3
☆Tadami Yamada's Paintings 回顧展Part4
☆ディクスン・カーの為のブックカヴァー
part 2 早川書房版
☆Tadami Yamada's Poetry 詩画集「遊卵飛行」
☆Tadami Yamada's Works: ブック・カヴァー選集
☆Tadami Yamada's イギリス・ミステリ傑作選カバー
☆Tadami Yamada's サンリオSF文庫他
☆Tadami Yamada's 光瀬龍、宇能鴻一郎、泡坂妻夫、志水辰夫他カバー
☆Tadami Yamada's ハヤカワ・ノヴェルズ、他
☆Tadami Yamada's 絵のない装丁
☆Tadami Yamada's ドラキュラ叢書
☆Tadami Yamada's Illusto., Part１『闇の国の子供』
☆Tadami Yamada's『妖怪博士ジョン・サイレンス』
☆Tadami Yamada's Part3『プラネタリウム』
☆Tadami Yamada's Part4『世の終わりのイヴ』
☆Tadami Yamada's Part5『洪水伝説』他
☆Tadami Yamada's Part6 児童書その他の挿画
☆Tadami Yamada's Part7 『心霊術入門』その他
☆Tadami Yamada's Part8『別冊宝島仕事の本』
☆Tadami Yamada's Part9 初期雑誌挿画
☆Tadami Yamada's ドラキュラ叢書『ジャンビー』挿画
☆Tadami Yamada's ドラキュラ叢書『幽霊狩人カーナッキ』
Tadami Yamada's monochrome cuts -#1
Tadami Yamada's monochrome cuts -#2
■Yamada's Article（1）卵形の象徴と図像
■Yamada's Article（2）ユングの風景画
■Yamada's Article（3）画家ムンクの去勢不安
■Yamada's Article（4）夢幻能と白山信仰
■Yamada's Article (5) 城と牢獄の論理構造
■Yamada's Article（6）ムンク『叫び』の設計と無意識
■Yamada's Article (7) 病める貝の真珠
■Yamada's English Article (8) 能の時空間の現代性
■Yamada's Article (9)『さゝめごと』に現われた十識について
■Yamada's Article（10）狐信仰とそのイコノグラフィー
■Yamada's Article (11) 江戸の「松風」私論
■Yamada's Article (12) 伊勢物語「梓弓」について
■(13)英語訳論文「ムンクの『叫び』の設計と無意識」
■(14)英語訳論文『狐信仰とそのイコノグラフィー』
■(14-2)英語訳論文『狐信仰とそのイコノグラフィー』
■(15)英語訳論文『卵形の象徴と図像について』
■(16)英語訳論文『夢幻能の劇構造と白山信仰との関係考』（1)
■(16-2)英語訳論文『夢幻能の劇構造と白山信仰との関係考』(2)
■(17)英語訳論文『モンドリアンの自画像について』
■(18)英語訳論文『霧に対する感性の考察』(1)
■(18-2)英語訳論文『霧に対する感性の考察』（２）
■英語訳エッセー『柔らかい建築 Soft Architecture』
■(19-1)英語訳論文『エドヴァルド・ムンクの去勢不安』(1)
■(19-2)英語訳論文『エドヴァルド・ムンクの去勢不安』(2)
■(20)英語訳論文 『伊勢物語の「梓弓」について』
■(21)英語訳論文『C.G.ユングの風景画をめぐって』
■(22)論文『遠近法の思想と視線の哲学』
☆自画像日記
☆インタヴュー Vol.1
☆インタヴュー Vol.２
☆インタヴューVol.３
☆インタヴューVol.４
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュ
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュPart2
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュPart3
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュPart4
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュPart5
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュPart6
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュPart7
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュPart8
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュPart9
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュPart10
☆Tadami Yamada's Collage:日替りコラージュPart11
★山田芝恵書道展
☆ Tadami Yamada's short story
Death Mask
That Man
The Infancy Lover's Suicide
★Poetry of Tadami Yamada（1）
Poetry of Tadami Yamada(2)
Poetry of Tadami Yamada(3)
Poetry of Tadami Yamada(4)
Poetry of Tadami Yamada(5)
Poetry of Tadami Yamada(6)
Poetry of Tadami Yamada(7)
Tadami Yamada's HAIKU
Tadami Yamada's HAIKU (2)
★山田維史の画集・年鑑
Free Poster （無料ポスター）
Free Poster 2 (無料ポスター）
Free Poster 3 (無料ポスター）
ウクライナ連帯の無料ポスター（1）
ウクライナ連帯の無料ポスター（2）
ウクライナ連帯の無料ポスター（3）
戦争反対・表現の自由／無料ポスター(1)
戦争反対・表現の自由／無料ポスター(2)
ウクライナ連帯の無料ポスター（4)
共存は美しい
難民の日ポスター
パンを！
撃つな！
DON'T SHOOT !
