Serene state of mind

Dilemma -with no choice

There was a task I was really reluctant to do although I had to.At first, I tried to avoid it, intending that I would avoid causing trouble.I thought it would be a good choice for other people, not only for me.But I thought twice:My choice is just selfish, seemingly benefiting the people involved.And once I escape this time, I would keep escaping forever.So I decided to face the problem.However, the problem was solved with a kind of letdown way -the people concerned turned out to be absent and this matter was called off.-Was I brooding too much?