This is the world
命の尊厳：Sanctity of Life
政治の腐敗
Stop All Wars
核廃絶ポスター
World Now ポスター
✴️Tadami Yamada’s Brief Personal Record
✴️山田維史略歴
Apr 6, 2012
カテゴリ： 詩・俳句・短歌・英語俳句・英語詩
The Death of My Mother
by Tadami Yamada
After three and half years struggle against a disease
my mother rested at 10 a.m., 30th march, 2012
at the age of ninety two and nine months
The stream of time goes swift
It's been seven days since the day
The 28th, early morning, her physical condition
suddenly changed in bad
who hurried to my house, and escaped a crisis
The next day, the 29th, it was going on
the schedule for nursing with me
7:40 a.m.
Temperature was 36.9℃
Blood pressure and Pulse; (the first)124 over 67. 82/m.,
(the second)124 over 69. 78/m., (the third)122 over 68. 83/m.,
8:20 a.m.
Injected the prescription nutrient liquid 100ml and
water 100ml in to her nose through a plastic tube
10:25 a.m.
in to her nose through a plastic tube
11:40 a.m.
The family doctor came my house for treatment
Temperature was 37.1℃
Blood pressure was 112 over 76
ST Oxygen was 99% (by Oxygen inhaler 3.5l/h)
0:00 p.m.
Changed the liquid for IVH
(a intravenous drip injection from her neck)
2:10 p.m.
Injected the prescription nutrient liquid 100ml and
water 100ml in to her nose through a plastic tube
8:00 p.m.
Absorbed phlegm
8:30 p.m.
Injected the prescription nutrient liquid 100ml and
water 100ml in to her nose through a plastic tube
9:45 p.m.
Injected several mixed medicines and water 60ml
in to her nose through a plastic tube
10:40 p.m.
Her right thumb fell into a fit of convulsions.
Instantly, I call the doctor, and then absorbed phlegm.
Temperature was 35.8℃
Blood pressure was 124 over 63
Pulse was 91/m
11:16 p.m.
The family doctor arrived.
Temperature was 36.1℃
Blood pressure was 146 over 73
Pulse was 92/m
ST Oxygen was 99% (by Oxygen inhaler 4l/h)
11:45 p.m.
The doctor absorbed phlegm,
but secretions and urine were very small.
The doctor said that the inside mouth
and the tracheas dry up, and injected her medicines.
Taking the medicine alleviated her conditions.
Pulse was 99/m
ST Oxygen was 100% (by Oxygen inhaler 4l/h)
30th March
0:05 a.m.
The doctor went back to his home.
0:10 a.m.
Amount of urine a day were 600ml.
Amount of waste fluid a day were 75ml.
(Amount of all ingested water of the day were 1,750ml)
0:15 a.m.
Following the doctor's instruction
injected 150ml water for athlete
After that, I checked the diary of nursing
and began to prepare my bed for a nap
beside my mother's ill bed
And I happened to look back to her
She seemed to stop breathing.
Instantly I listened the sound of her lungs
Never!
I listened the sound of her heart
Never!
I pushed her heart, pushed, pushed-----
I call the doctor, "her heart stopped, now" said,
back to her, pushed her heart again and again
Her heart was stopping, never moved
Never!
The doctor arrived,
and he pushed her heart in place of me
Never alive
I call my younger brothers,
said that our mother died now
"At 1:25 a.m., she died of decrepitude "
said the doctor, "I regret her death"
"I greatly appreciate your kindness" I said.
He call the trained nurse of my family,
And he took off several tubes from the body.
I purified her body.
About 2:00 a.m., The nurse arrived.
The doctor, the nurse and I changed her clothes
for her last journey.
I'm undecided about what to put on her for a while.
My mother always dressed Japanese traditional clothes "kimono"
So I took dozens of "kimono" from her double chest of drawers
disregarding the doctor and the nurse's astonishment
A set of "kimono" which I decided was-----
an exclusive pongee which was woven of
black, deep green and golden silk threads
with a complicated pattern of bamboo hedges, and
the sushi "obi" which was woven of silver pink and golden silk threads
like the sky of spring's dawn in which a golden cloud threads its way,
and a crested half coat "haori" was black figured satin
which was embroidered the family crest and figures of bamboo leaves in gold,
and Japanese-style socks "tabi" in white.
2:30 a.m.
My mother changed her appearance for her last journey,
The doctor went back to the hospital to write the death certificate
The nurse went back too, leaving a few word
I call a funeral parlor to ask dry ice to bring my house
About 3:00 a.m.
My younger brother's family arrived
The funeral parlor arrived,
and made previous arrangements on funeral rites
5:00 a.m.
After my younger brother's family went back their home,
I was alone.
I brought a sketchbook from my studio,
made a sketch of the death mask of my mother
by Tadami Yamada
After three and half years struggle against a disease
my mother rested at 10 a.m., 30th march, 2012
at the age of ninety two and nine months
The stream of time goes swift
It's been seven days since the day
The 28th, early morning, her physical condition
suddenly changed in bad
who hurried to my house, and escaped a crisis
The next day, the 29th, it was going on
the schedule for nursing with me
7:40 a.m.
Temperature was 36.9℃
Blood pressure and Pulse; (the first)124 over 67. 82/m.,
(the second)124 over 69. 78/m., (the third)122 over 68. 83/m.,
8:20 a.m.
Injected the prescription nutrient liquid 100ml and
water 100ml in to her nose through a plastic tube
10:25 a.m.
in to her nose through a plastic tube
11:40 a.m.
The family doctor came my house for treatment
Temperature was 37.1℃
Blood pressure was 112 over 76
ST Oxygen was 99% (by Oxygen inhaler 3.5l/h)
0:00 p.m.
Changed the liquid for IVH
(a intravenous drip injection from her neck)
2:10 p.m.
Injected the prescription nutrient liquid 100ml and
water 100ml in to her nose through a plastic tube
8:00 p.m.
Absorbed phlegm
8:30 p.m.
Injected the prescription nutrient liquid 100ml and
water 100ml in to her nose through a plastic tube
9:45 p.m.
Injected several mixed medicines and water 60ml
in to her nose through a plastic tube
10:40 p.m.
Her right thumb fell into a fit of convulsions.
Instantly, I call the doctor, and then absorbed phlegm.
Temperature was 35.8℃
Blood pressure was 124 over 63
Pulse was 91/m
11:16 p.m.
The family doctor arrived.
Temperature was 36.1℃
Blood pressure was 146 over 73
Pulse was 92/m
ST Oxygen was 99% (by Oxygen inhaler 4l/h)
11:45 p.m.
The doctor absorbed phlegm,
but secretions and urine were very small.
The doctor said that the inside mouth
and the tracheas dry up, and injected her medicines.
Taking the medicine alleviated her conditions.
Pulse was 99/m
ST Oxygen was 100% (by Oxygen inhaler 4l/h)
30th March
0:05 a.m.
The doctor went back to his home.
0:10 a.m.
Amount of urine a day were 600ml.
Amount of waste fluid a day were 75ml.
(Amount of all ingested water of the day were 1,750ml)
0:15 a.m.
Following the doctor's instruction
injected 150ml water for athlete
After that, I checked the diary of nursing
and began to prepare my bed for a nap
beside my mother's ill bed
And I happened to look back to her
She seemed to stop breathing.
Instantly I listened the sound of her lungs
Never!
I listened the sound of her heart
Never!
I pushed her heart, pushed, pushed-----
I call the doctor, "her heart stopped, now" said,
back to her, pushed her heart again and again
Her heart was stopping, never moved
Never!
The doctor arrived,
and he pushed her heart in place of me
Never alive
I call my younger brothers,
said that our mother died now
"At 1:25 a.m., she died of decrepitude "
said the doctor, "I regret her death"
"I greatly appreciate your kindness" I said.
He call the trained nurse of my family,
And he took off several tubes from the body.
I purified her body.
About 2:00 a.m., The nurse arrived.
The doctor, the nurse and I changed her clothes
for her last journey.
I'm undecided about what to put on her for a while.
My mother always dressed Japanese traditional clothes "kimono"
So I took dozens of "kimono" from her double chest of drawers
disregarding the doctor and the nurse's astonishment
A set of "kimono" which I decided was-----
an exclusive pongee which was woven of
black, deep green and golden silk threads
with a complicated pattern of bamboo hedges, and
the sushi "obi" which was woven of silver pink and golden silk threads
like the sky of spring's dawn in which a golden cloud threads its way,
and a crested half coat "haori" was black figured satin
which was embroidered the family crest and figures of bamboo leaves in gold,
and Japanese-style socks "tabi" in white.
2:30 a.m.
My mother changed her appearance for her last journey,
The doctor went back to the hospital to write the death certificate
The nurse went back too, leaving a few word
I call a funeral parlor to ask dry ice to bring my house
About 3:00 a.m.
My younger brother's family arrived
The funeral parlor arrived,
and made previous arrangements on funeral rites
5:00 a.m.
After my younger brother's family went back their home,
I was alone.
I brought a sketchbook from my studio,
made a sketch of the death mask of my mother
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